[ pissed AGAIN ]
Friday, July 22, 2005
damn it, today i'm pissed again~ wasn't because of the presentation or because i have to come school early, but because of bball.. 1st i was knocked on my knee by the fucking buckteeth guy, then when discussing about fabian joining us, i feel very wronged!!!!! this is damn fucked up, i wasn't for the idea of adding any other players, its nothing fucking personal against fabian or david lor~ but the way he put it is as if he is trying to tell them that i'm afraid of lesser playing minutes, this is totally rubbish lor!!!!! FUCK HIM!!! mofo one lor :( people who really know me well should generally know that i am a team first guy~ that fucking ass knows nothing about me!!!! i would admit he will be a great addition to our team but can he be as close as we are now?? can he really live this life with us being his closest friends?? i mean our bond is not close~ how well can we communicate with each other?? true that bonds can be tightened over time but how long?!??! and how sure is that going to happen??? if it dosen't than does that mean he will be casted aside??!!! then is he going to be the one that pulls people out when he is being casted aside?? all this are factors that i am thinking of, i am sick of trying to form team with previous usual suspects and things can take 2 yrs but nothing is formed!!! and now everything is splited up!!!! FUCK MAN who can understand me truely?!?!!!!! i hate this feeling~~~~
by hong ; 11:51 PM
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