pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ flying soon ]
Wednesday, February 28, 2007

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rant of the day:
fail to prepare, then prepare to fail.
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yawns.. so tired~ came online check email and read this.. quite interesting and scary actually:

"This is a true story of a young college gurl who past away last month. her name is Priya.she was hit by a lorry. She have a boy friend named Shankar. Both of them are true lovers. They always hang on the phone. u can never see her without her handphone.

She spends 3/4 of the day talking with shankar. Priya's family knows about their relationship. Shankar is very close with Priya's family (just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her frens "If I pass away please burn me with my handphone" she also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, ppl cant carry her coffin. i was there. a lot of them tried to do so but still cant , everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result is still the same. Eventually, they called their neighbour, a "bomoh" from thailand (pak Darin), who is a fren of her father. he took a sit and started speaking to himself slowly. after a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here". then her frens told Darin bout her intentions to burn her with her phone. He then opened the coffin and place her phone and SIM card inside the casket. after that they tried to carry the coffin. It could be moved and they carried it into the van easily. all of us were shocked. (can u feel the fear. i'm shaking at this moment)

Priya's parents didnt inform Shankar that Priya had passed away. (pity Shankar). after 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom. Shankar :...."Atte, I'm coming home 2day. cook something nice for me. Dont tell Priya that i'm coming home 2day. i wanna suprise her." Her mother replied....."u come home first, i wanna tell u something very important." after he came to shah alam, they told him the truth about Priya.

Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. he was laughing and said "dont try to fool me. tell Priya to come out. i have a gift for her.pls stop this nonsense". then they show him the original death certificate to him. they gave him proof to make him believe.(Shankar started to sweat)....... He said... "its not true. we were spoke yesterday. she still calls me. Shankar was shaking. suddenly, shankar's phone rang. "see this is from Priya. see this..." he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer.he talked using the loudspeaker mode. all of them heard
his conversation.

Loud and clear. no cross lines, no humming. it is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her simcard since it is nailed inside the coffin they were so shocked and asked for pak darin's help again. pak darin brought his master (Tok Chen) to solve this matter. he & Darin worked for 5 hours. than they discovered one thing...

Starhub has the best coverage :)"

LOL anti-climax? anyway, i'm flying to brunei next week.. MARTELL HERE I COME!!! :P nites peeps

by hong ; 12:13 AM

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[ OMG ]
Sunday, February 25, 2007

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rant of the day:
i need freedom and money badly~!!! and these are the 2 things SAF can't provide me with :(
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damn, its been so so long since i last updated.. 2 weeks LOL guess its getting boring-er and boring-er :P

anyway, chinese new year was ok for me.. grandpa's passing away didn't really affect much.. just that din do visiting, 3 days all spent at my aunts house eating and nua-ing haha getting fatter.. this year ang bao took home $300++ every year also about the same.. oh ya and went to baby's house this year, her family all not 'pang dang'.. 1st time saw her familyssssssss so pai seh.. :P but still ok cause her family all very friendly..

mum seems like in the mood for dogs HAHA looks like a new member is gonna be added to our family soon.. tentatively a chihuahua hmmmm lets hope we can really get it haha been wanting a dog for so long~ but i think mum will be even busier when we have a dog.. cause have to spend more time cleaning the dog, walking the dog, feeding the dog, trimming the dog and etc etc.. well well, up to her~ i'll do my part by taking it to the vet and care center if need be :)

friday played pool after booking out and eating dinner.. same for today.. tml will be playing again, hope that i can get my stroke right :D

damn sianz.. in office now, i'm holding 3 post, course/leave/despatch clerk -.-" its like so fucking busy for me.. and people in office LOVES to spoil market~ backstabbers everywhere oh gosh!! looks like i have to be selfish and fend for myself.. can't be the Mr Nice Guy all the time~ if not sooner or later everything also arrow me.. i'm sick of this already :( why can't everyone just do their part?? just dun do wad is not expected of you, just do wad you should do.. why some people just loves to be the hero spoiling the market.. its like FUCK!! dun sabo can???!??

