pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ say a little prayer for you ]
Monday, March 27, 2006

tml is me and baby's 2nd monthsary, as well as her exam paper.. she must be mugging for her exam now~ praying and hoping that everything will go smoothly for her exam tml and hopes that she doesn't stress herself out :)

tml gonna meet baby after her school~ looking very forward to it.. :D we have been meeting up pretty often this few days.. but meeting often doesn't seem to be enuff for me.. somehow i feel like meeting her everyday, but so many pple tell me that seeing each other everyday will make the relationship very sian~ which is quite true in most cases.. but i dunno about us *shrugs* just wanna see her as often as i could.. oh btw i spoiled my specs yesterday @!#!@%$^$#% but mum say she will make me a new one if she got the government money thingy soon :D

going to start work soon ARGH~ how come i dun seem to look forward to working???? its like when i start work, i'm gonna be so busy~!!! i wun have enuff time for baby, brother family, my family and games.. ARGH!!! not to mention tennis, basketball etc etc :( i'm going to grow fatter and fatter whahaha anyway, was hoping to work 5 days a week MAX!!! yes i am hoping to work at most 5 days a week.. yes i am lazy!!!!! lol

not much to blog about liao.. life's pretty bored~ argh.. let something interesting happen to me!!!! like mabbe let me witness a robbery.. or let me be on punk'd :X lol

by hong ; 11:32 PM

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[ chalet ]
Friday, March 24, 2006

voila~!! its been ages since i last updated.. reason?? ~~cause i'm too lazy~~ cause i'm really busy!!! with the preperation of chalet and stuffs.. actually not much preperation also haha~ ok i can't remember wad i did on 17th to 19th.. so let me just update on chalet stuffs..

20th March, 1st day:
everything was messy, while i was sleeping, i receive 2 calls.. 1 from dave and 1 from gene.. dave ask me to bring his pants which i forgot and gene ask me to go his house 1st~ woke up after gene's call then go bathe and prepare some of my toiletries.. then off i go to gene's house.. reach gene house at around 11.20 lidat, was expecting myself to be one of the last peeps to reach but in the end.. I AM THE FIRST!!! knn LOL and initially wanna meet 11 at sheng shiong whahaha all late in the end.. so waited for the rest to come~ they reach at around 12, discussed about the food and budget we have~ and 2 pple pang seh us :( then after that gene's dad fetch us to sheng shiong.. zai and seen may went to take cab to pasir ris collect cake, so we left our luggage with them and went to get the food~ after buying the food, gene's dad fetch us to the chalet.. National Service Chalet and Country Club~ for NS man de la.. but its damn nice, well furnished and has fairly good amenities.. just that there is no mini mart inside.. thus we have to prepare the food for 4 days~ reached the chalet then unpacked stuffs.. after that played abit mahjong and card game~ then i went to bring baby in.. quite boring on the 1st day cause nothing to do also.. then at nite gene's mum bring the marinated wings to us.. played a bit mahjong with her and gene's dad.. i am so damn lucky that nite :P imagine playing against pros like uncle and auntie.. and i still manage to win whahaha zai play until so gan chiong LOL after that they went home then we played cards then go sleep at around 5 am..

21st March, 2nd day:
woke up at around 11am.. tshin and june came and i happen to wake up :P went fishing a while and rained.. caught nothing edible~ only gene caught 2 puffer fish.. lol i caught lots of seaweed though :X went back played mahjong with the peeps who came~ baby is my lucky star :P when she sit beside me i keep winning.. actually wanna play money but then play until 'nan feng' all sian sian one.. so in the end stop liao~ din collect money from them cause pai seh.. think i got win about 40+ ba and its only 'nan feng' LOL no choice la.. lucky star beside me means win win win :D then after playing went to eat bbq food.. more and more pple come and baby dunno them de.. i know she feel a bit uneasy but no choice la.. i ate lots of wings yummmy it taste so damn nice lor!!!! i love it :P then ate lots of otah also.. lots of sausage also but the crabstick?? wasted hahaha not nice de.. cause lousy quality :X then after bbq finish most guest left.. fel and terence went to sleep in zai's room~ henry, dave and wei long watched soccer on tv.. then the rest of us played card games and drink.. waaaaaa this time i din drink a lot.. tshin drank a lot a lot LOL until kind of drunk ahhaha then when we went back sleep he so damn noisy :X slept at around 5++ am

22nd March, 3rd day:
woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon haha so damn shag~!!! watched tv and play dai dee.. dinner gene's dad da bao for us.. we are lucky kids lol then after i eat finish sent dear to take shuttle bus.. went back play card games do push ups and sit ups.. now my hand is aching.. chest also, tummy also.. back also LOL i'm typing this entry using my toes :X no la just kidding haha went bathe, gene went sleep at around 2 am.. then the rest of us go tell ghost story.. omg~ only me and dave got story tell.. talk until 6 am then go sleep le..

