wad title?!?!

[ back ]

2007-12-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i'm back..
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finally back at sg.. at the airport, i feel so sad yet so glad.. its a very stupid feeling.. you dunno whether to smile or frown~ you feel your tears yet it won't flow.. so ya, if you were to ask me if i'm happy to be back, my answer is not neccessary.. no doubt i can see people whom i've missed for the pass 8 months but now i'm missing people whom ive lived with for the pass 8 months.. so its both sad and happy for me..

and ls, somethings are really, like what you said, too little too late.. we just didn't open up to each other more from the beginning.. i'm just glad things are fine tuned before i return :) and you'll really be missed too..

ok nuff said bout my brunei stuffs.. speaking of which, i think i'm going to blog about the things i'll miss in brunei WITH PICTURES!!! ok no big deal :P

sunday was celebrating baby's birthday.. gave her a surprise :) insider story~ and its long so shan't elaborate haha bought her nintendo ds lite and hope she likes it.. we ate at parkroyal hotel (near mustafa) their buffet was good but kinda expensive.. roughly $40 per head.. whooosh but still its not bad.. oh and lunch i had tepanyaki buffet (again) at goodwood park hotel.. food as good as usual~ but the place has become smaller.. much much smaller.. and its $40 per head also.. haha

basically thats about it.. went to watch golden compass yesterday with baby.. and it sucks.. 1.5 dots out of 5.. boring movie.. the only nice thing is it has cute animals :P should have watched enchanted.. haha

shall end here~ au reviour

[ coming back soon ]

2007-11-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i'm so disappointed!! of all people in this small camp, you have to be the one who least understands me when i thought you would.. you have to be the one who makes me feel like as if i'm being a bastard for the things i did.. and i thought i could trust you if i need someone to talk to.. guess i'm hoping too much from you..
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received news that i would most probably be back during the 1st week of dec..

yes its MOST PROBABLY.. so leave ur hopes as low as you could to prevent disappointment :)

zul left yesterday.. i was in moving beds when he left.. and went to toilet washed up and held back some tears.. afterall he is one of my closest and trusted one in brunei (other then the old batch of armour boys).. i will miss him greatly and no i don't show my emotions.. i always try to hold back, unless that particular emotion is anger.. haha anyways i do wish him all the best while he's in sg..

somehow i've acheived most of th things i planned to before i came to brunei.. so guess its high time for me to leave.. and guess its the best for most people.. guess its better without me nagging haha

definitely will miss the place and people here and erm.. lets hope the rest of my days are happy ones :)

[ zhu wo shen ri kuai le ]

2007-10-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i'm indeed touched..
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HAPPY 21st birthday to myself!!!!!! yes i'm 21 years old.. and of legal age to make major decisions, like watching a R21 show!!! ok.. no funny.. anyway~ recieved well wishes from.. ya la the usual peeps who have 'xin' :P

got prezzie from wei rui and cami.. they bought me a nike gym glove.. then jun hong and phillip gave me a yonex polo tee.. and erm.. on 19th they had a mini happy hour.. cut cakes and sang karaoke.. too bad i can't stay for long.. cause of regimental duty :(

and erm.. i got a shock of my life this morning when i received something from wei rui.. its the only thing i could relate closely back home right now.. and i'm really touched by wad was planned.. shan't elaborate since its something personal i guess..

baby, i love you and thats a fact that wouldn't change.. even in years to come i believe..

oh and erm.. recently received news that i most probably will be back on the 1st week of dec.. so watch out.. :P

[ feeling good ]

2007-10-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
what's next??
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somehow, its not easy trying hard to communicate and deal with people that u rarely have to do so.. for my case its the elite JC students~ its not like i can't talk to them at all but i just felt stupid a few weeks back.. we're having a conversation about kids meal.. or something~ and i made a passing comment that i can try for that kids offer (jokingly and obviously i can't) and one of them said 'u can if the go by intelligence'

i dunno why i did not flare up.. its not typical me to get insulted like that and yet not do anything about it.. i guess i've probably toned down??? or not??? well, guess sometimes i can't be bothered with their ignorant comments.. i do not know if it was intentional or not but thinking back, it did hurt~ well i guess i'm not popular among elite JC students?? heck.. it doesn't matter at all.. not anymore~ i've decided to be myself in future and thats it.. like it or not, its none of my fu*king business.. i've had enough of stubborn smart alec~ btw i'm saying this in general cause i do not wan to pin point anyone.. and i know this post till now is very contradictory to wad my title suggest but yes, i'm really feeling good.. this kind of stuffs always fail to bother me~ :) and i just need to express myself a little..

back to feeling good.. well well, feeling good cause i've been hitting the gym and result is coming out slowly.. and i feel good even though my body aches everyday.. at least now i dun feel as lethargic.. and also feeling good cause my mum bought a digi cam for the family :P and there's new bed in my room.. and now i sense the air con is reviving whahahaha i'm so looking forward to going back~ so yeah, i'm feeling very very very good right now :D and erm.. i'm 73 kg now :D glad that i'm progressing whahaha

*btw happy belated 20th birtday to dave bogay :P din manage to get net access till today so here goes and may ur dreams come true :D

[ ippt ]

2007-09-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i am damn shagged out!!!!
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ever tried so hard for ur ippt that u feel like ripping off your legs??

ever pulled 9 chin-ups and missed the gold standard by 1??

ever jumped SBJ at 230 and missed the gold mark by 4 cm???

ever did 37 sit-ups and missed the ippt gold by 1??

ever ran 10.2 secs and didn't manage to take 1 step faster to get the gold timing of 10.1 secs?

ever ran 9.45 mins for 2.4 km and missed the ippt gold timing by 1 sec???

ever trained so hard for 2 months or more and you know you've trained hard and well but when it comes to ippt day, you fumbled, stumbled, crumpled and cocked up every single station just by that small little bit???

ever had this feeling before?? ever felt like as though heaven is unfair?? ever felt that the station IC's didn't favour you?? ever felt like crushing your arms and legs just because you missed the mark, ippt gold mark, silver mark or even just the passing mark, by that bit???

i had acquantaince with this feeling before, something very similar.. just that i make everything but just the chin up.. and just because of that, i didn't manage to make it at command school.. but now, i'm proud, i repeat.. PROUD not arrogant, that i finally made it to ippt gold.. efforts for the past few months suddenly seem to worth it.. and another thing is.. i've clocked 200 km in about a month.. thats double joy for myself.. as for those who missed gold just by that bit and know that you've put in a lot of effort for training, dun despair.. next month's ippt would be your chance again.. and nothing is impossible.. cause even i could do it~!!! and until now i still can't really believe that fact.. yours truly is FINALLY a GOLD medallist!!!!!!

below's the result:
Chin ups - 15
Sit-ups - 40
SBJ - 239 cm
Shuttle run - 10.02 secs
2.4km run - 9 mins 23 secs

and erm.. will be $200 richer in my bank soon.. whahahahahahhaaha

[ happy birthday to ah Q ]

2007-08-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

well well, 21 years and still counting.. as years go by, we grow older.. but everythings the same cause we're still brothers :D

please do enjoy urself on that special day and erm.. hope u erm.. as usual, find ur miss right soon :P

[ stressed ]

2007-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
when the shorty is not around, there is sun shine..
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guess wad?? i just clocked 100 km of running within 2 weeks.. whahahaha so happy.. and i'm the 1st few to clock it in this camp.. anyway, that's beside the point.. now i'm going for my 2nd 100km to make it a grand total of 200 km.. lets hope i could do it by the end of august?? hmmmmm i'm kind of like running 10 km everytime so i guess it should be reasonable to complete that by the end of this month..

hmmmm btw, my officer is giving the stress to me le.. he wants me to get ippt gold by sept.. haix.. 2 of the new guys here got gold liao.. and sir seems to have high hopes on me getting it.. but my confidence level isn't really high.. in fact, everyone around me have high hopes of me getting ippt gold.. haix.. feeling real stress here.. my SBJ just can't seem to jump far.. running should be on track right now.. as for the rest, i should be on the 5 point standard.. now i'm just hoping that my knee doesn't die on me before my ippt next month.. its hurting more and more due to basketball last time.. and i think i strained it further while clocking my mileage.. haix.. lets hope i can get gold too.. its gonna be a good feeling wearing the ippt gold badge on ur left arm.. plus there's incentive as well hehe~ $200 extra in my bank is a good idea too whahaha

i've decided to learn driving as well.. starting next month.. not sure if i could convert or not but heck.. at least get the experience.. learning how to drive can't be bad anyway~ so no harm.. and its only freaking $500+++ haha

