pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ weird!! ]
Friday, September 30, 2005

it seems that the blog buttons have all been jumbled up.. are we suppose to make jigsaw puzzle out of it?!?!

alright, i'm attach to ***** company, at shaw towers.. $420 per month -.-" not a lot but the requirements of the job is not a lot too.. just need to know Mac environment and Microsoft access.. so i guess should be quite relax :) well, i was told during the briefing that we are not suppose to blog about our company, thus i left the name all stars :D but on a serious note, this is getting ridiculous, blogs are suppose to be online diaries that anyone who came across the website can read wad it is in there, but bloggers nowadays simply use it to slander others.. and its weird, cause blogs are setup as a place for pple to write wad they like, in short.. freedom for TYPING... but it seems that a lot of people can't accept the fact that they are being criticized on others blogs~ my word of advice to pple like that, since u can't accept being criticized on a blog, simply dun read it.. not many pple's blog is famous like xiaxue and rockson and stuffs.. and if u can't take it lying down, find the person and talk to that person, request for an apology to be made.. i find it lame when people start to flood the shoutbox saying stuffs that irritates others.. u're in other pple's online territory, show some respect!!!! and also some bloggers are really irritating.. they create post to incur wrath and to find trouble!!! dun make unnecessary comments and create an opportunity for others to sue you dammit!! wad a disgrace to the bloggers society LOL

by hong ; 12:54 AM

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[ damn pissed off ]
Saturday, September 24, 2005

i'm damn damn pissed of right now, shall talk about it later -.-"

today morning had ball, just plain playing and foto taking.. after that had lunch at serangoon and had a dip @ springbloom till evening.. ya basically thats all

now i'll talk about why i'm pissed.. why can't my mum seem to understand that our computer is practically and logically too old and slow for anything??? its running on win XP and running damn KANG KOR!!!! and she is the one who said that all i wan is to change com and we're gonna fix a com and change the cheaper internet connection WTF and today when i told her about it she simply just say 'spend money AGAIN.. u buy com also play game only and not for studies' c'mon la, most pple of my age has a com for the sake of internet surfing and gaming.. not many really bring their work home to do lor.. and nowadays the gaming all so high end graphics, how the hell can my com support that?!?! i dun wanna be the social outcast when all others around me are playing games that i'm also interested in playing but unable to play lor, even a normal 2D online game like maple, i also will lag like siao at times... i mean this com is really damn damn old!!! 4 years lehx!!!!! WTF?? and now all i ask is just to change the CPU, thats all.. it can be done up even below 1k if she wans too lor.. but she just dun understand that thats the only few expensive stuffs that i have ever asked for lor.. i never ask for anything more then that.. now all i wan is just a 1k CPU and a new internet connection.. but she simply just feel that its a waste of money~ some money are necessary waste of money.. its like sleeping, its a compulsory waste of time -.-" FUCK she just can't see that i need a computer desperately... ARGH!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN PEK CEK!!!! i can't even enjoy myself at home nowadays.. just wanna get out and dun see my com and mum for this few days -.-" FUCK LA!!!! damn damn irritating

now i feel so fucking irritated...

by hong ; 11:09 PM

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well, just had a long chat with xian rong on MSN, din know we clicked pretty well.. talked about relationship stuffs.. sort of make me feel guilty of wad i did.. i'm really sorry xian rong!!!! i din expect that >.< anyway he is one of the closer poly frens i had :) the rest of my closer poly frens u know who you are.. i dun wanna go mushy =P of course the closest frens are always not from poly one la.. a few that i feel can be even closer :) like the usual ball gang can be even closer :D

anyway, to xian rong if you're reading this.. hope that you did not regret sending that mail~ hope that u will really be happy after the long talk.. hope that you can find a better girl.. hope that u can have higher self esteem.. ALL of us know you're a GREAT guy.. so dun think too little of urself!!!

gonna have early night today.. cause gonna wake up earlier tml for ball :) nite guys..

