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[ happy birthday to ah Q ]
Monday, August 27, 2007

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

well well, 21 years and still counting.. as years go by, we grow older.. but everythings the same cause we're still brothers :D

please do enjoy urself on that special day and erm.. hope u erm.. as usual, find ur miss right soon :P

by hong ; 8:05 PM

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[ stressed ]
Friday, August 17, 2007

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rant of the day:
when the shorty is not around, there is sun shine..
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guess wad?? i just clocked 100 km of running within 2 weeks.. whahahaha so happy.. and i'm the 1st few to clock it in this camp.. anyway, that's beside the point.. now i'm going for my 2nd 100km to make it a grand total of 200 km.. lets hope i could do it by the end of august?? hmmmmm i'm kind of like running 10 km everytime so i guess it should be reasonable to complete that by the end of this month..

hmmmm btw, my officer is giving the stress to me le.. he wants me to get ippt gold by sept.. haix.. 2 of the new guys here got gold liao.. and sir seems to have high hopes on me getting it.. but my confidence level isn't really high.. in fact, everyone around me have high hopes of me getting ippt gold.. haix.. feeling real stress here.. my SBJ just can't seem to jump far.. running should be on track right now.. as for the rest, i should be on the 5 point standard.. now i'm just hoping that my knee doesn't die on me before my ippt next month.. its hurting more and more due to basketball last time.. and i think i strained it further while clocking my mileage.. haix.. lets hope i can get gold too.. its gonna be a good feeling wearing the ippt gold badge on ur left arm.. plus there's incentive as well hehe~ $200 extra in my bank is a good idea too whahaha

i've decided to learn driving as well.. starting next month.. not sure if i could convert or not but heck.. at least get the experience.. learning how to drive can't be bad anyway~ so no harm.. and its only freaking $500+++ haha

*edited* i've forgotten to blog on some of my emotional state.. so there goes.. ahaha

somehow, i feel i should shut up~ cause its like i'm one of the more "kpkb kia" here and i believe some new guys wouldn't like my style.. they dun know when i'm joking.. they can't take sarcasm jokes.. they simply take things in a way tooo serious manner.. its like sometimes i'm jokingly suanning them but they just took it so seriously and it sparks off a quarrel for no apparent reason.. all just because they don't understand me and i don't understand them either.. i think this is because most of them are jc students (with excellent result, like really good) and i simply can't communicate with them in their manner.. neither could they do it in my manner.. it seems that they have their ego and pride and i have mine and they can't take straight forwardness.. i just so happen to be the very straight forward kind.. and its not that i dun say things without going thru my head.. its just that i hope for the best out of everyone here and i hope everyone works hard.. and definitely i teach whatever i know to them too but i dun think they understand that.. so ya.. guess i shall just shut up and let them do it their style.. afterall, their the majorities here and they're gonna be the one staying here longer.. it doesn't really matter to me whether in the end, i'm gonna be part of them or not.. cause i believe that only probably a few of them are gonna be real friends that i would keep.. as for the rest whom i couldn't communicate, no point in me wanting the best of them.. cause in the end, it doesn't matter.. i may sound kind of stone hearted here but hey, thats the fact of life and i dun wish to put on a mask too often.. so ya~ there goes..

shall end here le.. still have around 3 more months before i can go back sg.. i know you peeps are missing me back there right :X haha will be back really soon so wait for me~

my dear usual cliques, i miss you guys, everyday~

and

baby, i miss you every single day i'm here..

by hong ; 8:20 PM

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