[ saw ]
Sunday, July 31, 2005
2nd post of today~ yup.. just finish watching saw, still okok lor... this afternoon the post was short because wasn't really in the mood for blogging LOL now came back here again to blog..
alright, not going to talk about the match with chong feng again.. so gonna talk bout anything else that happened, that saturday match with chong feng got leonard injured, this time he is seriously injured!!!!! OMG he better recover fast~ we can't afford to lose good players like him.. our team simply is injury prone!! heck~ that day after the match went to eugene house to take DVD, actually wasn't really that interested to take the dvds.. but after persuasion from aaron~ i still went down, then qmo ask me to call him if i am going down.. so ya, called him then went down with aaron (aaron followed me home then we went to his house together) then borrowed LOADS of DVDs really alot, too many to name.. eugene was out driving so me and qmo waited for him to come back then went for dinner, with the father~ we went to scissors cut curry rice at farrer park station there!!!! MISS the curry rice a lot a lot, it was damn damn damn shiok eating it, now i am missing the singapore number 1 mutton soup!!!! that time eugene's dad brought us there was an unforgettable moment for me, the mutton soup there was simply~~~~~ HEAVENLY!!!!!!!!!!! up till now the best i have ever had :) yum yum, now i am craving for it!!! ok back to topic~ after dinner went home then thats it HAHA
today did nothing except DVD chionging lol was feeling really bad with the on-going fever and sore throat that i still had -.-" yup, rejected zhi wei's offer for supper~ actually if i ain't sick i will go but really sick then dun feel like moving my lazy ass around HAHA i practically lie on the sofa whole day watching tv and dvds, other then that its gaming for me LOL oh well~
tml school starts, term break ends SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gotta prepare for presentations and projects HAIZ!!!! really sucks when u chose the wrong course of study, i should have just gone to shatec from the start since i'm interested in cooking LOL lets hope the next 8 weeks for me will go by relax-ly :)
by hong ; 11:01 PM
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YEAH!! great win~ the half court trap worked very very well yesterday, caused them to turnover more then 10 times~!!! score yesterday was 59-39 and there is still 8 minutes left~ if it did not rain i am sure the lead would increase to more then 25 point lead :D we rox!!!!
by hong ; 4:17 PM
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[ finally, the reason ]
Friday, July 29, 2005
ok finally confirmed everything for tml's match with chong feng... after much rage and anger from my side, the ref finally is coming down :) gonna play a good game tml morning :D
ok i found out the reason LOL, remember the previous post, the one about friendship, i talked about eugene rite?? now i know the reason why we are drifting apart, cause of the place i stay and the place quan and eugene and the rest stays... they all either stay at serangoon area or are mobile (leonard stay hougang but he drives at times) but for me i am pretty immobile.. cause they normally meet up to have lunch/dinner/supper at serangoon area like S-11 at serangoon, the 24hr prata shop at serangoon.. then normally lunch and dinner i MAY be able to meet up but supper if theres no transport normally i will leave myself out, unless i'm already at their area then i would just stay on and decide how to go home.. today's a good example~ they are meeting to have prata/la kopi session at the prata shop but i opt out not to go cause theres really no transport, all of them can walk home but i can't means i have no bus, means i have to take taxi -.-" means no money, means cannot go~ so ya mabbe because of the distance?! haha is that meant to be rubbish or wad?? i dun even know what i'm blogging about :(
*being all alone~ i'm acting strong and struggling all along to survive :'(
by hong ; 10:48 PM
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[ back to square one ]
Thursday, July 28, 2005
sianz, 2 straight days of BBQ food making me sick.. feeling feverish and having throat irritations :( ARGH damn it i hate to be sick..
somehow i feel that everything around me and everything that i do has been returned back to square one -.-" be it love, friendship, bball..
1st lets talk about love, ever since the china trip up till now, i have not seen her for like more than 2 months?? BUT... i still miss her, i still love her, i still need her, i still feel for her... just few days ago, my mum took a bracelet from me bought in china that was meant for her.. she asked me who is that meant for?? i can't give her any straight replies.. then mum said she wan that bracelet so ya... i gave it to my mum -.-" really missing her loads, its like me and her was so close yet so far!! i still remember i always would send her home no matter how early/late it is.. i would definitely take the NEL with her to hougang then change bus at her house or interchange.. then when she reached hom, she would msg me... and i would do the same~ :'(
2nd friendship.. yup i used the word 'friendship' here, recently felt the distance between me and eugene is widening.. no longer feel that he is closer to me then any other usual suspects~ i feel that i treat him better then my own brother but he treats me just like anyother normal friends, dun feel that i am getting the needed concern from a best buddy anymore, in fact i feel that now, he is closer to quan then to me... there's few things that can be compared to show the differences..