by hong ; 12:53 AM

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[ de'r piao de'r piao de'r yi ge piao, unexpected ]
Friday, September 23, 2005

de'r piao de'r piao de'r yi ge piao, wo you xiang jiao, ni mei you xiang jiao.. LOL i can't remember the lyrics for 'piao yi' just sang that today at ktv~ or is it just mumbling??? haha can't remember.. anyway today went to bedok sing k.. ulu ulu place but really cheap.. $6 for 5 whole hours.. OMG sing until my throat pain haha~ but bedok really damn far.. and that place damn ulu!! bedok the building also damn old.. 3 old estate area, ABC.. Ang mo kio, Bedok, Clementi whahaha really old area~ there all old pple and building also low-down one.. wads more?! yi shan wear until damn orbit also.. suits the atmosphere dosen't it?? haha today ktv everyone off pitch so many times OMG!!! lol even the li sheng jie sound alike and louis koo look alike also went off pitch!!! who's that person?! me la still got who OPPSsSsss ok i just kidding haha but really all off pitch until damn jialat lol then when we change room, no one seems to have the mood to sing liao~ all sianzZz 1/2 cause of the stupid sound system -.-" the music is SOooOOooOoo nan ting.. wah lao~!!! until they adjust for us the much better.. next time rather spend more $$ go kbox or party world sing.. at least they got better sound qualities haha and there the song's MTV all pirated one!!!! LOL those who went there would know what i mean by that.. HAHA

i received an unexpected email from someone.... ERVINA lol did not expect that.. cause ever since the china trip come back when i decide to keep our distance that time i tot we would never contact each other.. i really mean NEVER haha but she sent me a long long mail.. colorful somemore :) the details of the mail will not be announced.. nothing mushy and nothing that's of that sort, just a mail to talk about us last time and how she is doing now~ that's all i'm gonna disclose here :D haha so do u guys think that i replied to the mail?! hmmm know me well enuf u should know the answer.. well anyway she's attach for like 3 months or so?? and she is happy right now, so if she is happy i will be happy :D not necessary that u have to be happy when the person u love is happy rite?? u can be happy even if that person is a special friend.. that means if eugene is happy i will be happy too.. same for some of my close frens~ u know who u pple are ;) i shan't mention other names :)

well well, tml going for ball training cum foto taking.. look out for new fotos in da house :D hope that all will be there for the foto taking muahaha

*to eRv: It is the willingness to accept the imperfection of the loved ones that makes a relationship perfect, not searching for a perfect lover.. :D

by hong ; 9:42 PM

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[ bored ]
Wednesday, September 21, 2005

when i'm bored, i blog -.-"

updated my wishlist :) really damn bored, damn damn damn bored.. sometimes, somehow, i feel i'm being over suspicious and over senstitive.. but i wonder if my guesses are true~ i hope its not and i really hope that no one's hiding stuffs from me, i dun want to be cheated and dun want to be kept in the dark~ shall not go into details here :D

hmm what else~ oh, i think i'm still not ready to feel for another person.. totally not ready yet~ but this can be a good news isn't it?? cause i'm going to army :) but that's not the main reason.. still not ready cause i have yet to seen my miss right?? argh fuk, somehow totally have no feelings for any other girls.. eugene would know what i meant if he read this =.="

guess i have to sleep soon, or somebody's gonna get hurt real bad...

*i was watching the television at my parents house with my dad and the gay pride parade was showing, then all of the sudden, this 3 gay indian guys came on the screen.. i din mean CAME on the screen.. i mean they appeared right~ and they were shouting 'HEY WE ARE INDIANS AND WE ARE GAY!!! WE REPRESENT THE SOUTH ASIAN GAY COMMUNITY'
my dad goes, 'that is disgusting!!! (pauses) do you know them?'
i said, 'how the hell would i know them??'
he goes, 'because they are of the gay.... and you are in the entertainment business!!'