23rd March, 4th day:
woke up at 9 am to clean up and pack back.. we lost 1 chopstick LOl lucky the guy who check inventory din found out :P then we packed our stuffs le wait for gene dad.. check out liao zai and seen may went off themselves.. gene dad fetch the rest of us to eat brunch.. yummy yummy mee pok :D after eating he fetched us home~

thats all :D today did nothing much.. just now went to hand in job application form to tshin supervisor.. suppose to start work on 1st april :P time he will confirm again whahaha now waiting for baby to come over then later mabbe go play pool :D

by hong ; 4:52 PM

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[ to my baby kelly ]
Friday, March 17, 2006

this few days i've been spending a lot of time on my PC playing D2.. and thus i think i've neglected baby in that sense.. sorry darling~ no matter how much time i spent playing game, i still love you most.. and now i promise to spend more time with ya~ love you lots and i mean wad i say :)

love is not about looking for the perfect partner, love is about accepting the imperfections of ur partner.. i hope u can accept my imperfection, I MISS YOU TOO!!!! :(

by hong ; 12:29 AM

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[ graduation ]
Monday, March 13, 2006

yes!!! finally out of school.. friday i believe is the happiest day for most of the SIT peeps :) for me its kinda mixed, feeling so god darn happy yet so sad.. i really will miss a lot of things in school~!!! this marks the end of my 3 yr study.. a chapter of my life~ so...... wads next?? before army i gotta find a part time job real soon.. but that have to be after 24th march cause i have chalet from 20th - 23rd :P so anybody has job for me after that?!?!?! ring me up QUICK haha..

this few days nothing much happen actually.. friday after my last day of school went home bathe change eat dinner.. then went to meet with my brother family to drink~ actually wanted to go to clarke quay.. but dave and quan say so far just to drink kinda waste time and money.. so decided to go to serangoon chomp chomp there~ but the pubs and bar there are so damn crowded -.-" so in the end.. went to zai house AGAIN haha played mahjong until so late~ we play so damn slow lor.. until 5+ am then reach home sleep.. saturday wake up at 12++ and baby msg-ed me.. she after her facial thingy came over my house watch movie whaha i kope a lot new movies before i leave school hehehe.. reached at around 4+ watched Rumour Has It.. not very nice.. 2.5/5 dots show, was expecting something more funnier.. then after that my mum reach home.. ate dinner then we watched Date Movie lol very lame show.. another scary movie genre type of movie.. 2.5/5 dots also LOL after watching sent dear home then i go home liao.. sunday did nothing also~ baby came over to watch FD3.. damn sux~ 1.5/5 dots movie.. the way they die is so IMPOSSIBLE haha lame shit.. and its damn disgusting -.-" baby reached my house around 4+ also.. after movie mum bought chicken rice for us.. 1 big packet for the both of us to share~ cause baby still not hungry so we shared :P after that watched The League of The Extra Ordinary Gentleman on channel 5.. watch that before in the cinemas.. quite nice but watching it 2nd time is quite boring~ then after that sent baby to boon lay liao then go home.. played game awhile then sleep le.. today damn bored nothing much happen also~

can't find anything else to blog liao la~ very damn bored lor.. shall end here le

by hong ; 8:10 PM

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[ black couple rings are unique ]
Monday, March 06, 2006

**updated!!!**
edited with a few new peeps i wanna thank.. cause that day blog in a rush so not in the mind to think :P see below for updates

