pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ zhu wo shen ri kuai le ]
Saturday, October 20, 2007

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rant of the day:
i'm indeed touched..
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HAPPY 21st birthday to myself!!!!!! yes i'm 21 years old.. and of legal age to make major decisions, like watching a R21 show!!! ok.. no funny.. anyway~ recieved well wishes from.. ya la the usual peeps who have 'xin' :P

got prezzie from wei rui and cami.. they bought me a nike gym glove.. then jun hong and phillip gave me a yonex polo tee.. and erm.. on 19th they had a mini happy hour.. cut cakes and sang karaoke.. too bad i can't stay for long.. cause of regimental duty :(

and erm.. i got a shock of my life this morning when i received something from wei rui.. its the only thing i could relate closely back home right now.. and i'm really touched by wad was planned.. shan't elaborate since its something personal i guess..

baby, i love you and thats a fact that wouldn't change.. even in years to come i believe..

oh and erm.. recently received news that i most probably will be back on the 1st week of dec.. so watch out.. :P

by hong ; 8:47 PM

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[ feeling good ]
Sunday, October 07, 2007

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rant of the day:
what's next??
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somehow, its not easy trying hard to communicate and deal with people that u rarely have to do so.. for my case its the elite JC students~ its not like i can't talk to them at all but i just felt stupid a few weeks back.. we're having a conversation about kids meal.. or something~ and i made a passing comment that i can try for that kids offer (jokingly and obviously i can't) and one of them said 'u can if the go by intelligence'

i dunno why i did not flare up.. its not typical me to get insulted like that and yet not do anything about it.. i guess i've probably toned down??? or not??? well, guess sometimes i can't be bothered with their ignorant comments.. i do not know if it was intentional or not but thinking back, it did hurt~ well i guess i'm not popular among elite JC students?? heck.. it doesn't matter at all.. not anymore~ i've decided to be myself in future and thats it.. like it or not, its none of my fu*king business.. i've had enough of stubborn smart alec~ btw i'm saying this in general cause i do not wan to pin point anyone.. and i know this post till now is very contradictory to wad my title suggest but yes, i'm really feeling good.. this kind of stuffs always fail to bother me~ :) and i just need to express myself a little..

back to feeling good.. well well, feeling good cause i've been hitting the gym and result is coming out slowly.. and i feel good even though my body aches everyday.. at least now i dun feel as lethargic.. and also feeling good cause my mum bought a digi cam for the family :P and there's new bed in my room.. and now i sense the air con is reviving whahahaha i'm so looking forward to going back~ so yeah, i'm feeling very very very good right now :D and erm.. i'm 73 kg now :D glad that i'm progressing whahaha

*btw happy belated 20th birtday to dave bogay :P din manage to get net access till today so here goes and may ur dreams come true :D

by hong ; 3:20 PM

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