*an indian saws a purse/bag at a chinese mall.....
indian guy(ind): 'how much is that bag?'
chinese guy(chi): '35 dollers'
ind: 'how 'bout $30?'
chi: 'nooooo.. nooooooooo.. i can't do thirty dollars, i sell you thirty dollars today you come tomorrow i close down!!!'
ind: 'well gimme a deal on that purse man, i dun wanna pay 35 bucks'
chi: 'ok one second, i talk to my wife.. one sec..'
(chi turns and shouts: 'lei ar, seh seh tong ko waaaaaaaa.... ong gey')
chi: 'you seem like nice guy, i give you best price, $34.50'
ind: 'that's 50 cents only man!'
chi: '50 cent a lot of money!!! you save 50 cent here then maybe you buy something else you save another 50 cent then you have one dollar..... then you take your dollar you go to the dollar store u buy something else!!'
ind: 'forget it, its not a deal.. i'm leaving..'
chi: 'hey!!! be a man...... be a man, do the right thing!!'
ind: '(giggles) what are you talking about doing the right thing??!??!?!!'
chi: 'maybe you dun buy the purse right now, you walk around the mall you see something else you dun buy, then you come back you say 'heeeyyyyyyy.. i wan the purse for 34.50' i say 'noooo, you dun give a 34.50, now price gone up maybe 40 dollars..' be a man!!'

all by russell peters.. i'm gonna watch that AGAIN b4 i sleep :) cheers me up =P

by hong ; 12:17 AM

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[ going to be over ]
Tuesday, September 20, 2005

everything is going to be over, EVERYTHING.

exams will end tomolo, marking the most probably last paper of my poly life (if not supp) lets hope i could remember more things tomolo.

last saturday had yvvone's bdae bbq, something funny happened.. a guy over there kanna suan by me UNINTENTIONALLY.. haha but after suaning i find it a good one, cause see him not happy, its not only me ok!! if its only me then i nothing to say, but its 5 person then that means that guy has something wrong.. he was bbq-ing otahs when we happen to talk about the food that i liked on the bbq, in front of him.. then i said.. chicken wings, sting rays, sotongs, hotdogs and satay, then i think dave or quan.. either one of them said u also like otahs.. thats the funny part, i replied 'the otahs today SUCKS' LOL and he was there bbq-ing otahs.. hahaha quan and dave burst out muahahah hey it wasn't intentional ok!!!! but its still quite intentional subconciously (did i spell correct?) hahaha its kind of the unlimited attitude, 5 unlimited members see that same guy not happy, except nard.. cause he is nard's fren~ but i guess if he wasn't then nard would also see him not happy, in fact eugene and yun long and ming wie and aaron would feel the same way, self proclaimed pro.. oh and that bbq made me realised that girls always think that their boyfriend are the best in what they do -.-" LOL

by hong ; 9:51 PM

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[ exam paper 2, IPP!!! ]
Monday, September 19, 2005

just took my advance database paper, DIE!!! WAN DAN!!!! the stored procedure question is totally gone case, then my xml schema i think i did it wrongly -.-" the rest some part know some part dunno.. oh and this is the 1st time i cheated in a poly EXAM lol, with zai's classmate, but only 2 MCQ question, he gimme his ans i give him mine :D funny... the whole process is really funny, thinking back, damn thrilling LOL!!! wednesday is my last paper, LAST!!! and i really hope it will be the LAST~ i dun wan supp papers =.=" pray hard that i will pass my advance database.. weds is on internet security.. EVEN WORST@!! this is the 1st time in my poly education that my module tutor was changed 3 times.. 3 TIMES!!!! WTF!!! please lor.. its a core module yet so disorganized -.-" i think the whole class is dunno what we are suppose to study and dunno what will be coming out.. I HATE SUNNY SIN!!! I HATE THAT SIN-ed SUCKA... he's a hong konger and is a sucka, totally dunno how to teach and totally dunno how to speak english, he's the guy who replaced Mr Steven Quek when he leave.. SIN SUX!!!! to hell with you!!! each time i see you i'm gonna mock at your accent~ guess only those who hang around with me long enough would know how it sounds like LOL