3rd is bball, there was a point of moment whereby i thought that i am one of the more important players in this team.. but now i feel that i am just another player to make the numbers, just that i score better~ i was lifted up so high at 1st, people telling me how good i am, how godly i can be, how accurate i am... but now thrown down so hard~ i was told that i am just a good inside shooter and not outside shooter... i mean i worked so hard from the past till now just to be a good big man outside shooter but now it seems all is gone =.="
see?? everything is back to square one, everything seem to have gone back to its past where i dun wan it that way :(
by hong ; 11:59 AM
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[ the sunshine after the rain ]
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
yup, things always are like that~ there will always be sunshine after the rain.. although i dun hope to see the sunshine 1st, i rather see the rainbow after the rain then the sunshine after the rainbow LOL everytime i see people quarrel over small matters, they patch up pretty fast.. well~ at least i'm speaking for myself and eugene -.-" yesterday before having bbq, we went to play bball~ me, quan, dav and eugene.. and me and eugene had some small quarrels.. not going into details since i'm a lazy blogger LOL but still i feel that he's my bestest brother among all and closest among all.. why can't he give me the support and concern that he normally gives to others?? why is it that i am the one always giving way in a 'unsure who is wrong' situation?? thats all ba.. we are pretty quiet towards each other thru' out the whole bbq until nearing the end~ hope theres rainbow today since we have 2nd round of BBQ!!! my god can't believe that the amount of food left is enough for another round of bbq for 10 persons!!!!!!!! the planning wasn't great but still the bbq was fairly enjoyable haha yum yum
by hong ; 12:40 PM
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[ irritated ]
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
alright, i'm not against any taggers in my shoutbox~
i'm kind of feeling irritated after looking at jia xian's blog, her shout box has been flooded with so many tags just because of one post~ c'mon fellow taggers, dun make others feel like they deserve to die or what!! the tag is not meant for those mean comments -.-" i mean thats other's blog~ and a blog is suppose to be an ONLINE DIARY, and a diary is suppose to write a person's daily feelings and doings, so i dun see anything wrong with writing offending languages and words, in the 1st place it wasn't meant for unrelated people to see :) and even if its people who's related, think about it, would u rather 2 person FIGHTING AND QUARRELING in real life then making matters worst or would you rather they both settle down their own feelings and think over carefully what they have done??? writing blogs are some ways that people 'fa xie' their anger(typical me)!!! no point tagging unnecessary comments that hurt the individual, its only making matters worst only~ no doubt u may be the other parties friends.. but please!!!!!! if u truely want to help ur side, the only way is not to make matters worst~ and by tagging at the other parties blog with those sarcastic and rude remarks, YOU ARE ONLY MAKING MATTERS WORST!!!!
let me make this clear that this post does not just goes out to fenni's friends or jia xian's friends, it goes out to all taggers in the world, be an ethical tagger please!!! my brother's blog was shutted off because he is very irritated by those unethical taggers~~ thats y i hope that none of my friends are like that :D
and for jia xian and fenni, cool down gals~!!! whats wrong with people nowadays?!! 1st i was feeling so fucked up and now fenni and jia xian like that, i'm not going into details since i dunno whats the real situation now although i read both of your blogs, just got to know that u gals have been sore with each other :( c'mon its neither's side fault k!?! just communication breakdown.. so......................................... work hard during COMM SKILLS LESSON :D
anger is the condition whereby your mouth speaks faster then your brain
relax ;)
by hong ; 12:13 AM
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[ pissed AGAIN ]
Friday, July 22, 2005
damn it, today i'm pissed again~ wasn't because of the presentation or because i have to come school early, but because of bball.. 1st i was knocked on my knee by the fucking buckteeth guy, then when discussing about fabian joining us, i feel very wronged!!!!! this is damn fucked up, i wasn't for the idea of adding any other players, its nothing fucking personal against fabian or david lor~ but the way he put it is as if he is trying to tell them that i'm afraid of lesser playing minutes, this is totally rubbish lor!!!!! FUCK HIM!!! mofo one lor :( people who really know me well should generally know that i am a team first guy~ that fucking ass knows nothing about me!!!! i would admit he will be a great addition to our team but can he be as close as we are now?? can he really live this life with us being his closest friends?? i mean our bond is not close~ how well can we communicate with each other?? true that bonds can be tightened over time but how long?!??! and how sure is that going to happen??? if it dosen't than does that mean he will be casted aside??!!! then is he going to be the one that pulls people out when he is being casted aside?? all this are factors that i am thinking of, i am sick of trying to form team with previous usual suspects and things can take 2 yrs but nothing is formed!!! and now everything is splited up!!!! FUCK MAN who can understand me truely?!?!!!!! i hate this feeling~~~~
by hong ; 11:51 PM
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[ fucking pissed ]
Thursday, July 21, 2005
for those reading, i'm gonna take my anger on this blog, saying things that no one likes to listen and typing words that are hurtful, so if u dun wanna see all these please leave now.
