[ fucking pissed ]
Thursday, July 21, 2005
for those reading, i'm gonna take my anger on this blog, saying things that no one likes to listen and typing words that are hurtful, so if u dun wanna see all these please leave now.
i'm damn fucking pissed, with wad? with everything~ with the fucking project, with my fucking group leader wei sheng!!! why?!?! cause tml there is no comm skills lesson, means actually i have to come school for lesson at 12.. but he postpone the presentation date to tml 10 am with consent from teacher, just because he isn't free to present it today afternoon.. sorry to say but thats ur family's business lor!!! ok fine if u wanna postpone.. then just now about an hour ago he called me, telling me to reach school at 8 am.. 8 AM!!!!! FUCK!! then wads the difference with or without comm skills lesson, if u wan me to do the ER diagram and stuffs, u jolly well tell me earlier!!! so that i can complete everything by today, even if it means staying back until 8 or 9 pm!!! but u called me all of the sudden and fucking hell tell me to come at 8 am... just to complete the stuffs that could be completed previously~ if u wanna stay up late at nite to rush projects then wake up early agian, do it yourself!!! dun drag me into it!!! ok then u throw the whole fucking report for me to consolidate!!! FINE i'm ok with that too, since i am not involved in any web programming currently~ but i dun think that u did alot too!!! in fact up till now everything is submitted to u but i dun see any results from u, gantt charts and schedules are all pretty easy stuffs lor!!! wad i did is about the same isn't it?! and if u think that i am not contributing enuff, think again.. i completed almost every single task that u assigned to me~ so wad are you asking from me?! what the fuck do you wan from me?!?!! i'm damn fucking pissed with this kind of last minute notices, my breakfast could be so nice~ maggie mee with fish soup, but now?!?!?!!? FUCK!!! its reduced to just sandwich!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK?! that was suppose to be my mum's lunch during work!!! but she gave it up for this fucking sudden notice~ i can't believe that!!!!!! and what can she have for lunch?! rubbish food from outside!!!! those unhealthy and oily food~ mother fuckers.. i'm already damn pissed with donovan for the comm skill thing, 1st he did not inform us previously that our teacher was on mc, ok fine~ cause the teacher msg him to tell him there is lesson, thats what we were told by him!!! next, recently we was suppose to hand in the job ad, but he mistook it for the fucking hard copy of our resume and cover letter!!! this is fucked lor!!! waste my time to print and go all the way to the other block and hand in something that is not suppose to be handed in~ WAKE UP!!!!!! dun be so blur can!?!?!? dun be so fucked up ok?! chee bye!! i'm not the kind of person who would usually take all this kind of shit!! its already unusual of me not to blow up on the fone on wei sheng and give donovan a piece of my mind!!! i'm actually tolerating so much~!!!!
alright, my mood wasn't really good recently, so i'm going to apologise to people whom i think i vent my anger on unneccessary:
1. Xian Rong, sorry to scold you when you called me on the fone to hand in the hard copy of the resume, i wasn't pissed at you at all~ was really irritated, sorry
2. Kelly, yeah sorry to you also, that time i think i asked you to shut up or something like that, at the bus stop, sorry also, i din know what i was angry for too -.-"
3. Eugene, sorry for being sensitive to things, it wasn't me when i am sensitive~ sorry
4. Zhi Wei, sorry for telling you not to ask further in a rude manner when you asked about what happen in FJ, that day i black face and you asked me what happen.. sorry
5. The above 2 person that i mentioned, sorry for saying all this in my blog~ a truth that i really wanna tell the both of u~ really fucked up!!!
still~ please please please understand that i am really really really moody recently, get easily irritated by small matters like that... will get back to the old happy self soon :)
by hong ; 11:31 PM
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