SHIT!!! i hate my poly life now.. i kanna IPP first, means have to go work 1st.. and why eugene and zai is going for FYPJ 1st?! miss yarny said that those who have history of supp pass would most probably get FYPJ 1st.. i did have one supp pass, why am i not being posted to FYPJ -.-" like that for sure me and gene will drift even more =.=" and me and zai also -.-" sianz... next time i think every sunday i will ask them out.. if not they sure wun bother to contact me one.. ARGH!!!! gonna appeal to miss yarny about it, i want FYPJ 1st.. if i kanna FYPJ 1st i can play bball more fang bian -.-" then training would be much easier for me.. THIS SUX!!!!!!!!!

by hong ; 5:10 PM

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[ supper, my mum ]
Saturday, September 17, 2005

just had supper like 1 hour ago? reached home at about 1.55am.. now is 2.22 am le~ when i reach home, i set my alarm for tml and went to bed, was in a dilemma whether to use the computer or not.. den decided to sleep -.-" just went to bed and it started raining.. my mum woke up to close the windows, AND to pull my blankets for me :) thinking back, its really very consoling when u know that your mum will be there for you when others are not, i have to admit that i dun talk to her much about my problems, especially relationship.. the rest i still got tell her, she did ask when she saw me looking sad and depress, and always i would keep it from her... well, i'm not use to talking to my mum about relationship problems, be it BGR or frens.. i dun talk to her much baout it.. but i know that if i needed someone to talk to, and people who use to be there for me can't be there for me, she will be there... always~~!!! i mean its very heart warming to know that!!! although all parents are like that most of the times, but its still heart warming.. its still very consoling, its still very motivating... recently i find myself totally not motivated to do anything at all, totally GOAL-less in life and totally lost.. i really feel that somethings are going on behind my back which i dunno, and somethings are happening which are not good -.-" bad feeling and feeling lost, can't really find anybody to talk to also.. i dun usually talk to just any friends~

i love mummy, although i do complain this and that about her at times, i still know that i love her, there's only 2 women thats gonna be in my heart, one is my future spouse.. the other is my mum :)

by hong ; 2:22 AM

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[ exam paper number 1 ]
Wednesday, September 14, 2005

today took the mobile apps paper, wasn't as difficult as i thought, but still.. chances of failing is there~ there's not much programming in that paper, only 1 10 mark question.. the rest all theory based questions :) most probably a pass for me.. now its about how well i did :D i hope for a 'C' at least but chances are getting a 'D' -.-" yi shan for sure lost her 6 marks on import statements~ lol can't blame her.. cause the paper there have SO MANY DOTS......... and normally when there is a lot of dots, it means that there's missing codes for us to fill in... oh well, how tricky can Mr 'Jean' Yip get?? luckily the 'phd' (Pencil Headed Dog) behind me asked 'Jean' Yip about it.. and i overheard the convo :D anyway i think that most of us would manage at least a pass.. we have been putting in effort k?!!? although not much effort from me =.=" haha next monday is my advance database paper.. GREAT!!!!!!!!! i hate that.. those statements, wad import export then this shit that shit... all is crap!!!!!! faster exam over then can go enjoy for 1 week at least :)

by hong ; 9:38 PM

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[ study, independancy ]
Tuesday, September 13, 2005

went school today to study.. at library~ with xian rong, zai, kelly and ws.. oh and yi shan also :) more productive then ytd, at least i manage to ans some MCQ qn -.-" tml morning is the last run for my paper.. paper starts at 12.30 but me going to reach school at around 8++.. just to mug!!! sianzZz

now i realised something, i rely a lot of things on eugene, even studying... i'm so not use to him not teaching me the exam stuffs, for the pass 2 years, we always no doubt will meet up and sit together to study.. and always no doubt he will be teaching me~ and always no doubt i will manage to pass.. now he and me different specialisation, i think no doubt i'm gonna die -.-" LOL wun so jia lat ba.. mabbe still can get at least a SP lol i mean really quite dependant on him sometimes, there's a lot of things i know very well myself that i could do it without this buddy, but somehow just not use to it... but now things have changed a lot better le ok!!! last time even worst.. now at least i go out with others even though he dun go.. last time he go i go, he stay home i stay home -.-" oh let me make things clear again and again and again.. WE ARE NOT G*Y.. a lot of people i think suspect that we are gay when they 1st know us.. but we are just close close brother ok!!! i treat him like my own blood brother ok!!! oh well, lets hope i can make it thru the exams this time round :)

