This is sooo sad , please think of this everytime you decide to be awful to someone who isn't as "cool" or "popular" or "pretty" as you are, remember, making fun of someone just show how insecure you really are!

Dear Diary ** They told me that I was the ugliest thing they'd ever seen, and i started to cry. I went home and Jake called me. I thought the day would get better. But he told me that long distance relationships dont work out. He lived in California, and I moved to Michigan. Then I told him I loved him and that I missed him. He told me that the only reason he ever went out with me was becauseI was a joke, and he was dared to. Then he dumped me. We were going out for two and a half years!

November 9,1999 ** Today got a little better.I miss jake so much you dont even know diary!!!! But he even changed his number so I wouldn'tcall him. But the most hottest guy at school asked me to the dance! And those prissy girls that said im ugly let me hang out with them at lunch today. It was cool!!

November 10,1999 ** I'm crying right now... turns out that hot guy was a jerk at the dance he poured his punch on me, and those girls ripped my dress and everyone started laughing. Then my grandma told me today that mom and dad got in a little car accident today at work. They're in critical condition, they might die. I can't write anymore.

November 11, 1999 ** Todays a saturday... but me and grandma were at the hospital all night long. Dad died this morning. Mom is going to live, but she's crippled for her life.I wanna die too. while we were at the hospital grandma found out that she had cancer in her stomach. She has to go on chemo-therapy. I cant believe daddy died. I'm crying more then I have my whole life. I'm in shock. I cant write...I'm too tired. I need sleep.

November 12 ** Daddy is not dead!He can't be! Its all a dream. My life is perfect. Jake still loves me. I can barely write. I'm crying too much. I wanna die. Take me. Bye......

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One day later, Lisa was found dead in her basement. She had hung herself with a yellow rope. I am her mother. My name is Maranda Gonzalez.The reason I wrote this e-mail to all of you, is because no one else deserves what my daughter had.Please remember that everyone needs love. Everyone needs a hug everyday. No one should be made fun of, or insulted. No one deserves to die like Lisa did. All of you please dont be the popular prissy girls that put other people down to make themselves feel better! Please dont be the awful posessed date for the dance that makes people cry.

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haiz~ sad case hor? hmmm today keep raining think becuz going to year end soon, then the weather become colder liaoz yeah!! means more sleep for me.. sobz sobz but less bball le haiz anyway hope those bastards out there who think they are cool or handsome or pretty or cute will die terribly!! hurmp :X not cursing on goodlooking pple~ but just those better looking ones that look down on otherS~