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Friday, January 20, 2006
this few days i'm kinda on the downside.. AGAIN~ yes again and again.. for those who knows me very well should know that my emotion and mood gets easily affected by things happening around me.. ya~ so its just very typical me to be on the downside again o.o sometimes its tough trying to put up a brave front acting like nothings happening, but most of the times my emotion got the better of me and it just shows on my black face.. most of the times i just need to talk about it 1 to 1~ so put up with it guys :P will be over sooner or later :)
was playing D2 just now and i died, a hell lot of times!!!! stupid shit shim tshin wan to level LOL sabo me die with him haha and dave also joined half way with the dying streak lol.. back to D2 and loving it, its so much more fun playing D2 then any other online games i've played.. rakion would be my next on the list~ but D2 still holds the addictive position in my heart.. i mean its a game whereby when u start, you can't stop! haha so D2's my thing now ^.-
read maureen's blog and found out that her cohord is currently choosing their yr 2 specialisation track.. reminds me of the days when i was thinking 'VB is the one for me' cause i can't do java for nuts.. and VB is so much more user friendly and so much more easier compared to C++.. but now come to think of it, actually whatever u choose now, it still all ends up the same~ its like i'm a VB student my IPP (attachment) was to a ADVERTISING company.. yes, your eyes are not playing tricks.. ADVERTISING company it is!!! and it requires no programming at all.. initially they wanted us to do this and that and this and that BUT!!!! they do not have license for the softwares thus the project have to cease on week 4.. and wad we did there practically is wad those fucked-up technical officer's (TO) are doing.. then now in FYPJ, although i'm a VB student, the project i'm working on is C# or C++, totally not related to VB at all.. so afterall wad we chose in the beginning doesn't affect wad we are doing in the end.. now i'm struggling with C++ codes, learning nothing through the process of struggling *shrugs* so come to think of it, there's no right or wrong choice in choosing our specialisation track, its not like choosing for yr 3 specialisation, wad u choose determines where u go to for FYPJ.. like say if u chose BI (bio) or DE (digi entertainment) then u will most probably be doing FYPJ in block P and M respectively.. for FI (finance) and IM(internet and mobile) it doesn't affect that much.. so choosing VB and C++ is a much easier choice compared to the yr 3 split.. i'm lucky to choose something that i'm comfortable with haha.. but sorry to eugene, that i made u choose VB with me~ guess u're regretting ur choice right.. afterall C++ are the so called 'better future' track~
tml junaidah would be coming late to school, so guess me, wen yao and cheryl have to handle those open house shits.. argh!!! disrupting me only.. watch anime half way come in then we have to demo the system -.-" oh and today some fucked up secondary school kids walked pass our lab, looked at us and smile, then keep knocking on the windows and panels.. ITS DAMN IRRITATING!!!! i would have whooped their asses if they had lesser people i'm 10 yrs younger!!! erm... i mean if we're not in school.. ya~!! assholes!!! we are not GOD DAMNED ANIMALS!!!! dun look at us as if u're visiting the zoo and u happen to walk pass a small cage with 3 animals inside!!! with a gorrilla (junaidah), tigress (cheryl) and of course the cute puppy (me duh!).. its damn irritating!!! and forget it if u guys look at us and irritate us.. THE GIRLS IN THE SCHOOL WHO WALKED PASS ARE TOTALLY NOT CUTE AT ALL!!! :( and i expect to see some sec sch cuties to walk pass the lab.. in the end?!?! all those fucked up normal looking ones drop by -.-" well, anyway even if their cute, its only for viewing purposes LOL i'm too old for them.. :P guess i gtg sleep le.. getting late~! oh man.. tml gonna be bored.. :(
oh before i go, DUN COMPLIMENT ON THE CHINESE NEW YEAR DECORATIONS I DID ON MY BLOG!!! it's really nothing actually *fake luffs* haha i know its beautiful piece of art :P so dun comment on it hehehehe
* sometimes i just need to talk, sometimes i just need to be alone, sometimes i just think that my complex mind is irritating, but most of the times.. i dun think i'm really ok.. although i'll always be ok in the end -.-" *
by hong ; 12:14 AM
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