to all my dear dear frens taking exams.. good luck to all of ya, although i need that more then u guys but still, good luck :) jia you and dun give up, its the last run of our poly academic le.. its now or never :D

by hong ; 10:43 PM

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[ exams, who's there? ]
Monday, September 12, 2005

exams round the corner, in fact, exams will start this wednesday for me, went to school for revision lecture this morning, i still can't believe i failed my advance database, LOWEST in class somemore -.-" how is that possible?? i'm sure my eyes did not fail me when i'm looking at shawn's paper.. and SHAWN PASSED!!! =.=" ok fine, forget it.. i believe my ica is still a pass, at least a D -.-" after the lecture went to eat and print/photocopy notes.. i found out how slack i could get, theres so many missing notes haizZzz studying wasn't really good today, only managed to highlight the key points in the tutorial solutions.. other then that, nothing else was really done, decided to mug at home :D just finished highlighting main points in the lecture notes, not really high light since i only manage like 6 chapters??? ok enough of exams stuffs...

now i'm interested to noe who is reading my blog?? think this question most bloggers will ask themselves.. so tell me now, who is reading my blog?? mabbe for thoes i know but who else is reading my blog and i dunno u and u dunno me one??? cause some people like to read blog, thats y xiaxue.blogspot.com is so popular.. i dun see anything inside that's really interesting, rockson.blogspot.com is better, although very 'vulgarish' but still quite funny :D so tell me now ok?? if you're a consistent reader of my blog, do tag at the shoutbox :)

recently find gene abit cold, weird weird one.. think he is suffering under exams stress *shrugs* and mabbe i'm sensitive.. i really miss the ball gang!!!! its like 2 weeks since i met them, miss the fun... after exams~ i'll play for revenge :D

by hong ; 11:10 PM

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[ pc down, tired ]
Sunday, September 11, 2005

yup, pc was down for the past 2 days.. good news and bad news, good news is that my com is suffering from SOFTWARE and not HARDWARE problems, and the bad news is that my com is suffering from SOFTWARE and not HARDWARE problems also LOL the good news is the bad and the bad news is the good, good because it meant that i could play maple sooner, bad because i'm not getting a new com, i think la -.-" com down from friday night to till this morning, not exactly 2 days ba.. got the winXP disc from quan yesterday while celebrating zai's b'dae.. surprisingly, winXP reformat is made so easily, even noobs like me(or like what nard always called me, nooblet) managed to reformat the com ALL by myself.. and i really have no experience in formatting coms.. after formatting, installed the stupid service pack~ took me from 8am when i start until about 6 pm then i complete -.-" WTF!!! almost half a day gone just to format com and install service pack, i was like god damn it, my maple can't wait any longer =P luckily i installed and downloaded maple while installing those shit..

really damn tired, be it the tired type of tired or those emotionally type, haizZz

by hong ; 10:43 PM

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[ ytd outing ]
Friday, September 09, 2005

yesterday went k-ing with yi shan and gang, together with wei sheng and kelly :) quite fun, went party world sing, one person about $15.. sung for 4 whole hours.. wei sheng left earlier at 5.30 pm, cause he has something on thats why have to leave early.. we left party world at around 7 pm lidat then went to taka there eat dinner, ate the barbecue thing, dunno wad is it called.. $4.50 very nice :D then went to play pool at lucky plaza there, actually wana go monster de~ but monster rate expensive aftetr 6, so went to lucky plaza.. its under the same boss as monstercue also LOL thats y the table condition and cue there is good, that place called mambo billiards.. still prefer monster, cause uncle there friendly and the ambience there is good :) and there got sofa LOL.. yi shan sure can play pool well for a lady, although i have seen better female players, but she is still considered not bad liao, got power LOL and definitely knows how to play.. better then Miss Loo Cai Ling WHAHA then when shi lin and kelly play, they spend more then 30 mins on one game.. WTF!!! LOL me and yi shan warm the chair for them ar... hahaha but nvm la, newbies playing.. and not bad lor, for girls they not scared pai seh.. play kanna sai also nvm =X then went home at around 10 pm lidat, poor kelly kanna drag by me and yi shan to take to AMK haha ke lian you.. but pei us ma~ if not the both of us also awkward =P shall end here le la.. damn sianz~