last saturday went to make couple ring with baby at PS couple lab.. decided on black couple rings~ unique and elegant, mine with her name 'kelly' engraved and hers with my name 'hong' engraved.. both engraved on the outside, inside is the date we got together :D after ordering, me and dear went to play game a while.. then collect ring at around 3.30~ actually after that wanna go play pool de but then monstercue is soOoOOOoOoo crowded so decide not to play.. went to cine watch movie instead~ bought tix for underworld evolution then went shop shop and dinner.. then around 7.40 went in~ SUX!!! underworld evolution SUX!!!!!!!! 1.5/5 dots max~ no continuation from the previous one.. at least not that i understand of!!!! it seriously is one of the must not watch movies of the year.. unless its downloaded~ totally crap show!!! comparing the previous one, the graphics lost by a whole lot -.-" but much more gore.. one brain slashed after another, one mouth tore after another =.=" damn bloody lame.. and i do mean BLOODY!!! anyway, sent dear to boon lay after that~ then pei her wait for her bus then i went off to find gene, tshin, dave and quan to drink~ dave pretty high that day.. well normally he'll be high after a few sips so pretty normal of him.. LOL~ i drank 1 cup!!! as promised :P ya i promise my baby i wun drink more then 2 cups so i have to keep it :) after drinking went to mac eat burger.. then took cab home~ sunday woke up went to play tennis.. very fun :P every tennis session is fun whahaha.. then played ball kanna elbow on the eye.. ARGH i hate it when i dun wear my bball specs then kanna my eye.. cause the metal frame will cut me~ lucky this time small cut only, but got a small orbaka :X FUCK YOU RAY!!! thanks for that 'unintentional' elbow u gave me.. its uncalled for fucker!!! ya i'm pissed because of the specs.. if i'm like wearing my plastic specs then i wun be that pissed~ call me petty call me no sportsmanship~ i'm still gonna curse and swear at him.. after that went back to tennis, then went to eat dinner at S11.. minced meat noodle!! yum yum.. then went to soya bean session.. talk cock a while then went home at around 11.30~ thats about it ba~

recently i saw a lot of inter-racial ~~sex video~~ couples~ and when i say inter-racial, i do mean extreme inter-racials.. like indian with chinse, and the indian is from india and chinese from china!!! its that extreme.. not only once, not twice.. i saw 4 of such couples!!!! i seriously dunno how they are going to communicate.. cause its like i heard the indian talking tamil and then the chinese talking chinese with china accent.. so its hard to imagine how much effort that relationship is gonna take to maintain~!!! but then again.. maybe because they can't communicate well thus a lot of things are hidden from each other.. and ignorance may be a bliss LOL but they seriously are very loving couples.. ALL of them~ haha heck.. maybe because its the craze now for chinese girls to have indian boyfriends.. oh ya!!! maybe because indians are hairy by nature and thus sexier and thus more popular among chinese girls.. hmmm just a speculation la~

i'm like gonna be an unofficial graduate from NYP in like less then 4days time?? ya.. gonna miss a lot of things~ shall take this opportunity to express my gratitude to the peeps who have been part of my NYP 3 years of good memory..

Cynthia
Life has been tough for you.. lol tolerating me for like 2 years?? :X anyway glad to have you as my classmate.. most peeps should noe la~ i dun have lots of close frens in my NYP class.. cause i've always been mixing with eugene soOooOooOOOoo much when i was in year 1 and 2.. thus no time for my class~ but cynthia, you're definitely one of the closest i could have in this class~ thanks for helping me whenever i need help, thanks for tolerating my selective childishness, thanks for letting me play your digi cam until no batt and still dun ask me buy batt LOL thanks for tolerating my narcistic character :P

Xian Rong
Ya, like i said.. i dun have much close frens in my class.. except for cynthia, the next would be you.. when chit chatting with you, i feel free and feel safe.. like maybe if i have secrets to share i wun mind sharing with you cause i know you're trustworthy.. you've helped me a lot and i feel you deserve better then wad u have now~ please trust me on one thing.. that is you're a really nice guy and you're really attractive, ~~if ima girl i would drag you to the toilet every nite to fuck you~~ ok too extreme thats y i strike it out.. but still you're definitely attractive..

Wei Sheng
got to know you from eugene.. u're really a mature guy and really tot me how to be mature~ although most of the times i chose to be immature :X anyway thanks for putting up with my nonsensical attitude at times.. thanks for the help you gave when we're doing project in the same group..

Yi Shan, Jasmine, 40
yes thanks girls.. we had fun~ though din noe each other for long but still we had really lots of fun.. very memorable :) gonna miss the k box we had.. gonna miss you girls :P

Alvin Wang Hanxiong
you're a fucker and a bastard.. but life in BATES would be so much more boring without you~ he's my ipp partner.. lucky yet unlucky to have him.. anyway please do take care of yourself~ stop BEING SO CHILDISH ACTING DAMMIT!!!

Louis Wong from BATES
thanks a million for you guidance during my IPP.. you're the best supervisor one could get in a company.. very understanding and very kind guy~!! i kinda miss those OTs we did that i used to hate so much.. i've learnt a hell lot from you~ be it about life, about office politics, about making myself useful in a company or about technical skills.. thanks!!