damn.. think i'll end here, gonna sleep soon.. gonna dream about baby soon.. i look forward to seeing her every book out/nites out.. adious

by hong ; 12:45 AM

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[ still not there yet ]
Sunday, February 11, 2007

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rant of the day:
god, please give me more then 24 hours a day for my weekends :(
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alright, its sunday once again.. as usual, played pool haha quick recap for the week..

nothing much from monday till wednesday.. the usual paper work stuffs~ argh!!! sick and tired of being sick and tired~ well actually something did happen but i believe its best that we keep it in the room.. sometimes i just wonder if its worth to work so hard for our superiors.. its not like we're gonna get a huge pay rise or something *rolls eye* i mean it just doesn't pay to be kind.. we just get all the damn arrows and when something happens, we take the black pot.. this is shit, real real shit.. they dun even a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e~ all they know how to do is complain that we are lucky to get combatant's pay but doing clerical job.. which is in fact quite f*cked up cause i'd rather go chiong sua with my friends then to stay in the god damn office trying hard to help but no one appreciates the effort.. no doubt there is the perks like more freedom~ for example, canteen breaks OTOT, book out every friday, no need to wake up 5am everyday, no need to sleep early everyday, no area inspection everyday etc etc.. but still, it doesn't feel good when you're trying to do something for the superiors but all they can do is ask you not to do unnecessary stuffs, not to be kaypo.. and when you dun do the unnecessary stuffs, they will start to say we dun take initiatives.. well, very familiar and typical situations eh?? i believe a lot of us are going thru' this shit.. *clap clap* so much for being kind and helpful.. bahz!

thursday had area cleaning.. but before area cleaning, we went to play soccer hahaha yes, soccer.. i know you guys must be jaw dropping now and feeling surprised that the guy who has a pair of retarded legs is playing soccer lol yes i know i can't play for nuts but i think its time for me to pick up that sport.. probably play it socially la LOL cause its the trend in army leh.. no one plays basketball :P shit i digressed.. back to topic.. after soccer did area cleaning and DAMN!! i never knew the bunk was that dirty LOL cleaned till 11.30 pm.. bathe then sleep~

friday did nothing.. met baby at cck then went home for dinner~ oh and did i mention that my sim card got disconnected from thurs - friday?? yeah.. cause my aunt upgraded my plan to get the free phone.. and it comes with a 3G sim card which i have to use.. haha.. so i practically survived 2 days without handphone :P

saturday and sunday went to play pool.. saturday was sucky, really sucky.. although i can feel that its coming but i just din expect myself to play that badly :( but luckily the later part of the game wasn't so bad haha.. went to eat at newton circle for both days.. saturday was weekson's treat~ his birthday is coming and we shared money for his cue.. damn it~!!! his viking cue is so 'chio'.. but expensive la.. and eugene sucked most of the cost.. but still, its a damn beautiful cue and i think its worth the money la.. most important of all, weekson is a player who deserved that cue.. hands down :)

mike's operation is coming soon.. i'm hoping the best for him~ i still need him to teach me how to do leave stuffs :X so take care mike, and do bake more cookies when u come back :P i'll look forward to seeing you again with a healthy leg :) haha

shall end here.. next week is CNY and i still dun feel the CNY mood hmmm :| adious peeps

by hong ; 11:14 PM

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[ can't seem to get enough ]
Monday, February 05, 2007

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rant of the day:
audit findings~ a guy was given 10 extra guard duty on weekend by his csm, and he did 7 CONSECUTIVE days of weekend guard duty, in other words, he was confined for like 3 weeks++ doing guard duty -.-" this is freaking sadistic.. the dark side of SAF
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today din book in lol cause went for HR audit @ kranji.. i'm the auditor and it feels good.. to find people's mistakes haha and guess wad?? i'm checking on interview booklets LOL and i tot that's suppose to be ~~mike's~~ qin feng's job :P

anyway, reach the place around 8.20.. i nearly got lost cause i think i went to the back gate?? and its freaking locked and there's no one there lol the whole audit finished pretty early.. around 2++ but one of the 'uncle' keep on waste time -.-" in the end only manage to go home at around 5+..