*edited* i've forgotten to blog on some of my emotional state.. so there goes.. ahaha

somehow, i feel i should shut up~ cause its like i'm one of the more "kpkb kia" here and i believe some new guys wouldn't like my style.. they dun know when i'm joking.. they can't take sarcasm jokes.. they simply take things in a way tooo serious manner.. its like sometimes i'm jokingly suanning them but they just took it so seriously and it sparks off a quarrel for no apparent reason.. all just because they don't understand me and i don't understand them either.. i think this is because most of them are jc students (with excellent result, like really good) and i simply can't communicate with them in their manner.. neither could they do it in my manner.. it seems that they have their ego and pride and i have mine and they can't take straight forwardness.. i just so happen to be the very straight forward kind.. and its not that i dun say things without going thru my head.. its just that i hope for the best out of everyone here and i hope everyone works hard.. and definitely i teach whatever i know to them too but i dun think they understand that.. so ya.. guess i shall just shut up and let them do it their style.. afterall, their the majorities here and they're gonna be the one staying here longer.. it doesn't really matter to me whether in the end, i'm gonna be part of them or not.. cause i believe that only probably a few of them are gonna be real friends that i would keep.. as for the rest whom i couldn't communicate, no point in me wanting the best of them.. cause in the end, it doesn't matter.. i may sound kind of stone hearted here but hey, thats the fact of life and i dun wish to put on a mask too often.. so ya~ there goes..

shall end here le.. still have around 3 more months before i can go back sg.. i know you peeps are missing me back there right :X haha will be back really soon so wait for me~

my dear usual cliques, i miss you guys, everyday~

and

baby, i miss you every single day i'm here..

[ slimming down ]

2007-07-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
ippt gold is just a few steps away...
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i've successfully cut my weight to 76kg.. hmmm not bad eh?? and now i'm working towards ippt gold.. lets hope i could do it..

life here has been pretty bored.. but had bbq last friday.. and we ate lots of good food~ sting ray, prawns, sotong, chicken fillet, beef, choco fondue and lots of lots of *ahem* drinks *ahem*.. din expect to be able to drink here :D but had lots of fun singing in function hall and drinking~

i'm in a dilemma whether to take driving here or not.. cause the rule for us to convert is not very clear.. not sure if its total stay of 6 months or after getting license must stay for 6 months.. hmmmm anyway shall end here~

i noe u peeps miss me.. i miss u peeps tooooo :(

baby i miss u badly too...

[ i broke my record ]

2007-06-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
in order to set things right, you have to see things right..
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oh gosh!!! i haven't been updating for a month!!! :(

i'm lazy.. and there's like practically nothing to update about.. this few days could be the more happening days :P

had BBQ yesterday, only Aries Members.. erm~ aries club is the man level people in my camp.. the specialist gang is called scorpio and the officers are called erm... ya the officers lol~ anyway, had fun during the bbq, the chefs did a terrific job on the food.. and we drank in camp.. erm.. try guessing wad we drink :P

anyway, our camp's sergeant major (RQMS) recently made a very very bad decision.. that is to replace our individual tables to GS tables.. gs tables in layman's term is basically field table.. we normally only use it outfield.. and i dun get it~!! why the fuck do we have FIELD TABLES in our sleeping quarters?!?!?! he might as well ask me to sleep in the tank -.-" its a stupid decision and yet i can't understand why aries' IC and 2IC couldn't help us reject that.. mabbe i'm not in their shoes but i really can't find an excuse for that.. argh~!!

basically thats all thats more happening haha life here is still ok, my bunk mate is good at least we could converse.. though i still prefer the old guys.. its like these people are just a replacement, at least for now.. and staff vic ain't getting any popular with the new guys.. as usual haha

i miss baby, i miss my family and friends who are waiting for me in singapore.. sian... shall end here.. bye peeps

[ wow ]

2007-05-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
live range is coming!!!
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so sianz.. its been a gazillion years since i've updated..

been doing well here so peeps who are still worrying, do not worry.. i'm ok here~

this update wun be a long one~ shall keep it short..

this whole month been doing saf day's stuffs.. and erm some disputes~ well shan't mention anymore.. its just the juvenile act of superiors.. and i am still damn disappointed with saf~ heck it la..

i'm missing home and missing my dearest frens and love.. argh~!!! especially the old guys are leaving.. i wonder if the new guys would click with me.. as compared to this batch of guys..

mother's day is coming and i'm not in sg to celebrate with mum :(

lets hope everyone is doing well in sg ok?? and i love you peeps.. will update again~

[ missing home ]

2007-04-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

god, its only a week or 2.. and i'm missing home :(

missing kelly

missing my family

missing my brothers

i dunnno why i'm here actually.. i can't find any reason why i'm here.. and that kinda sucks~

i think i'm losing everything soon.. :(

is this the post brunei syndrome??? tell me i'm just feeling depress and nothing is gonna change when i go back.. tell me i'll still be playing pool with my brothers when i'm back in sg.. tell me my mum still dotes me~ tell me kelly loves me still :(

outta here..

[ spidey webs ]

2007-04-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
brunei pizza huts have the best service!! :)
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been so damn long since i last blogged.. totally no mood for blogging cause i'm in brunei :( and this time its 7 months tour HAIX..

this few days din do anything much.. staff vic is preparing for the SAF day decorations which is on july.. o.o?? kinda early rite???? i also dunno how come we start so early to prepare.. anyway, have been exercising this few days.. feeling the effect of it.. arms aching, chest feeling pain and david (not bogay -.-") says that my leg look slimmer haha lets hope my goal will come true :D

2 days ago just moved into my new bunk, been busy cleaning up the mess my upper-study left me.. thats damn fucked up.. lucky now its all nice and cosy haha and lucky david, who happens to be my bunk mate is a clean freak.. which means maintaining the cleanlinest would be easier..

peeps who worry for me can rest assure i'm fine here.. everything is more or less settled down.. so dun worry.. and ya i miss you peeps too :(

shall end here.. bye~!

i love you baby :)

[ lalala ]

2007-03-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i'm bringing my cue to brunei :D
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oh my~ taking a chartered flight to brunei.. 5th april 2.05am flight~ means i'll have to reach airport at 12.05 am sianz!!!! thats so damn fucking early lor :( anyway, today till next weds (4th apr), i'll be on embarkation leave :P means i'm gonna be so free.. haha so faster ask me out k?? if not no chance..

had live range on weds.. i missed the marksman badge by 1 shot :( damn disappointed.. oh and the new birds just reported to HQ on monday.. means i have my replacement almost set :D lets hope for the better??

shall end here~ oh i still have yet to upload some pictures.. but stay tune ya?? nites..

*baby, i love that card :)*

[ a gazillion years? ]

2007-03-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
acer laptop in the house :)
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its been so damn long since i last blogged.. simply not in the mood and i just can't find time to blog~ busy preparing for my stuffs for the brunei perm staff trip :( just bought an acer laptop from funan.. free carrying case, free optical mouse and free 100gb external HD.. all for $2k hmmmmm worth it?? its the aspire 5580 series.. the one thats nearest to $2k is the one i bought ahhahaha anyway, mum paid for it 1st and i'll be paying her back when i return..

guess i still have lots of packing and preparation to do.. shall blog again real soon and with pictures mabbe? haha

[ boarding soon ]

2007-03-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

woo hoo, now at the changi airport gate E2.. boarding in probably 1 hours time~

will be back on 17th so cya peeps soon :) au revoir

[ forget me not... ]

