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just received news 2 days ago from my sir that i'll be flying off to brunei.. from 1st dec to 22nd dec.. fucked up :( dec always is filled with programs.. i'll have to give those very very looked forward programs a miss this year :(
i'm going to miss cynthia's 21st birthday party
i'm going to miss my brother's chalet
most importantly..
i'm going to miss eugene's birthday
and..
MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY :(
this is so fucked up.. flying to brunei and standing in for the brunei gunner is suppose to be good news for me.. cause i'm just a stand in gunner and going brunei means relax life + more money.. but this 1st flight to brunei is definitely not a good news.. cause i'll not be able to be physically present for those important dates .. haix!!!
now... i'm totally sian 1/2 :(
some one, just anyone please get me out of army soon..