pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ so sian ]
Tuesday, September 21, 2004

now having SISSY tan's lab lesson, wait for him come see my sequence diagram will take ten years one~ as usual, he ignored our group... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ stupid sissy tan!!! ARGH@! anyway.. so long nv post le.. dunno wad to write also leh, hmmm me sprained my left ankle last SUN.. cuz of bball!~ stupid arses make me fall down!@#!%!@# then sat went to jurong east swim swim~ waaa there really very little pple now~ weekend still so empty.. but there also got bikini girls!! WHAHAA yum yum.. okok gotta go back to work -.-" or else kanna by sissy tan again~ >.<

by hong ; 5:14 PM

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[ will anyone do the same to me?? ]
Monday, September 13, 2004

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice.... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language &am p; started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled. Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day....

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wad a touching story hor?? so sad lor.. now listening to hotel california by eagles, really nice song~

by hong ; 1:26 AM

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[ point proven sobz >.< ]
Wednesday, September 08, 2004

ok, proven my point correct.. if not to others then at least to myself~ a fact that really disappoints me.. HURMP~ haizZz sob sob

by hong ; 1:00 AM

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[ miracle ]
Tuesday, September 07, 2004

A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from
its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and
counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect.
No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar
and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to
Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited
patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this
moment.

Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her
throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally, she took a
quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?"
the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice.

"I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without
waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the
same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."

''I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.

"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my
Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said,
softening a little.

"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the
rest. Just tell me how much it costs."

The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked
the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"

"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up.
"I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my
Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money."

"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.

"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all
the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."

"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents--the
exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten
and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need."

That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in
neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew
was home again and doing well.

Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.

"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much
it would have cost?"

Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents .......

plus the faith of a little child.

A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law......
(A TRUE STORY)

by hong ; 6:37 PM

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[ sob x10 ]
Saturday, September 04, 2004

ok, wasn't free for the pass 5 days because i am busy with my ah ma's funeral.. yes, she passed away last monday, at good vision hospital (near bowen) at the age of 77.. hmm yesterday (fri) her funeral just ended.. and here i am to blog again~ really sad on friday, she was cremated at mandai there, can't hold back my tears liao.. cuz see my 'shen shen'ssssss keep crying make me even more emotional only.. sobz sobz sobz haixxxxxx hope she will go peacefully..

by hong ; 1:54 AM

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