2007-03-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
"stop whining!! its not like its the end of the world!!" sometimes this sentence don't work all the time.. for all those who whine knows that its not the end of the world, its just that something has happened that incurred the necessity to whine..
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flying tomorrow to Brunei for 10 days.. from 7th to 17th march, after that coming back to Singapore for about a week or so.. then flying back to Brunei at around 26th march for 6 months minimum.. and guess wad? i just got to know this news probably last week this is fucked up.. i dun have time to do my FFI's and clearance.. neither do i have the time to pack ALL my stuffs in my bunk.. so in other words, if i have no choice but to fly on 26th march, my embarkation leave would be wasted cause it would be as if i'm not on leave -.-" i dun understand why is it so rush.. why can't they forecast probably 6 months ahead or at least 3 months to get NSFs well prepared for the trip.. its not like is un-forecastable (is there such word?) haix.. i think i'm a victim of the dark side of SAF :(

i think this 6 months trip would be healthy for me.. and just healthy for me ONLY~ i'll probably become fitter, fulfilling some of my 07' resolutions like getting IPPT gold and gettting into better shape.. but i think thats it for me~ money wise, not really attracted.. can't say its not attractive but to me its just something extra.. it doesn't really make much difference in my life~ my family is still coping well and dun need this extra cash.. of cause an extra income would be good but it'll be better off for me if i stay in singapore without that money.. i'll be a happier man :) so to me this trip is only for me to keep fit.. nothing else~ it doesn't hold any meaning to me.. i dun see a point in my presence over there, its like with or without me, its still the same.. so i'll probably go there and do more exercises, save up some money for studies and spend some on self indulgence and friend's birthday prezzies and blah blah blah stuffs.. and in the end, not saving up enough LOL so this trip holds even lesser meaning now.. haix :( forget me not peeps.. though i'm not physically with you guys but i'll be back soon.. BACK AND BETTER!!!! so watch out for my muscles and my extremely good cuesport skills (cause i'm bringing my cue over for sure) :X and i really do hope nothing changes.. i really hope kelly and me remain the same and is still being part of the usual khakis, even if it change, its for the better.. so please do not lose contact with me when i'm there ya? cause i'll be online every weekends and nights out (probably?) please keep me in the loop, keep me informed of wad is happening, update me about singapore and what you peeps are doing, update me if you miss me or not, update me if baby is sick, update me whether you guys won any competition or not, update me if you guys are buying birthday presents for the usual khakis and family cause i wanna share even though i'm not around.. just keep me updated let me know that i'm not yet being replaced~ let me know that i'm still the one and only in my baby's heart, let me know that the usual peeps would still jio me out for all the programs when i come back to SG and let me know that the usual khakis, my baby and family would be at the airport welcoming me back when i return.. just keep me in the loop..

and i'll be glad :)

[ flying soon ]

2007-02-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
fail to prepare, then prepare to fail.
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yawns.. so tired~ came online check email and read this.. quite interesting and scary actually:

"This is a true story of a young college gurl who past away last month. her name is Priya.she was hit by a lorry. She have a boy friend named Shankar. Both of them are true lovers. They always hang on the phone. u can never see her without her handphone.

She spends 3/4 of the day talking with shankar. Priya's family knows about their relationship. Shankar is very close with Priya's family (just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her frens "If I pass away please burn me with my handphone" she also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, ppl cant carry her coffin. i was there. a lot of them tried to do so but still cant , everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result is still the same. Eventually, they called their neighbour, a "bomoh" from thailand (pak Darin), who is a fren of her father. he took a sit and started speaking to himself slowly. after a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here". then her frens told Darin bout her intentions to burn her with her phone. He then opened the coffin and place her phone and SIM card inside the casket. after that they tried to carry the coffin. It could be moved and they carried it into the van easily. all of us were shocked. (can u feel the fear. i'm shaking at this moment)

Priya's parents didnt inform Shankar that Priya had passed away. (pity Shankar). after 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom. Shankar :...."Atte, I'm coming home 2day. cook something nice for me. Dont tell Priya that i'm coming home 2day. i wanna suprise her." Her mother replied....."u come home first, i wanna tell u something very important." after he came to shah alam, they told him the truth about Priya.

Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. he was laughing and said "dont try to fool me. tell Priya to come out. i have a gift for her.pls stop this nonsense". then they show him the original death certificate to him. they gave him proof to make him believe.(Shankar started to sweat)....... He said... "its not true. we were spoke yesterday. she still calls me. Shankar was shaking. suddenly, shankar's phone rang. "see this is from Priya. see this..." he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer.he talked using the loudspeaker mode. all of them heard
his conversation.

Loud and clear. no cross lines, no humming. it is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her simcard since it is nailed inside the coffin they were so shocked and asked for pak darin's help again. pak darin brought his master (Tok Chen) to solve this matter. he & Darin worked for 5 hours. than they discovered one thing...

Starhub has the best coverage :)"

LOL anti-climax? anyway, i'm flying to brunei next week.. MARTELL HERE I COME!!! :P nites peeps

[ OMG ]

2007-02-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i need freedom and money badly~!!! and these are the 2 things SAF can't provide me with :(
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damn, its been so so long since i last updated.. 2 weeks LOL guess its getting boring-er and boring-er :P

anyway, chinese new year was ok for me.. grandpa's passing away didn't really affect much.. just that din do visiting, 3 days all spent at my aunts house eating and nua-ing haha getting fatter.. this year ang bao took home $300++ every year also about the same.. oh ya and went to baby's house this year, her family all not 'pang dang'.. 1st time saw her familyssssssss so pai seh.. :P but still ok cause her family all very friendly..

mum seems like in the mood for dogs HAHA looks like a new member is gonna be added to our family soon.. tentatively a chihuahua hmmmm lets hope we can really get it haha been wanting a dog for so long~ but i think mum will be even busier when we have a dog.. cause have to spend more time cleaning the dog, walking the dog, feeding the dog, trimming the dog and etc etc.. well well, up to her~ i'll do my part by taking it to the vet and care center if need be :)

friday played pool after booking out and eating dinner.. same for today.. tml will be playing again, hope that i can get my stroke right :D

damn sianz.. in office now, i'm holding 3 post, course/leave/despatch clerk -.-" its like so fucking busy for me.. and people in office LOVES to spoil market~ backstabbers everywhere oh gosh!! looks like i have to be selfish and fend for myself.. can't be the Mr Nice Guy all the time~ if not sooner or later everything also arrow me.. i'm sick of this already :( why can't everyone just do their part?? just dun do wad is not expected of you, just do wad you should do.. why some people just loves to be the hero spoiling the market.. its like FUCK!! dun sabo can???!??

damn.. think i'll end here, gonna sleep soon.. gonna dream about baby soon.. i look forward to seeing her every book out/nites out.. adious

[ still not there yet ]

2007-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
god, please give me more then 24 hours a day for my weekends :(
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alright, its sunday once again.. as usual, played pool haha quick recap for the week..

nothing much from monday till wednesday.. the usual paper work stuffs~ argh!!! sick and tired of being sick and tired~ well actually something did happen but i believe its best that we keep it in the room.. sometimes i just wonder if its worth to work so hard for our superiors.. its not like we're gonna get a huge pay rise or something *rolls eye* i mean it just doesn't pay to be kind.. we just get all the damn arrows and when something happens, we take the black pot.. this is shit, real real shit.. they dun even a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e~ all they know how to do is complain that we are lucky to get combatant's pay but doing clerical job.. which is in fact quite f*cked up cause i'd rather go chiong sua with my friends then to stay in the god damn office trying hard to help but no one appreciates the effort.. no doubt there is the perks like more freedom~ for example, canteen breaks OTOT, book out every friday, no need to wake up 5am everyday, no need to sleep early everyday, no area inspection everyday etc etc.. but still, it doesn't feel good when you're trying to do something for the superiors but all they can do is ask you not to do unnecessary stuffs, not to be kaypo.. and when you dun do the unnecessary stuffs, they will start to say we dun take initiatives.. well, very familiar and typical situations eh?? i believe a lot of us are going thru' this shit.. *clap clap* so much for being kind and helpful.. bahz!

thursday had area cleaning.. but before area cleaning, we went to play soccer hahaha yes, soccer.. i know you guys must be jaw dropping now and feeling surprised that the guy who has a pair of retarded legs is playing soccer lol yes i know i can't play for nuts but i think its time for me to pick up that sport.. probably play it socially la LOL cause its the trend in army leh.. no one plays basketball :P shit i digressed.. back to topic.. after soccer did area cleaning and DAMN!! i never knew the bunk was that dirty LOL cleaned till 11.30 pm.. bathe then sleep~

friday did nothing.. met baby at cck then went home for dinner~ oh and did i mention that my sim card got disconnected from thurs - friday?? yeah.. cause my aunt upgraded my plan to get the free phone.. and it comes with a 3G sim card which i have to use.. haha.. so i practically survived 2 days without handphone :P

saturday and sunday went to play pool.. saturday was sucky, really sucky.. although i can feel that its coming but i just din expect myself to play that badly :( but luckily the later part of the game wasn't so bad haha.. went to eat at newton circle for both days.. saturday was weekson's treat~ his birthday is coming and we shared money for his cue.. damn it~!!! his viking cue is so 'chio'.. but expensive la.. and eugene sucked most of the cost.. but still, its a damn beautiful cue and i think its worth the money la.. most important of all, weekson is a player who deserved that cue.. hands down :)

mike's operation is coming soon.. i'm hoping the best for him~ i still need him to teach me how to do leave stuffs :X so take care mike, and do bake more cookies when u come back :P i'll look forward to seeing you again with a healthy leg :) haha

shall end here.. next week is CNY and i still dun feel the CNY mood hmmm :| adious peeps