i'm damn fucking pissed, with wad? with everything~ with the fucking project, with my fucking group leader wei sheng!!! why?!?! cause tml there is no comm skills lesson, means actually i have to come school for lesson at 12.. but he postpone the presentation date to tml 10 am with consent from teacher, just because he isn't free to present it today afternoon.. sorry to say but thats ur family's business lor!!! ok fine if u wanna postpone.. then just now about an hour ago he called me, telling me to reach school at 8 am.. 8 AM!!!!! FUCK!! then wads the difference with or without comm skills lesson, if u wan me to do the ER diagram and stuffs, u jolly well tell me earlier!!! so that i can complete everything by today, even if it means staying back until 8 or 9 pm!!! but u called me all of the sudden and fucking hell tell me to come at 8 am... just to complete the stuffs that could be completed previously~ if u wanna stay up late at nite to rush projects then wake up early agian, do it yourself!!! dun drag me into it!!! ok then u throw the whole fucking report for me to consolidate!!! FINE i'm ok with that too, since i am not involved in any web programming currently~ but i dun think that u did alot too!!! in fact up till now everything is submitted to u but i dun see any results from u, gantt charts and schedules are all pretty easy stuffs lor!!! wad i did is about the same isn't it?! and if u think that i am not contributing enuff, think again.. i completed almost every single task that u assigned to me~ so wad are you asking from me?! what the fuck do you wan from me?!?!! i'm damn fucking pissed with this kind of last minute notices, my breakfast could be so nice~ maggie mee with fish soup, but now?!?!?!!? FUCK!!! its reduced to just sandwich!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK?! that was suppose to be my mum's lunch during work!!! but she gave it up for this fucking sudden notice~ i can't believe that!!!!!! and what can she have for lunch?! rubbish food from outside!!!! those unhealthy and oily food~ mother fuckers.. i'm already damn pissed with donovan for the comm skill thing, 1st he did not inform us previously that our teacher was on mc, ok fine~ cause the teacher msg him to tell him there is lesson, thats what we were told by him!!! next, recently we was suppose to hand in the job ad, but he mistook it for the fucking hard copy of our resume and cover letter!!! this is fucked lor!!! waste my time to print and go all the way to the other block and hand in something that is not suppose to be handed in~ WAKE UP!!!!!! dun be so blur can!?!?!? dun be so fucked up ok?! chee bye!! i'm not the kind of person who would usually take all this kind of shit!! its already unusual of me not to blow up on the fone on wei sheng and give donovan a piece of my mind!!! i'm actually tolerating so much~!!!!
alright, my mood wasn't really good recently, so i'm going to apologise to people whom i think i vent my anger on unneccessary:
1. Xian Rong, sorry to scold you when you called me on the fone to hand in the hard copy of the resume, i wasn't pissed at you at all~ was really irritated, sorry
2. Kelly, yeah sorry to you also, that time i think i asked you to shut up or something like that, at the bus stop, sorry also, i din know what i was angry for too -.-"
3. Eugene, sorry for being sensitive to things, it wasn't me when i am sensitive~ sorry
4. Zhi Wei, sorry for telling you not to ask further in a rude manner when you asked about what happen in FJ, that day i black face and you asked me what happen.. sorry
5. The above 2 person that i mentioned, sorry for saying all this in my blog~ a truth that i really wanna tell the both of u~ really fucked up!!!