by hong ; 2:27 PM

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[ comm skill ]
Wednesday, September 07, 2005

had comm skill test today, its a 40% test~ hope that i can do well.. did not face much problems answering the questions, especially the interview part.. which is erm.. secton C :D aiming for my 1st 'A' in 3 years of study -.-" my results really sucked!!! argh!! nvm if this can get a 'A' i happy le =D

just now played maple with mei, too bad i lagged out and disconnected.. sorry :( lousy com.. ARGH anyway now i'm lvl 27, going for my lvl 28 tml nite.. :) hope can get good items by tml~ and also hope tml will be a joyful day, oh today i went cut hair, kanna suan by yi shan and shi lin.. say my hair so short cut wad sai =.=" to u girls its short but to me its long k! my hair too thick and wavvy, i dun wanna long long hair then look like 'mushroom head' or 'pencil head' or some more crude, 'DICK head' LOL thats y i wan go cut de lor.. and u girls wun wanna see me long hair.. cause will be damn nan kan, i still think i look much better with short hairs~ how come girls nowadays all attracted to guys with long hair de?? the hair longer can sell more money? or the hair can take go eat??? -.-" mabbe its because its more stylo ba.. but if that stylo hair is put on my head will become 'sai-lo' hair lor =X so i still decide to keep short hair :) met aaron at serangoon MRT to cut hair, his hair also long liao.. i mean for a sec sch student its considered long la.. but mabbe if he not sec sch student then yi shan and shi lin will say again.. so short cut wad sai :X muahaha

today called eugene after comm skills test, he seem to be in bad mood.. he's with his new classmates.. he said the paper was pretty tough, and he sounded sick.. hmmm i'm being sensitive again~ but its better to be sensitive then boh hiu everything rite? LOL anyway i kan kai a lot of things le.. ever since china trip come back then never contact her that time i already learn to kan kai le.. learnt that somethings just gotta give, its like parents.. they never wanted to let u have ur freedom even after u're 21.. but they just have to give u the freedom when u are 16 lidat.. cause its a procedure for growing up.. now i just hope procedures like letting go wun happen to our brother-ship, i've already quite regretted letting go her le.. so dun wanna let go anything else that i deemed important.. EVERYTHING.. be it friendship, basketball, brother-ship even family.. must cherish them while they're still with me :)

by hong ; 11:17 PM

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[ project, thanks, dvd, comm skill, kbox ]
Tuesday, September 06, 2005

finally the presentation this afternoon was over, really sux!!! its damn damn bad lor.. the independant marker is so sucky!!! he just suck like hell, biase and totally self-centered, and totally insulted our project.. i have to admit, our project wasn't really good.. but what he is expecting is not 15 weeks of work, he is expecting 15 months of work~ c'mon.. even at yr3, we can't even be considered as specialist or professional programmers.. we're still AMATUER even though its 3 yrs!! and please take note that what we learn doesn't mean it will be used in every project, what we learn is simply tough to handle and lousy UI, thats y we chose something that wasn't taught in the syllabus~ i hate MR LAW!!! FUCK YOU BITCH!!!

really wanna thank a few people for this project, getting loads of help from them.. jasmine, wei sheng, helmi.. thanks for the coding part :) u guys are great..

this few days at home nite time watched DVD.. remember the malaysia trip that i had?? bought another 6 dvds.. watched The Amityville Horror, White Noise and Guess Who.. regret buying white noise since i watched it with her before LOL and guess who is for my mum and bro to watch.. amityville was GREAT, simply scary.. scare the crap out of me!!