on my way home from yew tee, kept thinking if i should play pool.. then messaged eugene and dave.. in the end also did not get to play cause all not free.. should have just gone and practice myself lol..

my thirst for pool seem to be increasing, as in really increasing by a lot.. its been like so long since i felt passionate about a sport.. 2nd time in fact~ the 1st was basketball.. i've been good at it and i'm really 'crazy' over it :P but now its pool.. and i can feel the thirst is even much more then basketball.. its like i wanna play EVERYDAY, practice my shots EVERY SINGLE DAY (with baby beside me playing with me :D).. this new passion seem to have re-defined the word 'passion' in my heart.. basketball was probably a favourite hobby that i feel 'passionate' about, whereas pool is a PASSION, in the sense i wanna make it my job.. i wanna play it for a living.. i wanna be a professional cuesports player.. ARGH!! dunno wad i'm talking about also.. guess no one understands how i'm feeling rite now.. i'm kinda making no sense lol

i'm missing baby a lot.. even though every saturday and sunday i could see her, its still not enough.. on sunday's, time with her seem even shorter cause it's my usual pool session.. and she'll normally arrive later.. a gentle and understanding gesture today by her touched me deeply~ knowing that my competition is nearing and i'm lacking of practice, she willingly offered to sacrificed this saturday to practice with me.. thats something that i appreciate a lot.. it means a lot to me~ and i just hope that i could have her by my side for every single pool session.. just her presence alone means a lot.. i dunno, it just seem to matter a lot.. even though she always says that i misses shot when she's around, i firmly believe its because i'm not able to focus well after long session of pool.. i still believe she's not the deciding factor of me making or missing a shot.. it still boils down to my individual concentration during games~ i wan her to be around during my competition.. and i wanna prove to myself that its not true i'll miss shot when she's around :)

I LOVE YOU BABY..

by hong ; 10:21 PM

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[ Samsung Ultra Edition 8.4 ]
Sunday, February 04, 2007

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rant of the day:
i've got a new sexy fone :)
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today quite busy, went shopping.. haha bought a 1gb microSD card for my phone.. and a pair of nice Crocs for mummy :) went to marina square with baby, to buy the crocs 1st.. and shopped around for fen mei's birthday gift~ happy birthday gurl!! its been some time since i've met up with the sec school peeps.. oh gosh! reminisce the past man.. anyway, mum love the crocs but she finds it expensive.. i found it reasonable for a pair of comfy shoes~ haha

anyway, last week bought a converse sweater.. self-indulgence haha bought it at $89.90.. not exactly cheap but as compared to nike, adidas and puma.. thats one of the cheaper alternative~ kinda like the design.. :P

tml have pool session as usual.. have to start training even harder now~ the competition is about a month away and yet i'm playing like f*ck.. although the intention of joining the monthly tournament is just for the experience, i still hope to win more in the tourny haha~ ya i noe i'm damn egoistic :P

NS life nowadays is damn sianz.. doesn't hold much meaning for me anymore~ everyday doing clerical stuffs.. answer call until i sian, doing stuffs that i do not know how to do.. leave matters are mostly alright for me, but for course matters?? argh~! damn f*cked up la.. somemore i may be going brunei for 6 months soon.. like really soon~ probably march will be flying.. haix~ going to brunei is for sure, just a matter of how long :( 3 weeks? 6 months?? 1 year??? i really have no f*cking idea.. i'll be glad if its just 3 weeks, will be ok with 6 months, but think i'll be damn depress if i have to go for a year :( now i'm praying, praying real hard that i'll fall within the 3 weeks and 6 months category..

got to go now.. have to catch some rest for tml's pool :)

by hong ; 1:05 AM

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