[ can't seem to get enough ]

2007-02-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
audit findings~ a guy was given 10 extra guard duty on weekend by his csm, and he did 7 CONSECUTIVE days of weekend guard duty, in other words, he was confined for like 3 weeks++ doing guard duty -.-" this is freaking sadistic.. the dark side of SAF
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today din book in lol cause went for HR audit @ kranji.. i'm the auditor and it feels good.. to find people's mistakes haha and guess wad?? i'm checking on interview booklets LOL and i tot that's suppose to be ~~mike's~~ qin feng's job :P

anyway, reach the place around 8.20.. i nearly got lost cause i think i went to the back gate?? and its freaking locked and there's no one there lol the whole audit finished pretty early.. around 2++ but one of the 'uncle' keep on waste time -.-" in the end only manage to go home at around 5+..

on my way home from yew tee, kept thinking if i should play pool.. then messaged eugene and dave.. in the end also did not get to play cause all not free.. should have just gone and practice myself lol..

my thirst for pool seem to be increasing, as in really increasing by a lot.. its been like so long since i felt passionate about a sport.. 2nd time in fact~ the 1st was basketball.. i've been good at it and i'm really 'crazy' over it :P but now its pool.. and i can feel the thirst is even much more then basketball.. its like i wanna play EVERYDAY, practice my shots EVERY SINGLE DAY (with baby beside me playing with me :D).. this new passion seem to have re-defined the word 'passion' in my heart.. basketball was probably a favourite hobby that i feel 'passionate' about, whereas pool is a PASSION, in the sense i wanna make it my job.. i wanna play it for a living.. i wanna be a professional cuesports player.. ARGH!! dunno wad i'm talking about also.. guess no one understands how i'm feeling rite now.. i'm kinda making no sense lol

i'm missing baby a lot.. even though every saturday and sunday i could see her, its still not enough.. on sunday's, time with her seem even shorter cause it's my usual pool session.. and she'll normally arrive later.. a gentle and understanding gesture today by her touched me deeply~ knowing that my competition is nearing and i'm lacking of practice, she willingly offered to sacrificed this saturday to practice with me.. thats something that i appreciate a lot.. it means a lot to me~ and i just hope that i could have her by my side for every single pool session.. just her presence alone means a lot.. i dunno, it just seem to matter a lot.. even though she always says that i misses shot when she's around, i firmly believe its because i'm not able to focus well after long session of pool.. i still believe she's not the deciding factor of me making or missing a shot.. it still boils down to my individual concentration during games~ i wan her to be around during my competition.. and i wanna prove to myself that its not true i'll miss shot when she's around :)

I LOVE YOU BABY..

[ Samsung Ultra Edition 8.4 ]

2007-02-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i've got a new sexy fone :)
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today quite busy, went shopping.. haha bought a 1gb microSD card for my phone.. and a pair of nice Crocs for mummy :) went to marina square with baby, to buy the crocs 1st.. and shopped around for fen mei's birthday gift~ happy birthday gurl!! its been some time since i've met up with the sec school peeps.. oh gosh! reminisce the past man.. anyway, mum love the crocs but she finds it expensive.. i found it reasonable for a pair of comfy shoes~ haha

anyway, last week bought a converse sweater.. self-indulgence haha bought it at $89.90.. not exactly cheap but as compared to nike, adidas and puma.. thats one of the cheaper alternative~ kinda like the design.. :P

tml have pool session as usual.. have to start training even harder now~ the competition is about a month away and yet i'm playing like f*ck.. although the intention of joining the monthly tournament is just for the experience, i still hope to win more in the tourny haha~ ya i noe i'm damn egoistic :P

NS life nowadays is damn sianz.. doesn't hold much meaning for me anymore~ everyday doing clerical stuffs.. answer call until i sian, doing stuffs that i do not know how to do.. leave matters are mostly alright for me, but for course matters?? argh~! damn f*cked up la.. somemore i may be going brunei for 6 months soon.. like really soon~ probably march will be flying.. haix~ going to brunei is for sure, just a matter of how long :( 3 weeks? 6 months?? 1 year??? i really have no f*cking idea.. i'll be glad if its just 3 weeks, will be ok with 6 months, but think i'll be damn depress if i have to go for a year :( now i'm praying, praying real hard that i'll fall within the 3 weeks and 6 months category..

got to go now.. have to catch some rest for tml's pool :)

[ 1 year ]

2007-01-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

1 year has gone and i believe there's many more years to come :)

Happy 1 Year Anniversary baby..

i love you~

[ chapter ended ]

2007-01-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
pool, pool, pool and more pool.. its time to get serious~ too little time for too many stuffs :(
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the 5 day funeral ended yesterday.. my grandpa is cremated at bright hill a.k.a guang ming shan.. he kind of passed away very peacefully~ i dun feel really sad.. i just can't bear to let him leave, that's all..

alright, funeral stuffs aside, recently very very 'gian' to play pool.. as in playing it seriously in a serious manner.. i'm always 'gian' but now i feel more for it you see.. competition is nearing and yet i can't get the serious mood back haha guess i'm too accustomed to playing leisurely.. think i have to really concentrate when playing.. at least learn to focus and think more..

hmmmm basically nothing much.. shall end here.. going off byes~!

[ my grandpa passed away ]

2007-01-18T08:37:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
its not a good feeling..
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my grandpa passed away last monday.. according to the chinese calendar and way of counting, he is considered to pass away on tuesday.. monday 11.37pm he went away..

funeral will be held until this saturday 11am.. those who wanna come please do sms me for the address.. its at my aunt's house (zai's house) so those who know where is it and wans to come, just gimme a sms will do..

[ ohh la la ]

2007-01-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
nites off :)
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woosh.. this few weeks has been pretty relaxing for me~ brunei trip do nothing, come back immediately chalet which also do nothing.. then holiday go out play also do nothing~ now so fast going weekend soon le whahaha

looking forward to weekends cause can play pool, can go out, can see baby :) just joined toa payoh snooker zone monthly friendly match.. hope to play well :P shall blog again soon ciaos

[ happy birthday to you ]

2006-12-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ervina!!!

1 year older.. but i bet you're still a kid LOL

anyway, may your dreams come true :)

edited** i saved as draft.. again -.-"

[ back from brunei ]

2006-12-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
argh!! guard duty on 2 consecutive friday :(
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finally back from brunei.. actually came back 3 days ago but too tired and lazy to update.. so here goes~

merry belated x'mas 1st of all lol i spent my x'mas in brunei :( brunei is a relatively conservative country by nature, due to it's country's strong religious believe and its already their tradition to be conservative.. but life there is very very peaceful and very simple.. they dun really have night activities and entertainment there~ and normally they knock off at around 4.30 or 5.. there's nothing much to buy over there so too bad peeps.. no overseas prezzie for all whahaha oh and its not as run down as i initially tot it would be.. although their 'orchard road' is only a small shopping centre, but amenities there are good enough.. internet cafes are everywhere and there's lots of hotspots for laptop users..

people there dun ride motorbikes btw, cause probably motorbikes to them is considered a higher class mode of transport?? i dunno.. but they sure have lots of cars LOL more then singapore, more then their population.. and they dun have public buses nor taxis to flag.. at least none that i've seen of.. and neither do they stay in HDB flats.. cause they all have their own private estates.. be it grand ones or run down ones, they ALL have their own small piece of land lol

anyway, life there could be pretty boring if you're the chiongster kind lol and erm.. oil is not the only abundant resource there.. pirated stuffs are everywhere too lol and they all look so damn freaking real haha

thats basically about all in brunei.. nothing much cause i can't blog much about military stuffs.. sensitive you see lol came back singapore on 26th dec and had to go to the manpower branch chalet the very next day :( quite boring throughout the chalet.. actually i would really prefer them giving us 3 days off rather then chalet.. saves the hassle of having to book this that and organise this and that~

oh and i bought chivas at dfs :D my dearest usual peeps, wanna drink some martell or chivas on 31st?? :P i'm feeling all so alcoholic right now whahaha

and baby, i loved that long sleeve t-shirt.. its really nice and beautiful~ i love it :) muacks love ya..

shall end here, will update soon (again) lol

[ happy birthday eugene ]

2006-12-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
erm.. another edited date?? lol no choice.. read those below~ anyway i am still at brunei on this date =.=" x2
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Happy birthday bro..

hope you'll get wad u wan.. *ahem* gi_lfr_n *cough*

and erm.. study hard and get good results~ pool faster win competition hor lol

oh.. and i still believe u'll lose me 7-0 one of this days :X just kidding :D

[ happy birthday baby ]

2006-12-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i edited the date cause i'm afraid brunei has no internet shops lol.. this is a pre-posting of my birthday wish to baby.. in any case, its only meant for baby so read the one before that.. and erm, i should be in brunei on this date.. =.="
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Baby, today is your birthday..

