[ du lan workplace, du lan bball, mixed feelings ]
Friday, October 28, 2005
*warning: this post gonna be full of vulgarities..
i'm damn pissed off at my workplace, cause theres this biatch who apparently was from the FINANCE department, threw 25 CARTONS of JUNK FILES to us and asked us to find file by file for the invoices related to IT -.-" imagine one carton has 8 files FULL, so full that the RING file was out of shape.. and we have to search thru every single invoice to check if its for IT things FUCK THAT BITCH.. FUCK U!!! thats not my FUCKING JOB U FUCKER!!! i studied IT for about 2 and half years, and my attachment was to do filling and searching for invoices??? c'mon man.. gimme something that i can work on, i dun mind coding lor.. dun have to insult my hardwork by throwing me rubbish jobs like this.. FUCK YOU BITCH!!! u better be careful cause by the end of my internship, i'm gonna make u pay for wad u did!!! i swear i'm gonna put staple bullets on ur chair!!! BIATCH!!! FUCKER!!!
i'm even more pissed off at ball, its nothing to do with anyone.. its the FUCKING WEATHER.. FUCK YOU BITCH!!! i came all the way down wearing formal with a backpack looking orbit in town area and when i came down for an hour or so, it rained.. FUCK FUCK FUCK THE WEATHER.. its damn irritating when u are angry yet can't blame on anyone, you see.. when a person is angry with another person, there's actually nothing much to get angry with cause u CAN blame on ANOTHER person.. BUT IN MY SITUATION!!!! FUCK THE WEATHER, rained on tuesday and wednesday.. THURSDAY also have to rain.. FUCK THE RAIN SEASON!!! and to singapore government!!! we need more indoor courts.. just have it fucking sheltered!!! ARGH
end of vulgarities
having a lot of mixed feelings after i got the news that gene might be going for overseas attachment this evening.. in a way its good for him cause afterall oversea attachment is not just a privilege.. but also an opportunity, but if he does make it, there goes my NYP-SIT championship title.. thats my target and goal and my motivation for training weekly without fail.. and also if he does makes it.. we can't celebrate his birthday like how we did for each other.. really feeling damn mixed up, dunno should pray for his request to be successful or not.. somehow i feel i'm being selfish here.. but, that target used to be OURS.. but now i see it in myself le :( anyway i'll just leave everything to fate.. if he makes it, good for him.. if he doesn't, good for me.. theres no win-win situation i can think of rite now.. either party have to lose out~ and i guess fate always is cruel to me.. IPP/FYPJ slot change is the same thing.. now things have to be like that.. HAIZZZZ i'll miss him if he really makes it.. and i hope everything wun change much when he comes back.. sobzZz
next week got 2 days holiday.. but seems that both day gene also not really free.. he's really busy, except for weekends and maybe one weekday, i dun get to see him much.. correction.. its not just him.. its them, quan, dave, zai, aaron etc etc.. i hate my poly life, sec sch still rox heaven.. but i can't turn back time.. everything that i miss and everything that i regret, can't be back to how it use to be >.< lets hope this down period will be over on this weekend :)
by hong ; 12:12 AM
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