L306 lab mates (Junaidah, Cheryl, Wen Yao)
thanks peeps!!!!! thanks jun for lending me that pillow lol thanks cheryl for signing in for me for like the pass 9 or 10 weeks?? thanks wen yao for letting me hit you just for the sake of it :P anyway i'll miss almost everything we did in the lab, the makan sessions in lab, the LUXOR gamings.. and most importantly the ONE PIECE anime addiction we got :P well its me who made you peeps addicted anyway :X so thank me for that whahaa anyway i'll really really miss you peeps a lot a lot.. most probably one of the most i'm gonna miss cause afterall you peeps are the ones who are with me thru this last lap.. no doubt about it~

Neo Kah Xian
thanks for letting me suan your cup size.. thanks for being so 38 with me LOL anyway just wanna let u noe that u are really damn bloody hell 38.. cannot stand it -.-" and u are super duper lame.. please!!! rebond ur hair the next time i see you will ya? oh and stop looking at shuai ge lol you're attached liao lehx and even if u wan bio shuai ge also must got skill abit ma.. so OBVIOUS!!! haha

Zhi Wei
thanks for driving me around eating curry rice :D you have been a great friend.. always asking me what happen when i black face :P and please buck up.. LOL stop slacking like me wahahah

Fenni
i can't call you a bimbo.. cause a bimbo is a girl who is stupid but beautiful, you're stupid and not so beautiful :X just kidding.. anyway thanks for the gossipings lol you're another 38 one.. can't stand it :P i'll miss the kbox session we had whaha but now i cannot sing duet with you liao hehhe take care and stop being so auntie can??

Kelly Lim Cheah Yi
NO.. dun be mistaken~! she is not my baby.. my baby's name is KELLY TAN KAI LI!! she is another kelly, the ~~short~~ smaller one :P anyway.. actually din wanna put ur name in de.. cause after all i'm thanking peeps whom i know in my POLY life, and i know u since sec school so not counted whahaa but since u request.. here goes ur name lor.. erm.. thanks lol

**please remind me if i miss out anyone.. i quite seh now hahaha**

i'll also miss those above.. really would miss everything~ initially i thought that leaving school would be one of the happiest thing that happened this year (happiest no doubt is being with baby :P) but now it seems that leaving school is not just happy but also a really sad and heartwarming thing.. looking back at those years reminds me of you peeps and all of you are simply the best memory one could get.. THANKS A MILLION!!!!

by hong ; 8:28 PM

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[ Big Momma preview ]
Wednesday, March 01, 2006

yesterday met dear at somerset 6.45 and both of us are late haha i was late because she told me she would be late and thus i waited a while in school then leave :X anyway, intended to watch Final Destination 3~ walked to cine and queued up to buy tix.. then all of a sudden, a couple approach us and offered to give us free preview tix for big momma house 2 we're both like pretty stunned.. i mean since its a free preview ticket, why din the couple go?? dear asked them why and they just said they got something on whahaha.. so we took the tix and went to the cinema straight lol very funny show.. 3.5/5 dots show haha had a really good luff in the cinema~ we're quite lucky eh?? someone give us free tix on our monthsary LOL are they angels???? :X anyway after watching we went to PS.. eat AJISEN~ actually wanted to eat cafe cartel but i'm sick.. ya had throat irritations yesterday so din eat cafe cartel~ went to ajisen and we both ordered cha shu ramen :D YUM YUM i love it.. i wan to eat the volcano one next time whahaha taste good but the service is so-so lol dear says when she at CA work, she does better then those ajisen-ians LOL after eating, COUPLE LAB CLOSED!!! :( sadded.. my black romeo and juliet couple ring!!! its nice k!?!?! very nice and dear also liked it!!! but then they close le so we decided this saturday go make :P mabbe make liao watch FD3?? or play pool?? haha see how ba :X sent dear to boon lay.. pei her wait for bus then go home~ reach home went to bed le..

i'm sick.. not the throat irritation type of sick, but really sick type of sick.. having headache and feeling feverish~ whole body aching now :( guess i'll have to rest more this few days.. sleep early and drink more water~ oh and i have dinner on thursday with cynthia ziyi they all.. now my condition also dunno can make it or not :( FUG i hate to be sick.. i mean this week and next week is suppose to be enjoying weeks for me cause this week i have my monthsary, dinner with some of my dearest NYP peeps, tennis on sunday~!!!! oh and friday may have bball.. but now i may have to skip ALL OF IT :( except for monthsary cause i celebrated it when i still feel okie :P oh and next week i have SEOUL GARDEN session with my lab mates.. and if i'm still feeling sick.. then mabbe i'll have to give it a miss :( FUG!!!! please let me be ok.. haixXxx

today john lim totally ignored us -.-" he din come even though i msg-ed him and called him :( i think he gave up on us LOL anyway finally got something working cause issac helped :) thanks a lot issac.. very appreciated ;) anyway tml gotta present le.. formal wear sianz!!!! haix.. pray hard for me.. REALLY REALLY hard

by hong ; 10:08 AM

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