pain, a mental or physical state of suffering. endure, a state of mind whereby pain feels numb.

[ nothing interesting ]
Wednesday, April 27, 2005

played diablo 2: LOD for the past few days.. its interesting but sometimes will really strain friendships cause of competitive players haiX.. heck today went to play ball at church with eugene and yu quan.. wasn't really quality basketball, and we only managed to play for less then 2 hours.. haiz but nvm at least we did play :D and today changed my BTT to 24th may, 2pm.. sms eugene to tell him bout the change and he was very reluctant to change it with me.. but in the end still changed, hey if he really doesn't change the date and time to same as mine its really fine for me.. just very disappointed only~ cause last year after my birthday, my mum was so enthu' asking me to take my BTT ASAP, but because eugene said, "wait for me leh, together la.." then i told my mum that i would be taking it with eugene, TOGETHER.. then after his bdae which is 15th dec, our school starts in 5 days.. then we actually dragged for so long until last month i think, i ask him when he wan to take.. then he says after exam, ok then i told him after exam i maybe going overseas, if during some period of time i am unable to take the BTT i will change the date to suit my schedule, and i asked him if he will change with me, he said YES! but in the end... haiz!!! CMI =.="

by hong ; 11:56 PM

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[ bored bored ]
Friday, April 22, 2005

now is 1.03 am, 'yesterday' morning played basketball, VERY SHAGGED!! if bogay din call me at 7.40 lidat i think i gonna continue sleeping until 8.30~ rushed to school and reached at around 8.15 am, ok i am 15 mins late~ sorry guys.. tml dunno going to do wad again.. rot at home or got exciting programs?! hope tomorrow will have fun ;)

something doesn't seem right with eugene nowadays, he seem to be hiding something~ or am i just being sensitive?! even if i am, he can't blame me for being that way.. *untold reasons* i just have a feeling he is feeling sour over something.. feeling sour with me~ hmmmm *shrugs* gonna find a chance to talk to him soon, and i hope i can get an answer ;)

by hong ; 1:03 AM

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[ chalet ]
Wednesday, April 20, 2005

last sunday went to chalet, 3d 2n.. not a very exciting and full of programs chalet though~ in fact it is kind of boring, but then very relaxing cause all we did is play and sleep and eat.. nothing else~ haha barely slept for 8 hours during the whole chalet event.. reached home on tuesday, which is yesterday 12 pm, went to bed immediately until 4 pm lidat~ today is another boring day, slept until 2 pm.. from 1 am slept until 2 pm.. thats 13 hours rite? i am pig~!!!! ok then played games all the way until 5, really sick of games.. went to on my ps and played winning 11 until 7 lidat, mum reach home then ate dinner.. continue my previous games.. then came online blog, very bored lor!!! tomorrow going to play basketball @ NYP 8 am, wonder if tomorrow will be as fun as our normal evening basketball games :D just hope tomorrow will have more outside people to play with, so those ballers who read this post~ please do come down NYP blk L court to play with us haha

by hong ; 11:01 PM

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[ my blessings ]
Saturday, April 16, 2005

1st and foremost, this blog is seriously dedicated to my dearest da jie, CHRISTINA TOH YI WEI~ everything i gonna type after this paragraph is for her :)

da jie, ren shi you for about 6-7 years le, didn't expect you to get attach at this stage of your life.. i tot you gonna be a bachelorette next time!!! you once told me that you can live without guys, that moment i tot you going to be single for the rest of your life~ but now see you attach le i really damn happy for you, i sincerely and truely hope that you will cherish this relationship k(which i noe most probably you will de!!).. and i really pray and hope you and him will bai tou dao lao :)

this part is for sillyboy(da jie please ask jie fu come here read!), i really have no idea who you are.. i really have no idea how da jie got to know you.. i really really hope you will love her the way you love her now~!! people always say a relationship has "honeymoon period", meaning feelings will start to fade bit by bit after that period... if thats the case, i hope u and da jie's "honeymoon period" will end until the day the both of you 'kong ka kiao', cherish her k!?!?! or else.......................... ;)

quoting from what my bro says in his blog last time, 'having a relationship is already something difficult, and i am not talking about maintaining one!' now that da jie got bf liao i hope both of them can maintain it, no matter how hard lor~~~ feeling kinda mixed, cuz after 19 yrs i am still SINGLE! hahaha but on a positive note, maybe its good too cause wun haf to worry girlfren this girlfren that whahahaha

by hong ; 10:52 PM

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[ all about sillyboy ]
Tuesday, April 12, 2005

just went on msn, found out da jie christ's nick is as follows: aSoTT_LaV` 之 “SillyBoy Loves Me... ” makes me just wonder who is sillyboy, she mentions him in her blog the past few times.. and quoting from what yien shan said, they 2 really sound like couple, or something lidat~ is da jie in love?? or is da jie being loved?? that is something thats being kept in suspense until now!!! the mystery have yet to become a fact that everyone knows~!! i am really interested to find out who this guy is, then i gonna question him!!!! =X whahaha i wanna know how he looks like and how his character is like~ :D

**my msg to sillyboy: "please add me on msn if u happen to read this blog, my address is hongdotty@hotmail.com, thanks.. and if you do add me, please attach a photo of yours while chatting with me, send me a full sized photo of you to me also while chatting."