tml having comm skills test, a 40% test.. i'm currently the best comm skill student in my class, cause out of the 4 ICAs, i got 3 A+ and one F -.-" stupid cover letter.. luckily the F is just 10% LOL the other 3 A+ is 10% and 2 of it is 20% :) Miss Agnes says that if i do well in the test, i would do well overall, if i do very very well for it, i will do very very well for my overall =.=" thats like not saying anything lol, going chiong A for comm skills, it might be the 1st A i got whahahah

coming thurs going k box with kelly, yi shan, jasmine, shi lin, wei sheng.. project has brought us together rite??? i mean although not same group but at least we care for one another and help each other.. just like one big happy family :D i dunno if i missed out any names in the k box list.. LOL do tell me if i do k?? i'm damn shag to think of the namelist..

by hong ; 7:37 PM

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[ project, coco lee, JB trip ]
Sunday, September 04, 2005

project getting stress this few days, guess i deserved it~ since i did not work hard for the past 14 weeks lol but anyway this is the last academic sem.. mabbe thats y, can't seem to put in any effort in project, not even half the effort of the past semesters.. haizzZz going school tomolo to do project, lets hope i could get things work out this time round.. noticed that my blog these few days have been about project LOL

i'm in love with COCO LEE, AGAIN!!!! the 1st time i liked her songs was during her release of english album.. and ever since that day i noticed her a lot, but blended with the years gone by.. now that kelly sung her song during project superstar, i am back at her again LOL though not as crazy as last time, but still crazy enough.. i mean who the hell listens to one song over and over again for 1 hr?? lol her 'bei ai de nu ren' is really beautiful.. and DAMN!!! her figure is damn chio-ed LOL

today went JB with mummy.. this time did not really buy lotsa stuffs, at least none that was bought belongs to me~ really bought very little stuffs, went there to buy moon cakes, din expect my mum to go all the way there buy moon cakes, cause we used to be prima deli's supporter :) but the moon cake variety and taste there is damn nice, and the price also worth it.. think shall end here, presentation and exam stress coming up, totally not in the mood to play game and stuffs.. au revoir :)

by hong ; 9:19 PM

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[ project superstar, sem project ]
Friday, September 02, 2005

WEI LIAN WON!! HE WON THE SUPERSTAR HONOUR!! well not really surprised that he won actually, he really can sing pretty well~ and he has loads of supporters :) i believe most of them dun vote for him out of sympathy~ he needs NO sympathy from anyone!!! he may not be able to look using his eyes but at the very least, he is able to look thru his heart~ those people who keeps on bombarding him with nasty comments, think carefully what u have done~ u may have proper eyes and can look at the world using it but ur heart is totally blind!!! face the fact, he can sing really well~ maybe that nite he is really emotional when he sung the last song and did not perform well but i dun really think kelly performed anywhere better!! both are equally good.. if wanna talk about singing abilities and skill-wise, why dun u support Xin Hui?? or Wei Cong?? or Jun Yang??~ all 3 of them are equally good singers, they dun lose out to any of the male and female champions in terms of singing qualities~ its just that all of them have their different personalities when it comes to singing... so STOP bombarding that poor CHAMPION!!! he suffered ENOUGH!!! Stevie Wonders is blind but yet can be such a famous and excellent musician, why can't you people accept wei lian??? or u may wonder who is stevie wonder now rite?? well if u dunno him i wouldn't say that u dunno music, its just that u dunno how to appreciate music :D thats all, not saying i always listen to his songs or wad, but at least i know that he is and excellent singer~@ so face the fact that wei lian has had his dream come true :)
to wei lian: congrats!!! work hard and sing like the way u always did :)
anyway both of them are winners since they are signed by different companies, means both of them get a contract and release an album~ so its happy both ways isn't it?! LOL

sem project going on NOT smoothly, i totally dunno why level 4 com is just so sucky!!! ok i'm not going to push ALL the blame on the PCs, i'm lazy~ :) tml i will have to stay back with kelly, to rush out EVERYTHING!!! OMG~ now its almost 1am, time for me to sleep :O yawns damn tired..

by hong ; 12:58 AM

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