still~ please please please understand that i am really really really moody recently, get easily irritated by small matters like that... will get back to the old happy self soon :)
by hong ; 11:31 PM
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[ today ]
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
today was bored, updating for the sake of it >.< reach school at 9 am for the advance database lab lesson.. was really sianz, present to the stupid f*cked up lecturer our last minute things done then was rejected~ have to redo everything again... anyway everyone has to redo everything again so dosen't matter :) then after that went for lunch at south canteen, damn expensive ar, i ate 2 rounds, 1st round of wanton noodles and 2nd round of chicken cutlet LOL guess i spent too much, was left with $17 in my wallet right now.. and its only TUESDAY!!!! OMFG :( so have to start spending lesser, everything must be budget LOL then next week is term break ARGH!!! means have to save more $$$$ for the term break~ oh and today during bball we discussed bout bball, bout the team name, jersey brand and colour and number hmmmm got Pointer as our brand and i got number 14 on my jersey :D yeah!!! oh and that means i have to save $$ for the jersey argh :( really leong liao~ team name is called 'DOTS' haha lame name rite??? then during the xml lab even MORE SIANZ!!! cause i completed everything in advance, ended up doing nothing during lab.. then after i signed my attendance i went off to bball :D whahaha thats all lor~
by hong ; 10:58 PM
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[ roach attack!!! ]
Sunday, July 03, 2005
this is damn hilarious~ the story goes like that:
yesterday went to had egg party @ bogay's house, we met at the usual sesame oil chicken place for lunch first (we being me, eugene, aaron, bogay and his stead) then after lunch we proceed to the shop and save nearby to get the neccessary stuffs needed for the egg party haha bought a dozen of eggs and 2 packets of sausages.. after that we went off, when we were about to go off from the mall, we saw a trolley that belongs to shop and save.. inside still got the $1 coin and we pushed it all the way to get that coin =.=" this is damn lame lor LOL then after that went to get a cab but after about 20 mins of waiting at the taxi stand, we still could not get a cab -.-" so we decided to take bus.. which is a long long walk lor.. BUT while walking to the bus stop, we saw a taxi.. empty one!!! then the taxi driver sort of wave at us, then we went to take cab its a very very short trip, from the sesame oil chicken place to bogay's house was just $3 haha we are simply lazy assholes then went we reached bo's house, qmo came to meet up with us.. then proceed with the eggy party :D all cooked by bo' and his stead.. edible but the taste is just so-so la haha still not tooooo bad :) then we played mahjong until 6.30 lidat then took 73 down to chomp chomp for dinner.. leonard and yvonne was late!!!! very latE!!!! =p but its ok la.. the dinner was damn shiok wooo hooo after dinner at around 9 lidat we headed back to bo's house for mahjong this time leonard was driving and u can imagine 5 people squeezing at the rear sit and i am right in the middle -.-" qmo was practically sitting on my right leg and my left leg is not touching any ground at all OMG but still was fun haha now here comes the fun part.. we bought drinks from the minimart inside bo's condo there.. got green tea, peach tea, and lemon tea.. then together with the milk left over this afternoon, we decided to play mahjong with those drinks lol the one who loses have to drink a mixture of all the drinks!!! the taste sucked@!#@!$ and i was forfeited 4 times!!! means have to drink 2 cups of the disgusting mixture... the rules are pretty complicated to explain on blog so... if wanna know the rules, call me up to ask WHAHAHA
we played all the way until 1+ am then decided to go home, leonard giving all of us a lift~ this is really the funniest part of all.. we went to nard's car, then proceed to board~ me being the last to drop have to take the right hand most rear sit so that others can drop easir before me.. then when i went into the car, got my ass on the sit, i saw something right on the car window... a fu*king f*cking big coakroach climbing INSIDE of the CAR WINDOW, and i am just right beside it >.< for those who know me well enough, they should know that i have phobia for 'xiao qiangs' i immediately said 'zhang lang' then faster get out of the car from the other side OMG!!! my hair immediately also!!! then only eugene believed that i saw 'xiao qiang' cause he knows i have extreme reactions when i see roaches, the rest dun believe.. then they went to the window and ask me 'where got?' then i just say its inside.. then they open the door to search for it.. lemme make things clear, there are 7 people in total: me, eugene, aaron, yu quan, bogay, nard and yvonne and out of 7, all of us are afraid of 'xiao qiang' me being the WORST haha the only 4 person who have the guts to try to catch the insect is yu quan, bogay, eugene and aaron and only yu quan have the guts to go near it to use tissue to catch it OMG!!! u can imagine how hilarious it is to watch them catch the insect!!! me and yvonne is at least 10 metres away from the car LOL then the rest of them shouting and screaming, trying to catch the ka jua!!! if i were to video tape the whole process down i think i can send it to the america funniest home video lor!!! haha we spent half and hour trying hard to get the insect but in the end it still wun come out haha but at least it switched from the right rear sit to the left front sit door, its hiding inside the door, cause there is gaps in between the door... then no choice we just have to leave with the ka jua =.=" i am so damn scared through out the whole f*cking journey lor!!! OMG~ this is one of the worst coakroach attacks i ever had ARGH!!!! so xia suay :(
by hong ; 9:25 PM
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