[ its so dirty ]
Friday, March 11, 2005
i suddenly feel that in this world and era that i am in, there's no true love.. i suddenly feel that love is so dirty, its not as pure as i thought.. and not as 'dan chun' as i make it out >.< i really dunno whats wrong with this world, especially after reading my kor's blog.. bout his friend, i feel love is no longer as secure as it is, love is no longer something that one should look forward to.. it's no longer something that i am looking very forward to, and i also feel its something that i should not be involved with at this period of time.. where my perception of love is so bad and so disgusting, it seems that a lot of guys, their mindset of a relationship is very very different from how i thought of TRUE LOVE (emphasizing TRUE), they seem to go into relationship for the sake of intimacy, for the sake of having someone to hold, someone to hug, someone to go out with... put it short, they go in a relationship for the sake of fucking.. ok put it short and nice, they go into a relationship for the sake of 'making love'.. take note that i added '' for making love, because making love and fucking is 2 different things, making love involves emotion and feelings whereas fucking involves just a hole and a pole -.-" and now it seems like many pple went into a relationship for the latter, its so disappointing.. SO DISAPPOINTING!!!! now i feel so alienated from the rest of the guys in these world.. i feel that i belong to the minority that still believes in true love, whereas the majority believes in true sex... i feel so disgusted the way love has evolved into!! and it freaks me out a lot.. i feel so lost!!! argh...
by hong ; 11:23 PM
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