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[ shagged ]
Sunday, July 30, 2006

yeah, just shagged out.. totally can't find time to rest, totally can't find enough time to enjoy, had field camp last week and the week before field camp, i did weekend guard duty -.-" so just imagine a almost 3 week 'confinement' in camp.. thats how fucking retarded i felt.. will give a more detailed update next weekend~ now i have to prepare for BOOK IN :(

by hong ; 5:04 PM

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[ portugal deserves to win ]
Monday, July 10, 2006

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rant of the day:
i am feeling damn weak right now :(
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booked out yesterday at 11 am.. reach home around 12+ pm le, baby came over around 2 plus then we set of for bbq at dave's house.. reach his house around 2++ pm~ and we fucking did nothing over there.. i still dun understand why the hell i have to reach there so early for.. I NEED REST!!!! i mean if there's things to do in the afternoon, i'm fine with coming over early.. but there's NOTHING to do!!! -.-" then dave wanted to sleep, so we can't stay at his house cause his ah ma will kpkb.. that means we have to go out.. and quan says he is going home, thats fine cause he stays nearer then i do.. then gene went to fetch the bio peeps.. leaving me and baby alone at the condo totally lost and dunno wad to do.. and yes, he did asked us to follow along relectuntly, but wads the point when i can't sit with my girlfren in car?? i know i'm heavy but fuck!! its not like me sitting in the back sit is gonna make the tyres go flat rite?? simply ridiculous.. and he's the one who asked me to reach at 2+ -.-" argh!!! can't they/he think for me at least?? i din book out on friday nite, i booked out on saturday early afternoon.. and i still bothered to make time because i dun wanna miss the chance to spend time with the peeps that i enjoy being around with.. and this is the kind of attitude i got at the receiving end.. c'mon, think for me.. i came to enjoy the gathering -.-" bah.. anyway, there's too much left overs as usual~ but i think the prawns are not enough, as usual too :P then around 10+, sent baby to serangoon mrt then went back to help cleaning up..

after cleaning up, we decided to catch the match between germany and portugal.. so gene sent us home, bathe, changed and left for zai's house.. and we tot that channel 5 was showing that match.. we waited until 3am, on the tv and FUCK!!!! its showing some singh and tiger guy using long rods to hit balls into small holes!!! golf la.. dun think so far.. we almost wanted to whack the tv but luckily zai's itchy hands switch channels.. and it so happened that his area can receive malaysian channels, so there we are watching the match in some berhasa malayu channel.. at the end of the match, around 5 am.. most of us were sleeping soundly LOL.. especially me~ but at least i know the score.. 3-1.. germany won :( fucking referee si bei biased.. the slightest push could land the ports in yellow cards -.-"

_|_ fuck you ref!!!

anyway after the match, we took cab home.. reach home around 5.30 am.. slept until 2 pm then baby called me.. she's at my door step!!! i overslept LOL sorry baby :P then today watched dvd with baby.. only manage to watch poseidon with her.. she asked me to go sleep when watching silent hill.. cause i was damn sleepy.. sorry baby again :(

some updates on my army stuffs.. was made the platoon IC for this week~ command wise i'm pretty confident since i was in the NCC last time.. but making my platoon mates fall in on time was a tough job.. afterall we're the same, i'm the lowest life form in tekong too.. but luckily everythings over now.. next week wun be me again :D whaha oh and i think i improved a lot physically.. cause for the 1st ippt cat test, i only managed to pass one station.. yes dun doubt~ its sit-up.. who the hell actually fails sit up?? 30 per minute will land you a pass LOL thats so damn easy.. whaha this 2nd ippt cat test, i passed 4 stations.. with good results~ i got gold for shuttle run and sit-up then silver for 2.4 and ~~standard blowjob~~ standing board jump (SBJ) but chin up still fail :( still a zero fighter :'( so sad.. i tot i could at least manage 1 but no :(

think shall end here.. nite peeps :)

i love you baby

by hong ; 12:44 AM

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[ book in book in day :( ]
Sunday, July 02, 2006

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rant of the day:
christiano ronaldo is da man!!! portugal portugal alll the way :P
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sian, later on will be booking in at 7.15 :( have to reach pasir ris at 7.. how come my weekends seem to pass so fast??? a blink of eye and now its sunday.. argh!!!

anyway yesterday went out, went to army market with baby to exchange my t-shirt, then after that went watch superman.. the show to me is quite boring~ was expecting a lot more action~ and that superman guy can't really act.. so 2 out of 5 dots only.. after movie, actually intended to play bball but cancelled cause this not confirm that not confirm.. so in the end went to ate at swensens.. woah~ food itself is not expensive, quite affordable.. but din get the chance to eat its ice-cream cause me and baby was coughing like mad.. so decided to skip that~ but on a serious note, swensen's food variety is damn pathetic, does anyone have the same sentiments as me??? the menu is the boring-est menu ever.. and their pasta sux big time.. i should have ordered a steak instead -.-"

after swensens went to town to find the guys.. only gene, dave and aaron was at monster.. quan was playing bball i think.. oh and there's idiots beside our table, not like literally idiot but i think they really are retards.. tell me, who the hell plays pool and broke one of the light bulbs??? just wondering how the hell she played.. the cue stick somehow manage to find its way into the lamp and broke the light bulb inside~ and she could still bloody hell take pictures of it~!!! deserves scolding from uncle LOL okok back to where i was.. we played until 11.30 i think then decided to go watch soccer!@!! went to serangoon prata shop and DAMN!!! its packed with LOTS LOTS LOTS of people!! went to mac and its also packed!@! so da bao some food and went to chiltern park watch.. danny stays there so we went the club house and asked danny down to watch together.. din manage to watch finish the brazil france match.. cause my eyes are seriously closing~ i fell a sleep a few times while watching that match LOL then went home at around 4 am..

thats pretty much wad i did for my weekends.. sunday will have to stay at home cause i have to book in in the evening so no choice.. BAH!

army life after the 2 weeks confinement is still bearable~ not much of punishments and stuffs.. even if there is, its still not as shiong as i tot.. 3 weeks into army and you can see the different types of guys.. no not the sexual preference part, but the character part.. some people are simply selfish, now if you wanna eat our titbits and biscuits, then at least contribute!!! dun eat non-stop and dun buy anything in return.. its a give and take thing~ wah lao, a bottle of lays is affordable, i'm not asking you to buy $50 worth of stuffs, just anything below $10 is ok, at least you're contributing.. imagine each person in our bunk buys and average $10 worth of titbits, that would be $120 worth of stuffs!!! its not a matter of how much you buy.. its a matter of do you even bother to buy?? argh.. hate selfish peeps.. i'm not saying you can't be selfish, everyone to a certain extend is selfish.. but i just can't stand people not contributing, when most of us makes the effort to..

i think shall stop here.. nothing much to blog and totally not in the mood to blog either.. cya guys next week~

thanks baby for making the effort to travel from boon lay all the way to my house during the weekends.. i really appreciate that a lot~ i love you

by hong ; 12:17 PM

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