Happy birthday and i love you..

you must must must must must must must take care of yourself when i'm not around..

and...

you must must must must must must must find programs for yourself cause i know that ur only program is always me and me only..

i know you will take care of yourself and wun make me worry :)

i know.. cause you're my baby :)

hong shouting from brunei:

LAO PO, I LOVE YOU

muacks..

[ F32 ]

2006-12-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

blogging from changi airport..

gate F32..

i can't find any reason why Changi airport is not the best..

such services make its customers feel comfy all around :)

anyway, will be entering the gate in about 30 mins time???

so cya peeps about a month later

ciao.. and i miss baby and my gang and my mum and hope mum's giddy spells are getting better..

[ flight confirmed ]

2006-11-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
holy shit!!! i'm flying ALONE!!! :(
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flight is confirmed.. taking commercial flight, Royal Brunei Airlines~ seems ok..

so far the information i know is.....

- Royal Brunei Airlines
- only one flying.. means no other SAF personal will be with me until i reach Brunei
- taking flight number BI 422 there and BI 421 back
- departure time is 1340, 1st dec.. have to reach 2.5 hours before departure time to check in
- arrival time back to SG is estimated at 1245, 26th dec.. terminal 2 for both arrival and departure
- departure row is row 03 according to the info i found on internet
- taking Airbus A319 economy class for both depart and arrive..
- lunch provided for both journey
- going to Lancer
- flight estimated time is about 2 hour 10 mins (5 mins for departure)

ya, thats about it.. for peps worrying for me, dun worry cause i'll take care of myself.. i'ma big big big ~~boy~~ man already~ dun worry bout me getting lost in brunei, there'll be people there to fetch me.. dun worry bout me unable to locate the people who is suppose to fetch me cause i've got the camp's number.. dun worry bout me getting lost in transition like how some people's luggage got lost, cause i'm not a fucking luggage lol anyway i'm gonna say all this once and for all.. cause as far as i know, i'll be flying quite often.. probably 3-6 times in my NS life~ so dun wanna keep giving assurance unnecessarily.. cause somehow i feel the more assurance i give, the more dangerous it seems LOL so just gotta get use to it ;)

by the time i'm back, x'mas will be over :( saddening..

to my usual gangs, merry x'mas in advance, very very advance i mean..

to cynthia~ happy 21st birthday.. u dun say it but i know u miss me :X *thick skin* just kidding

and to baby, i love you as usual :)

[ fly away ]

2006-11-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
if only i had a choice..
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new skin.. nice?? designed myself.. edited the previous one here and there and got this.. made one for baby too :) mine is brown and her's pink whahaa..

anyway, been about 2 weeks since i updated.. lazy to update lol and seriously have no idea wad to update about.. its all about boring army stuffs and all i do in office is slack and do paper work.. will be flying off to brunei this friday :( tml will have to go down to CMPB to collect my air tix haix.. fucked up~ my actual flight which is 1st dec to 22nd dec is extended to 26th dec :( you noe wad that means????? it means i am gonna celebrate my x'mas in brunei.. ALL ALONE :( argh.. i seriously dun wanna fly now.. but no choice haix

when i come back, if i have enuff money, i swear i'll buy a new playing cue..

and subsequent trips will probably help me get my jump/break cue.. or just a break cue.. *shrugs*

anyway.. watched step up last week~ quite nice, worth spending the money if you enjoy looking at people dancing.. lol 3.5/5 dots i give

shall end here peeps.. when i'm back i'll update more.. au revoir

[ flying ]

2006-11-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
cock up
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just received news 2 days ago from my sir that i'll be flying off to brunei.. from 1st dec to 22nd dec.. fucked up :( dec always is filled with programs.. i'll have to give those very very looked forward programs a miss this year :(

i'm going to miss cynthia's 21st birthday party

i'm going to miss my brother's chalet

most importantly..

i'm going to miss eugene's birthday

and..

MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY :(

this is so fucked up.. flying to brunei and standing in for the brunei gunner is suppose to be good news for me.. cause i'm just a stand in gunner and going brunei means relax life + more money.. but this 1st flight to brunei is definitely not a good news.. cause i'll not be able to be physically present for those important dates .. haix!!!

now... i'm totally sian 1/2 :(

some one, just anyone please get me out of army soon..

[ lack of updates ]

2006-11-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i'm a docu clerk who gets combat pay, thus i have to stay slightly later after work so that SAF doesn't give me the combat pay for nothing -.-" this logic is pretty lame
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oh god, the lack of updates are making my blog very very very boring.. lol but i'm really getting lazy cause i'm normally out during weekends :P

anyway, a quick recap on my birthday.. which is about a month ago~ went for dinner at Pow Sing Restaurant.. simply delicious!! although its a bit pricey but for 9 peeps its considered reasonably expensive.. strongly recommend their black pepper deer meat and crispy tauhu and their dunno wad prawn.. lol i'm typing this entry and salivating at the same time shit!@! anyway after dinner, went to chill at coffee bean then went straight to monstercue.. stayed there till 2 am i think, then went home..

thanks again peeps for the presents and warmest wishes :)

today went shopping at VivoCity with baby, that place is seriously big.. it seems that we have yet to complete the whole shopping centre lol and there's lots of shops there~ great for hardcore shoppers lol

shall end here 1st, think i'll try to be less lazy haha ciao

[ yee haa ]

2006-11-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

thanks guys for the birthday presents.. i love all of them :)

will update soon~ feeling lazy rite now :X

[ happy birthday to me ]

2006-10-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

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rant of the day:
if you can't do it after trying really really hard, it means you can't!! stop acting like you have the confidence.. cause that is irritating -.-"
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thanks peeps.. receive some well wishes from frens for my birthday~ thanks a lot :) following are the peeps:

Cynthia, 00.04: Hapi bday 2 u

Ervina, 00.46: Happy Birthday Hong! 20yrs old le wor.. So fast.. Haha.. Old le! Next time must call u uncle hong.. Lol.. Hope u hav already booked out n get to enjoy ur 1st bdae with your gf.. Must be very memorable wor.. :-* may our friendship + u & gene + dave + zai + quan + etc lasts 4ever.. Even if we rarely meet..

Cailing & Kelvin 02.54: elloz.. happy birthday to you.. if i'm wrong today today your birthday right .. smile and take care okie.. from me and kel =>

Halif 08.24: Happy 20th Bbirthday..! Haha..

Aaron 13.21: Happy birdday

Christina 14.58: Happy birthday hongie....! May you be so lovable, so nice, so happy always always always!

Cheryl (msn) 20.14: happy birthday to yA...!!!

David 23.57: Bro! Still not late to wish ya. Its 11.58! Keke. Happy bday buai a! May all ur wishes come true!

and received 3 calls from Eugene, Zai, Quan.. thanks a lot peeps~

today booked out at 5+.. met baby after her work @ cck then went home straight.. reached home around 7~ then went to eat dinner with mum.. had 'zi cha' :) yummy then after eating went home slack.. receive present from mum~ a red packet and my brother bought me adidas perfume :) thanks a lot a lot.. really appreciate that~

well gtg.. will update more soon..

baby.. thanks for the cap and belt~ i really love it a lot :D muacks muacks

[ nites out ]

2006-10-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:

birthday approaching in about 3 hours time.. :)
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tonite had nites out.. but doesn't seem enough :( how i wish i could stay home tonite..

adious

[ happy birthday ]

2006-10-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mum :) hope u faster tio toto :D

oh and christina too.. haha wish u all the best..

