just had supper like 1 hour ago? reached home at about 1.55am.. now is 2.22 am le~ when i reach home, i set my alarm for tml and went to bed, was in a dilemma whether to use the computer or not.. den decided to sleep -.-" just went to bed and it started raining.. my mum woke up to close the windows, AND to pull my blankets for me :) thinking back, its really very consoling when u know that your mum will be there for you when others are not, i have to admit that i dun talk to her much about my problems, especially relationship.. the rest i still got tell her, she did ask when she saw me looking sad and depress, and always i would keep it from her... well, i'm not use to talking to my mum about relationship problems, be it BGR or frens.. i dun talk to her much baout it.. but i know that if i needed someone to talk to, and people who use to be there for me can't be there for me, she will be there... always~~!!! i mean its very heart warming to know that!!! although all parents are like that most of the times, but its still heart warming.. its still very consoling, its still very motivating... recently i find myself totally not motivated to do anything at all, totally GOAL-less in life and totally lost.. i really feel that somethings are going on behind my back which i dunno, and somethings are happening which are not good -.-" bad feeling and feeling lost, can't really find anybody to talk to also.. i dun usually talk to just any friends~
i love mummy, although i do complain this and that about her at times, i still know that i love her, there's only 2 women thats gonna be in my heart, one is my future spouse.. the other is my mum :)
Name: Lim Hong
Gender: Male
Birthday: 20th Oct 1986
A.k.a: ahdot, dotty, hong
Msn: hongdotty@hotmail.com
Friendster: hongie_1020@yahoo.com.sg
Facebook: hongdotty@hotmail.com
Hobbies: bball, pool, exercise, club and booze
Marital Status: attached
School: National Slavery Foundation