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Monday, February 06, 2006

update update~ friday went meet dear after school at boon lay.. then went her frens house play cards, after that went off to town.. actually intended to watch i not stupid too with dear again.. but was too tired, far too tired so went home to sleep :) saturday whole day stay home, my lao po slept like pig lol she woke up at 4 =.=" me played games whole day at home.. ya and basically thats about it~ yesterday my turn to sleep like a pig.. woke up at 1.30 or 2 i think, then go on com chit chat with dear.. then went play pool in the evening at monstercue, late 'bai nian' at there, uncle gave us ang bao and exchange mandarin oranges.. come to think of it, that boss of monstercue is quite generous.. i was expecting $2 from him MAX, but he gave us each $4.. i mean for someone who only has customer relationship with, he gave quite a lot.. sometimes some relative can even give $2 -.-" after pool quite late le.. then went off~ uncle force us to talk back some biscuits haha.. he bought a lot new year goodies :P then ask us take back some hehe.. on the way for dinner, had some debate on where to eat =.=" anyway forget it..

last nite can't sleep, whole damn night tossing and turning on bed.. i think i'm pretty stressed up nowadays, no.. its not about my project~ come to think of it, i'm like graduating in about 1 1/2 months time.. actually to be precise is 5 weeks, what am i going to do after i graduate??? ok find a part time job that can last until before i go to army.. then after army?? wad can i do after my ns?? with my fucked up grades, i can't make it to varsity.. the only choice is overseas if i wanna go, but it'll only be a waste of money if i go.. i mean i'm not into the IT field~ even if i made it to the varsity, i wun be happy with the life i lead.. i've been thinking of that last nite.. should i go and be a police?? since it's my primary school dream and i've been given the offer.. i mean the pay isn't that bad.. 1.8k starting i think, but the prospect for a poly student isn't really very good.. i think my max salary could probably be 3k.. and that could only last me until 45.. cause police have to retire early, same for the SAF.. haix~ but if i really earn 1.8 k per month, how much can i save up??? when can i really start a business like i always wanted?? 45 years old?? by then i would be too old to start a business, by then i would be too old to lose.. by then i can't afford to lose.. and when will i be able to save up and get married?? how much for a wedding?? 50k?? mabbe around there.. then marry = buy house.. how can i afford a house if i'm earning 1.8k per month?? i'll most probably skip buying car.. cause the money spent on a car i could use it for cab.. and it could be cheaper, and say i'm earning 1.8k monthly, and my mum has to retire one day.. i'll most probably give her $400 if my bro is giving her money.. and if there's any chance that my bro doesn't, i'll give her $800.. and dammit~ i'm left with $1k per month OMG!!!! should i join the police force?? and get a stable job as 'constable ah hong' after my NS.. or should i look for other job opportunities?? tell me man!!!!!!!!

sometimes i think i think too much.. stuffs like that did not went through my mind just once.. its been millions of times i have sleepless nights thinking of stuffs like that.. about my future, about my job, about the one i love etc etc.. am i actually 19++ yrs old?? i mean do a normal 19 yr old guy thinks this way?? i think my brain is a bit 'sot sot' i'm like thinking 20 years ahead =.=" argh!!!!

AM I THINKING TOO MUCH?!?????????!@!!@!$!%

been playing D2 lately.. started hardcore character and.......... i died!! DAMMIT!!! MY HEART STOPPED FOR A SECOND WHEN I SAW MY BARBARIAN DIED ON ME!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! next character class: sorceress, name: HardcoreSex-HC :P naughty name eh??

oh and i miss my dear dear dear lao po :(

by hong ; 12:43 PM
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