[ no no to confinement ]

2006-10-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i hate confinement!!
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phew.. i just escaped from being confined haha actually this weekend is supposed to be burned off~ but luckily our commanders pushed forward the trainings to thurs and friday.. thus i can book out :)

anyway this few days our trainings are mostly in air-coned room.. so not very shiong~ quite fun and relaxing in fact, get to play with the simulator tank haha but there's a lot of things to remember.. come to think of it, being a gunner isn't easy at all.. hand and finger and brain and leg coordination must be damn zai!@!! everything have to be fast and precise and gotta be decisive.. one wrong button pressed = getting charge on court and that means going to detention barracks -.-" thats why they say tank gunner's are kinda like the elites of Armour.. lol see~! i'm typical singaporean, know how to 'por' myself :X whaha

next week hope i can really book out early.. probably thursday or wad~ :) my birthday is here.. anyone wanna assist me in striking off my wishlist items?? espcially those expensive ones :X just updated a few.. a lot of levi's stuffs~ VAIN VAIN VAIN :X so getting me levi's might just make me more vain whahahhaha gtg bye

muacks baby :)

[ friday book out ]

2006-10-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i dun like people who wans to perform too much.. initiative is good but too much of that shit is irritating~
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OH YEAH!! i booked out last nite.. cause saturday has no gunner training :) and for the next 4 - 5 weeks, if theres no training on saturday, i'll be booking out on friday :P damn shiok!! then after my training period over, i'll be booking out every friday and having nites out every weds or tues :D HQ life is too damn slack whahaha

last nite reached home around 9.15.. washed my clothes and went to bed at around 11~ damn shagged!!! sleep is never enough for me i guess haha then today woke up at 9 am.. later on will be fetching baby off from work then going to bugis~ she gotta buy prezzie for dave's bdae celebration.. guess will be meeting eugene later on at bugis too.. anyway gtg~ ciao

[ happy birthday dave ]

2006-10-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to bogay........
Happy birthday to you!!!!

:) all da best in ur goals..

[ voila ]

2006-10-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
SAF, you seriously took away a lot of my loved stuffs in life.. i'm feeling very negative about having to serve the nation right now :(
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this 2 weeks has been busy on weekend thus the lack of updates..

2 weeks into my Gunner Course and i'm still doing fine.. just did servicing and maintenance of the vehicle yesterday and it really sucks :( caused my book out timing to delay.. sad case -.-" anyway last week went to army market, make name tag.. fucking expensive.. $24 bucks~ i think i kanna chop liao.. SIAN! then later going army market again.. buy spanner, screw driver, pincer, penknife and LED torch.. gonna waste money again.. i'm really getting broke-broker-brokest already ARGH! stupid and fucked up.. can't they just provide us with the fucking tools?!?!?! grrrrr

last saturday went to play pool.. loving it~ but simply not enough time haix.. eugene and dave joined the klassic pool competition.. me and quan have to fucking serve the nation so can't join~ sianz

this few weeks did not really go out a lot.. baby came to my house nua most of the time~ bah!! boring.. life is getting bored~!!! how i wish i could take a month holiday with baby.. :)

oh ya i just updated my wishlist a bit :D since my birthday is coming :X

[ armourer ]

2006-09-17T11:51:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
(S)tupid (A)nd (F)ucked up ----> this is so damn true at times..
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i'll be wearing the black beret soon.. yeah, got posted to HQ armour.. vocation you're asking?? AFV OPR-SM1.. according to XR's friend who used to be a LTA at HQ armour, it refers to Armour Fighting Vehicle Operator on SM1 TANK -.-" other words, i'll be riding the tank i guess~ damn, why didn't the MP take me??? as if not being able to go command sch is sad enough, now even the MP doesn't wants me :( alright i've already faced the fact that in SAF, as long as you pass your IPPT, you are already almost command sch guranteed -.-" no they dun fucking care if you have leadership qualities or not.. they just want physically fit people.. come to think of it, it makes perfect sense~ they need people who can fight.. not people who could motivate.. so ya~ forget it :| have already taken it into my stride that i'm not command sch calibre yet LOL

oh and btw, congrats to those going OCS :) really happy and you guys deserved it.. esp SJ and chun.. work hard and bring the sword of honour home :D oh and chun please dun OOT on the 2nd week.. NO!! sorry, dun even OOT throughout the 9 months and brush up your god damn english.. i can't imagine you having to ask your man how to pronounce this and that when you're giving RO LOL so please!!!! :X

anyway, haven been updating because i'm lazy (again!).. watch a few movie this 2 weeks.. Little Man, The Host and Devil Wears Prada~ Little Man was so-so.. expecting a lot more from the white chick duo.. but kinda disappointed so ya 2.5/5 dots.. The Host is just okok also.. the computer graphics are actually quite lousy LOL so 3/5 dots~ devil wears prada hmmmm very nice show.. a must watch if you like to see babes in nice clothings lol 4/5 dots.. would worth the money even on weekends~

my birthday is coming in about a month time.. baby asked me wad i wanted a few times~ given it a tought and still dunno.. except for those on the wishlist >>>> i seriously can't think of wad i really wanted yet.. it seems there's a lot of things i want but i just can't think of any.. wad the hell~! i dunno wad i'm blogging already lol will update soon and HOPE I DUN HAVE TO STAY IN!!!!! :)

*baby, i love you!!! :) lets hope that i need not stay in.. hehe*

[ Saving Private Lim Hong ]

2006-09-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
aftermath of POP = a lot of clothes to wash and a lot of stuffs to unpack -.-"
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its been so long since i really set my mind at ease and rested.. today's rest will be a good recharge for me~ will chiong to enjoy myself for the next 10 days :D

Officially passed out from BMTC Sch1 Cougar Coy as a Private, a trained soldier.. looking back the days, its really a memorable experience for me.. got to know lots of friends inside~ i think i will miss a lot of stuffs.. haha maybe tml i'll do solo AGR or Strength Training :X just kidding..

yu quan's going into tekong tml.. LOL he's gonna be a sch 2 recruit whahaha wish him all the best~ lets hope he doesn't get his ass fucked by his commanders inside (pun intended :P)

anyway tml will be going out with baby.. gosh her exams are coming~ hope she can manage.. hmmmmm feeling lazy now..

[ POPcorns ]

2006-09-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
POP LOH!!!
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i dun get it, how can one person, label the other person 'slut' this minute and the next minute she says lets 'forgive and forget' and ask the person to change for the better, and wads more?? she could actually claim herself as a young adult when all her actions proved her to being a ~~biatch~~ immature and infantile person.. c'mon~! you dun go to other people's blog and give nasty comments in their tag, calling her a slut, saying that she should change for the better blah blah blah, and then go blog about how a young adult should be acting like, and how young adults know wad they are doing.. this is crappier then crap!!! if you have problems handling straight-forwardness, then you have problem with reality cause this is the facts of life~ and its not others to blame.. oh and i dun get it, who the hell in the right mind would call her friend a 'SLUT' in a serious manner and says that she doesn't want to ruin the frenship?? now lets get this right.. the word SLUT is a word thats really hurting when it comes to quarrels.. from dictionary.com, a slut is defined as:

1. a dirty, slovenly woman.
2. an immoral or dissolute woman; prostitute.

it would be fine if 2 girls are playing with each other calling each other slutty in the process cause thats nothing coming deep from the heart.. but in a trash talk, no its serious.. quoting from my Sergeant in BMTC, Sgt Bowie once said.. If Your ASS got SHIT, can you say OTHER people's ASS is SMELLY???.. its logical~ if you are a slut yourself, can you call other's a slut?? if you can't spell properly, can you correct other people's spelling mistakes?? if your english is half-fucked, can you say other people's english is fucked up?? now tell me if this word is spelled correctly:

dictationary

well well.. i'm not a person who speak queen's english so i decided to check up dictionary.com lest i got people tagging in my tagbox asking me to check the dictionary if i can't spell.. guess wad? this is the result i got when i searched for this word:

No results found for dictationary.

Did you mean dictionary?

Suggestions:
dictionary
dictation
distortionary
dictation's

No entries were found in the dictionary. Would you like to search the Web for dictationary?

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so now who can't spell?? if you can't spell dictionary, then at least bother to go to dictionary.com to search for it.. OH SHIT!! i forgot that someone can't fucking spell DICTIONARY.. that person will most probably end up in DICTATIONARY.com.. -.-" a lot of times when you think that other's are fucked up, do some soul searching before you act like a bitch.. cause somethings that are done can't be undone.. oh ya and before you label yourself as a young adult, think again~ are you acting like one?? mabbe age-wise ya, you're a young adult but is your mentality at that level yet?? or are u just trying too hard to be one?? straight-forwardness is not talking without thinking.. its just a constructive comment that one may find it hurting if she looks at it at the wrong angle..

