today is one of the worst days i could ever experience.. kanna pang seh so many times~ kanna be punch bag by my best buddy, then playing pool sux today.. its like all the bad things that i never hope to happen, happened to me today.. here's wad happen:
dave called me at 12.50++ i think, asking me to play pool.. so i said anything, then he told me to meet 2 at dhoby ghout mrt.. so i woke up, bath change and went down.. with my bball gear along~ then reach there, he was late -.-" ok nvm.. cause its only 20 mins of waiting so its ok.. we went to play pool, play until 3.30, called eugene to ask where is him, he is still at home -.-" then nvm we can wait for him.. then he called back say he not coming cause by the time he reach its oredi too late~ PANG SEH!!! ok nvm.. small matter still.. then fucking hell mao wei msg me say he and yun long not coming for bball~ yL i can understand cause of his injury.. but guess wad excuse mao wei told me?? he said he is a bit sick!!! DAMN LAME RITE?! its like 2 days ago he asked me why dun have training in morning? then i was like.. HUH?! u're the one who requested evening then now u wan morning.. and i've already arrange with chuan ying the timings le.. so told him its a no go~ then today told me he sick!! WTF you noe wad i'm trying to get at here lor.. so damn fake~ and tell me so sudden somemore lor.. PANG SEH!!!! then bball become left 7 pple.. next saturday still got match de lor~ ok fine its ok!!!! then they say one to go springbloom since only the few of us.. and if go NYP play, AARON WUN GO!!!!!!!!! WTF!!! ming wie already left house le then still wanna make things worst for me.. ok FINE!!! its ok also de.. NVM!!! i'm really ok with it.. then when playing pool, lost to dave TERRIBLY!!! not saying that normally i would win him, i know where i stand when it comes to pool.. but i also know that losing that terribly is just not the typical ME!!! ok nvm its ok!!!! then when take taxi to dave house, the weather looks bad.. so i called eugene and asked him if its raining at NYP.. the 1st sentence already make me wanna explode.. the moment he pick up fone, he says 'WAD!!!' in a loud and buay song manner.. ok so wtf!? i'm ur punch bag? if u're not happy about something, dun take me as punch bag.. i'm fucking innnocent, its not my fault that i din noe u were busy, PLAYING GAME.. its not my fault that DAVE MADE U unhappy.. so dun take it out on me like its my fault!! i dun blame u for not knowing my plight.. BUT, please!!! u do noe what the hell is happening and u do noe that i kanna pang seh already very moody.. why the hell do u have to use that bloody fucked up voice tone on me?!?!?! i mean its not my fault so dun make it sound like its my fault for calling you!!! i just wanna noe how is the weather so that i can make arrangements!!! I'M THE ONLY ONE DOING THINGS TO ARRANGE GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! if no one appreciates, its fine.. BUT U'RE THE CLOSEST TO ME YET U CAN'T UNDERSTAND MY PLIGHT?!?! that's where my mood turned 180 degree.. dave can be my witness.. from 'actually still manage a smile' condition to 'TOTAL BLACK FACE' condition!!! i mean i just feel so wronged lor.. doing things that are not being reciprocated is enuff, i still have to take shits like that?? and not even an apology!?!? things would have been much much much much much more better if he could have just apologise when he noe that i sound different lor.. i mean all i ask is just an apology.. i am VERY VERY SIMPLE MINDED PERSON, very dumb at times.. a sorry could make me feel so much better.. even though it wun change the situation but at least it could make my day much happier~!!! argh.. things are most probably alrite now.. during ball even worst.. me and eugene's like putting in 150% effort on defense.. cause me, gene and ming wie together one team.. and FUCK!!! when can ming wie ever learn?! DEFENSE is ALWAYS on a higher priority on offense.. i'm not sure if ming wie reads my blog.. but if u happen to read it, here's somethings i find it tough to say it rite in front of u, although u're no longer an offensive burden like how u use to be, ur defense still needs to work a lot a lot.. u can't expect ur teammates to keep covering ur ass every time u lose ur player.. and wad i'm talking about is not requiring u having excellent defense, all that i ask for is for u to put in more effort when it comes to off ball movements, that is: rebounds, defense and running the right places on offense!! thats all.. these are what i believe the basics.. so please!!!!!!
anyway like i said things are alrite for me and gene now.. but i really hope he can understand me better.. even though he understands me best among the usual gang, but still~ HAIZZzzZZzz its really hard!!!!
Name: Lim Hong
Gender: Male
Birthday: 20th Oct 1986
A.k.a: ahdot, dotty, hong
Msn: hongdotty@hotmail.com
Friendster: hongie_1020@yahoo.com.sg
Facebook: hongdotty@hotmail.com
Hobbies: bball, pool, exercise, club and booze
Marital Status: attached
School: National Slavery Foundation