**my msg to da jie: "please get me a brother in-law~ i KNOW you can do WITHOUT GUYS, but please remember that there are guys who can't do WITHOUT YOU!!! so dun be selfish, give yourself and others a chance whahahahhahhaa, and if u happen to be attached ALREADY, please confirm this with me :D"

by hong ; 11:59 PM

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[ exam finale ]
Monday, April 11, 2005

today's paper: Software Engineering, IT 2116

its ok, another passable paper like my previous paper, OS.. i really din expect the paper to be that easy, not saying its easy but.. it is just not as tough as i thought!! haha most probably will get a C+ or below grade for this subject.. but heck~ happy enough.. i am a D+ average GPA, any grades high then that means it will increase my overall GPA, so any grades thats C and above i will be happy enough :D now its time to enjoy my 1 and a half month holiday whahahahaha jealous rite? got so long break.. 1st of june then start school wahaha gonna play like mad and enjoy like hell ;)

by hong ; 6:54 PM

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[ exam part 2 ]
Thursday, April 07, 2005

today's paper: Human Computer Interaction, IT 2155

only one word can describe it, very easy.. hey that's 2 words!! haha heck la, it was so easy that i am confident i can do the papers without studying much.. and i have confidence that if they din moderate it, i will get a 'B', that's the least i am giving myself.. but then paper too easy that's why most probably they will moderate the grades la.. haix~ finished the paper today withing 45 mins.. the paper was suppose to be 2 hours long lor.. but the whole cohort machiam took just 1 hour to complete, those who stayed thru are merely being careful.. all of us long completed the paper within an hour :D after that left home..

next monday's paper: Software Engineering, IT 2116

by hong ; 10:11 PM

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[ exam part 1 ]
Wednesday, April 06, 2005

today's paper: Operation System, IT 1205

it wasn't an easy paper.. but still passable, out of the possible 54 marks of calculations, i have 80% confidence to get 50.. but the calculations are very tedious, 2 hour paper but took me 1 hr 30 mins on calculations.. the rest i have to rush thru'.. eugene said its a tough paper, i find it not tough but energy draining though.. made me feel damn tired and hungry after the paper, but like i said, passable :D oh well, happy enough :) wish me good luck for tomorrow's paper ba =P

tomorrow's paper: Human Computer Interaction, IT 2155

by hong ; 9:46 PM

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[ a hole in my ear ]
Sunday, April 03, 2005

yeah!!! finally pierced ear le whahahaha..

today 12 lidat msg eugene ask him if there is any program, then he say dun have.. but around 2 lidat he called me for pool.. so ok~ then jio-ed yu quan and bogay to play also.. play until around 5 lidat, went to heeren there pierce my ear.. its not pain lor~!!! i thought it will be very painful HAha.. but anyway pierce finish went yu quan house awhile.. then went home for dinner :D yes my mum give me the green light to pierce my ear, thats y i pierced it :D whahaha pictures will be up in friendster profile soon :)

by hong ; 8:51 PM

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[ ... ]
Saturday, April 02, 2005

very irritated by eugene... yesterday he said he will confirm with me bout the marina south thing, but in the end~ i still have to send him a message to find out whether it is confirmed or not.. please lor, you said you will call me to confirm then do it ASAP, dun wait until late late when i tell my mum not to cook my dinner then u tell me that it is cancelled.. then end up i have to skip dinner, i am not as luck as you, got maid.. whether u eating or not just tell her 6 and she can whip up a meal by 7.. my mum have to prepare the stuffs lor, and ur family is bigger then mine.. so you having dinner or not doesn't really matter that much.. but my family only 3 pple.. today bro not eating dinner means left my mum and me.. if i not eating she wun cook, lucky i message eugene just now.. if not i really can skip dinner~ its so inconsiderate of him lor.. heck, later having dinner at central since i told my mum EARLIER that i might be having dinner out.. but in the end cancelled, oh well..

by hong ; 4:55 PM

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