*ps: frens who are concerned please dun ask me wad happened, i'm pissed and i dun wish to talk about it.. but i assure that i'm ok and fine :)

alright back to updates.. going to graduate in 3 days time :D so damn happy yet so sad.. somehow kinda miss the days we chiong sua together, bathe together, pour underwear water together, wash clothes together, eat maggie mee together, help each other carry field pack during route marches *ahem pang si chun ahem 3km ahem* sorry clearing my throat :P take taxi back together, do area cleaning together, get pump together, share our titbits together, ~~sleep together~~ pillow fight together, whack our sergeants on the last weeks.. those are days that i really would miss and remember for life.. no doubt some people in the platoon is really irritating but still the bond is somehow there for most of us..

last thursday we completed our 24 km graduation march.. damn shag! its not the panting kind of shag.. its the sweat and walk for 8 hours kind of shag.. and our breaks are only 10 mins for every 4 km.. gosh!!! but still managed thru' :D then the rest of the days are nothing much, just rehearsal for POP and nothing else.. will update more after i POP.. thats a promise :D au revoir

***EDITED: This post does not refer to or pinpoint any individual, period. But i will not delete this post, edit its content (since i did not mention names) or apologise for what i have posted. The one and only reason left for me to keep this post is because i believe that there are still many people who behaves like that and i've seen it happen first hand, a lot of my friends have received senseless spams on their tagboards before. I once again EMPHASISE that this post is no longer pinpointing ANYONE.

[ happy birthday quan! :) ]

2006-08-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
20 days since i last blogged.. i dun use to be that lazy right?
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Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to ah Quan.........
Happy Birthday to you...

Happy 20th birthday :)

*updates will come soon

[ back for good ]

2006-08-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
about 3 - 4 more weeks to POP.. how great is that??
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finally had time for a proper update since like a month ago?? lemme recap on the stuffs..

did weekend guard duty the week just before my field camp.. yes can anyone be more suay then me?? of all people, i'm the chosen one lol and it kinda sux.. cause for that weekend, those who did guard duty only manage to had a 10 hour bookout.. and 10 hour is too damn short to be considered a bookout~ i barely had time to rest at all.. argh!! but anyway thats already history.. kinda demoralising when i got to know i was chosen.. and thanks to some of my platoon mates who offered to cover my ass for me, which i kindly rejected cause afterall weekends are precious to all of us.. how can i make another person suffer just because i feel sian about it??

about 1 or 2 weeks ago just finished my field camp.. field camp can be the worst and best thing in anybody's recruit life.. the food seriously sux, TO THE CORE!!! only a few is not too bad.. and after field camp, i guess most of us cherished the cookhouse food provided to us.. cause its fresh ration, u wun feel so chemicalised when eating it.. oh and water is precious in field camp too~ we drink a lot.. i think field camp is the time whereby most of us came to realise that we are lucky for having a bed to sleep on, a pillow to rest on, a shelter over our head, proper cubicles to bathe, proper food provided by cookhouse etc etc etc etc.. so many things that we already had but yet complaining of the sub standard qualities.. anyway, on the 2nd last day of field camp, most of us almost died digging the graves.. so damn shag!!!!!!!!!! especially when u have to dig a person of my size OMG!!! thats shaggier then shag.. i can't imagine those eagle guys.. hmmmm

after field camp, nothing much.. had range a few days back, think i hit 27 or 28 out of 32 targets.. but still not company best :( company best was crazy.. 31 of 32 targets -.-" think he use gameshark :X

kinda miss our ex platoon sgt, Sgt au yong when i saw him back for our field camp.. mabbe i'm just too used to the way he works.. not saying that Sgt shafirul sux, he's seriously is not too bad also.. but sometimes when he gets pissed, he tends to let his emotion take over him and starts to get biase.. other then that, he's still fine.. but my favourite commander gotta be Sgt evan.. he's an angel!!! like god sent to save our asses.. so kind and so funny LOL guess after POP, will kinda miss my commanders.. afterall they are the ones who guided us thru our recruit life lol

yesterday watched the lake house.. 4 out of 5 dots i give~ wonderful acting from sandra bullock and keanu reaves.. it'll quite tough to understand the storyline if u think too much about it.. but if u understand, the story and plot will turn out perfect.. shall end here~ next week i'll update more again.. ciao :D

[ shagged ]

2006-07-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

yeah, just shagged out.. totally can't find time to rest, totally can't find enough time to enjoy, had field camp last week and the week before field camp, i did weekend guard duty -.-" so just imagine a almost 3 week 'confinement' in camp.. thats how fucking retarded i felt.. will give a more detailed update next weekend~ now i have to prepare for BOOK IN :(

[ portugal deserves to win ]

2006-07-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i am feeling damn weak right now :(
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booked out yesterday at 11 am.. reach home around 12+ pm le, baby came over around 2 plus then we set of for bbq at dave's house.. reach his house around 2++ pm~ and we fucking did nothing over there.. i still dun understand why the hell i have to reach there so early for.. I NEED REST!!!! i mean if there's things to do in the afternoon, i'm fine with coming over early.. but there's NOTHING to do!!! -.-" then dave wanted to sleep, so we can't stay at his house cause his ah ma will kpkb.. that means we have to go out.. and quan says he is going home, thats fine cause he stays nearer then i do.. then gene went to fetch the bio peeps.. leaving me and baby alone at the condo totally lost and dunno wad to do.. and yes, he did asked us to follow along relectuntly, but wads the point when i can't sit with my girlfren in car?? i know i'm heavy but fuck!! its not like me sitting in the back sit is gonna make the tyres go flat rite?? simply ridiculous.. and he's the one who asked me to reach at 2+ -.-" argh!!! can't they/he think for me at least?? i din book out on friday nite, i booked out on saturday early afternoon.. and i still bothered to make time because i dun wanna miss the chance to spend time with the peeps that i enjoy being around with.. and this is the kind of attitude i got at the receiving end.. c'mon, think for me.. i came to enjoy the gathering -.-" bah.. anyway, there's too much left overs as usual~ but i think the prawns are not enough, as usual too :P then around 10+, sent baby to serangoon mrt then went back to help cleaning up..

after cleaning up, we decided to catch the match between germany and portugal.. so gene sent us home, bathe, changed and left for zai's house.. and we tot that channel 5 was showing that match.. we waited until 3am, on the tv and FUCK!!!! its showing some singh and tiger guy using long rods to hit balls into small holes!!! golf la.. dun think so far.. we almost wanted to whack the tv but luckily zai's itchy hands switch channels.. and it so happened that his area can receive malaysian channels, so there we are watching the match in some berhasa malayu channel.. at the end of the match, around 5 am.. most of us were sleeping soundly LOL.. especially me~ but at least i know the score.. 3-1.. germany won :( fucking referee si bei biased.. the slightest push could land the ports in yellow cards -.-"

_|_ fuck you ref!!!

anyway after the match, we took cab home.. reach home around 5.30 am.. slept until 2 pm then baby called me.. she's at my door step!!! i overslept LOL sorry baby :P then today watched dvd with baby.. only manage to watch poseidon with her.. she asked me to go sleep when watching silent hill.. cause i was damn sleepy.. sorry baby again :(

some updates on my army stuffs.. was made the platoon IC for this week~ command wise i'm pretty confident since i was in the NCC last time.. but making my platoon mates fall in on time was a tough job.. afterall we're the same, i'm the lowest life form in tekong too.. but luckily everythings over now.. next week wun be me again :D whaha oh and i think i improved a lot physically.. cause for the 1st ippt cat test, i only managed to pass one station.. yes dun doubt~ its sit-up.. who the hell actually fails sit up?? 30 per minute will land you a pass LOL thats so damn easy.. whaha this 2nd ippt cat test, i passed 4 stations.. with good results~ i got gold for shuttle run and sit-up then silver for 2.4 and ~~standard blowjob~~ standing board jump (SBJ) but chin up still fail :( still a zero fighter :'( so sad.. i tot i could at least manage 1 but no :(

think shall end here.. nite peeps :)

i love you baby

[ book in book in day :( ]

2006-07-02T12:17:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
christiano ronaldo is da man!!! portugal portugal alll the way :P
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sian, later on will be booking in at 7.15 :( have to reach pasir ris at 7.. how come my weekends seem to pass so fast??? a blink of eye and now its sunday.. argh!!!

