[ forget me not... ]
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
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rant of the day:
"stop whining!! its not like its the end of the world!!" sometimes this sentence don't work all the time.. for all those who whine knows that its not the end of the world, its just that something has happened that incurred the necessity to whine..
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flying tomorrow to Brunei for 10 days.. from 7th to 17th march, after that coming back to Singapore for about a week or so.. then flying back to Brunei at around 26th march for 6 months minimum.. and guess wad? i just got to know this news probably last week this is fucked up.. i dun have time to do my FFI's and clearance.. neither do i have the time to pack ALL my stuffs in my bunk.. so in other words, if i have no choice but to fly on 26th march, my embarkation leave would be wasted cause it would be as if i'm not on leave -.-" i dun understand why is it so rush.. why can't they forecast probably 6 months ahead or at least 3 months to get NSFs well prepared for the trip.. its not like is un-forecastable (is there such word?) haix.. i think i'm a victim of the dark side of SAF :(
i think this 6 months trip would be healthy for me.. and just healthy for me ONLY~ i'll probably become fitter, fulfilling some of my 07' resolutions like getting IPPT gold and gettting into better shape.. but i think thats it for me~ money wise, not really attracted.. can't say its not attractive but to me its just something extra.. it doesn't really make much difference in my life~ my family is still coping well and dun need this extra cash.. of cause an extra income would be good but it'll be better off for me if i stay in singapore without that money.. i'll be a happier man :) so to me this trip is only for me to keep fit.. nothing else~ it doesn't hold any meaning to me.. i dun see a point in my presence over there, its like with or without me, its still the same.. so i'll probably go there and do more exercises, save up some money for studies and spend some on self indulgence and friend's birthday prezzies and blah blah blah stuffs.. and in the end, not saving up enough LOL so this trip holds even lesser meaning now.. haix :( forget me not peeps.. though i'm not physically with you guys but i'll be back soon.. BACK AND BETTER!!!! so watch out for my muscles and my extremely good cuesport skills (cause i'm bringing my cue over for sure) :X and i really do hope nothing changes.. i really hope kelly and me remain the same and is still being part of the usual khakis, even if it change, its for the better.. so please do not lose contact with me when i'm there ya? cause i'll be online every weekends and nights out (probably?) please keep me in the loop, keep me informed of wad is happening, update me about singapore and what you peeps are doing, update me if you miss me or not, update me if baby is sick, update me whether you guys won any competition or not, update me if you guys are buying birthday presents for the usual khakis and family cause i wanna share even though i'm not around.. just keep me updated let me know that i'm not yet being replaced~ let me know that i'm still the one and only in my baby's heart, let me know that the usual peeps would still jio me out for all the programs when i come back to SG and let me know that the usual khakis, my baby and family would be at the airport welcoming me back when i return.. just keep me in the loop..
and i'll be glad :)
by hong ; 5:31 PM
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