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Thursday, July 28, 2005

sianz, 2 straight days of BBQ food making me sick.. feeling feverish and having throat irritations :( ARGH damn it i hate to be sick..

somehow i feel that everything around me and everything that i do has been returned back to square one -.-" be it love, friendship, bball..

1st lets talk about love, ever since the china trip up till now, i have not seen her for like more than 2 months?? BUT... i still miss her, i still love her, i still need her, i still feel for her... just few days ago, my mum took a bracelet from me bought in china that was meant for her.. she asked me who is that meant for?? i can't give her any straight replies.. then mum said she wan that bracelet so ya... i gave it to my mum -.-" really missing her loads, its like me and her was so close yet so far!! i still remember i always would send her home no matter how early/late it is.. i would definitely take the NEL with her to hougang then change bus at her house or interchange.. then when she reached hom, she would msg me... and i would do the same~ :'(

2nd friendship.. yup i used the word 'friendship' here, recently felt the distance between me and eugene is widening.. no longer feel that he is closer to me then any other usual suspects~ i feel that i treat him better then my own brother but he treats me just like anyother normal friends, dun feel that i am getting the needed concern from a best buddy anymore, in fact i feel that now, he is closer to quan then to me... there's few things that can be compared to show the differences..

3rd is bball, there was a point of moment whereby i thought that i am one of the more important players in this team.. but now i feel that i am just another player to make the numbers, just that i score better~ i was lifted up so high at 1st, people telling me how good i am, how godly i can be, how accurate i am... but now thrown down so hard~ i was told that i am just a good inside shooter and not outside shooter... i mean i worked so hard from the past till now just to be a good big man outside shooter but now it seems all is gone =.="

see?? everything is back to square one, everything seem to have gone back to its past where i dun wan it that way :(

by hong ; 11:59 AM
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