anyway yesterday went out, went to army market with baby to exchange my t-shirt, then after that went watch superman.. the show to me is quite boring~ was expecting a lot more action~ and that superman guy can't really act.. so 2 out of 5 dots only.. after movie, actually intended to play bball but cancelled cause this not confirm that not confirm.. so in the end went to ate at swensens.. woah~ food itself is not expensive, quite affordable.. but din get the chance to eat its ice-cream cause me and baby was coughing like mad.. so decided to skip that~ but on a serious note, swensen's food variety is damn pathetic, does anyone have the same sentiments as me??? the menu is the boring-est menu ever.. and their pasta sux big time.. i should have ordered a steak instead -.-"

after swensens went to town to find the guys.. only gene, dave and aaron was at monster.. quan was playing bball i think.. oh and there's idiots beside our table, not like literally idiot but i think they really are retards.. tell me, who the hell plays pool and broke one of the light bulbs??? just wondering how the hell she played.. the cue stick somehow manage to find its way into the lamp and broke the light bulb inside~ and she could still bloody hell take pictures of it~!!! deserves scolding from uncle LOL okok back to where i was.. we played until 11.30 i think then decided to go watch soccer!@!! went to serangoon prata shop and DAMN!!! its packed with LOTS LOTS LOTS of people!! went to mac and its also packed!@! so da bao some food and went to chiltern park watch.. danny stays there so we went the club house and asked danny down to watch together.. din manage to watch finish the brazil france match.. cause my eyes are seriously closing~ i fell a sleep a few times while watching that match LOL then went home at around 4 am..

thats pretty much wad i did for my weekends.. sunday will have to stay at home cause i have to book in in the evening so no choice.. BAH!

army life after the 2 weeks confinement is still bearable~ not much of punishments and stuffs.. even if there is, its still not as shiong as i tot.. 3 weeks into army and you can see the different types of guys.. no not the sexual preference part, but the character part.. some people are simply selfish, now if you wanna eat our titbits and biscuits, then at least contribute!!! dun eat non-stop and dun buy anything in return.. its a give and take thing~ wah lao, a bottle of lays is affordable, i'm not asking you to buy $50 worth of stuffs, just anything below $10 is ok, at least you're contributing.. imagine each person in our bunk buys and average $10 worth of titbits, that would be $120 worth of stuffs!!! its not a matter of how much you buy.. its a matter of do you even bother to buy?? argh.. hate selfish peeps.. i'm not saying you can't be selfish, everyone to a certain extend is selfish.. but i just can't stand people not contributing, when most of us makes the effort to..

i think shall stop here.. nothing much to blog and totally not in the mood to blog either.. cya guys next week~

thanks baby for making the effort to travel from boon lay all the way to my house during the weekends.. i really appreciate that a lot~ i love you

[ end of my 2 weeks confinement ]

2006-06-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
on my way back home just now, a really kind auntie offered me a halls sweet cause i was having really really bad cough.. such kind people never exist in tekong :X anyway, thanks red shirt auntie :D
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YOZ!!! wazzup?!?!?! i'm BACK!! whahaha my 2 weeks of confinement finally ends today.. everyone is so happy today.. cause afterall for the majority, its their 1st bookout.. i've already booked out before cause of my graduation ceremony~ :P so i wasn't really confined for 2 weeks straight whaha

anyway, army life has been pretty much good for me.. nowadays guys should learn how to appreciate how bloody fortunate they are~ the welfare given is almost taken for granted by most teenagers.. thinking back on my NCC years, i use to tell my cadets that they should EARN their welfare.. but now its GIVEN for free -.-" dammit, my ex-NCC sec 1 boys can march better then us and are so much more disciplined.. i can't believe it!! some idiots just don't get it.. you in NS now!!! face the fucking fact that you'll be tied down by military rules and regulations, and dun sabo the whole god damn platoon please!!! just like this morning, we got our 1st official punishment from our platoon sergeant.. stand by area (a term meaning to check our bunks and make sure its clean) at 0730.. and there are still some farkers who just dun wanna coorperate.. still bloody moving around when platoon sergeant arrived -.-" can't they just keep track of the time?? can't they see that majority of the platoon have formed up outside the corridor ready for the inspection??? in the end, we got the taste of NS life.. so in the end who wins?? the platoon sergeant la -.-" show some farking discipline please!!! you're grown-ups who can think.. show the bad attitude at a bad time = being punished until you can't stand it.. and in NS, when one person does something wrong, normally the whole platoon gets punished together.. argh~!! i simply hate people who can't coorperate.. i mean there are times where you can joke and laugh with the superiors but when its time to be serious, please do!! i can't imagine life after we book in tomorrow.. oh and did i mentioned that we are not allowed to be punished for the 1st 2 weeks?? during the 1st 2 weeks, its the so-called orientation week, aka adjustment period.. its for nooblets who know nuts about NS life to get adjusted to it.. ya great eh?? see wad i mean by welfare?? this is the welfare i'm talking about.. NS life is suppose to be a training for guys to be man, not a god damn chalet but now, SAF has made it a chalet for the 1st 2 weeks LOL.. even i, also slackened down in this 2 weeks..

argh enough of the crappy stuffs.. lets talk about the welfare we had~ the beds are simply good.. its not just a thin layer of mattress, its a 12cm thick SPRING mattress.. WTF?!?! when i was in NCC, i never ever slept on spring mattresses in camp.. then the duffle bags now are so much more cooler.. they even had WHEELIES ON IT!!!! its as if you're going overseas.. wah lao~ my brothers duffle bag simply look like a condom.. an extra x100 one that is~ and now when the sun is too hot, our sergeants will try to move us to a shade as much as possible.. dammit how am i gonna get darker?? oh and they bloody hell feed us like pigs (no offense to muslims) its filling enough and now i've gained 7kg.. yes no doubt, 7KG!!! i think my wish to lose weight have to put on hold.. depending on how the training goes after i reach my BMT phase.. and now the canteens even have survey to ask the NS man if the food is nice blah blah blah.. definitely its not as good as homecooked food~ but the standard is still there.. its still tasty enough and still very very much edible.. i think talking about welfare will never end.. there's simply too much to talk about, but i'm just comparing the past.. not comparing the civillian world~

oh ya and in cougar company, my platoon hit a game high of 16 attend Bs (report sick and excuse from wadeva fuck shit you can think of) other platoon barely hit 15, 10 is the next highest.. waaaaaa you can imagine the amount of chao gengs we have in our platoon LOL.. i'm not implying that all of them are, but certainly a few black sheeps are chao genging haha and in my bunk, one of my section mate got OOT (out of training), in other words~ he need not do anything physical.. admin work will suffice for his NS life.. woah!! a letter from a specialist outside saved him from tough physical work lol and till now i still dunno where he got injured.. when we asked him, he himself also dunno -.-" makes me just wonder wads farking wrong with him.. he's a big guy~ as big as me but just shorter and smaller a bit.. is it because he had a broken leg?? or is it because he's got a broken center leg?? or is it because he's got miniatured center leg?? LOL i've been thinking about wads wrong with him ever since i heard he got OOT.. HAHAHAHA although its none of my business but hey, i'm a pure breed singaporean :P being kaypo is just another feature of me :) then the other guy in my bunk got 28 days attend B just a few days ago.. DAMN!!! thats a whole month.. but reasonable because he's got back injuries~ BUT!! he dun wanna be attend B for the whole month.. cause that would mean OOT~ so he managed to get the normal status back 2 days ago.. and he is damn happy~ LOL i'm happy for him too.. look, this is call effort.. he at least makes an effort to try and see if he could manage the trainings~ this effort from him puts a lot of those farkers to shame.. and i'm glad that he is in my bunk :)

for now, our section is still considered the top 2 out of 4 in our platoon.. haha eh btw, in the other platoon, there's this sissy (i dunno if ~~she~~ he is gay or not) who have been the talk of cougar company LOL at 1st, my platoon mates called her mary.. but ever since the after IPPT catergorisation test, i decided to call him G.I. JANE!!! she.. i mean HE is damn fit!!! 2.4 timing is better then at least 70% of the company~~!!! DAMN.. i feel so shameful~! LOL

ya and you peeps must be thinking if i met with any weird stuffs on tekong rite?? well, din personally feel their presense yet.. but my bunk has had a few weird experiences.. all of it i have yet to experience it myself but about 4 bunk mates have confirmed the incidents.. shall write in point form~

- the bed just directly opposite me.. weird female laughter coming out from the metal cupboard late at night.. around 1 am~ bed beside it heard the laughter and asked the buddy on the other side if he heard it.. at 1st no, but after awhile~ he also heard it.. so there's 2 witness to this~

- sound of people marching on spot.. around 1am or 2am~ heard by the 2nd bed of the bunk, on the left side when you enter the room.. only he heard it cause the rest of us are sleeping..

- my bed.. weird female laughter coming out from my metal cupboard late at night.. time i dunno.. cause it happened when i booked out.. guy sleeping beside me heard it and told the rest of the bunk mates..

- 4th one.. heard people having water parade late at nite, around 2am.. just friday only.. the same guy who heard people marching on spot witness to this~ but i lied to most of the peeps saying that apache company is having range.. which will be very late~ but that happened on thursday, not friday.. and even if its range, i dun think they will conduct water parade so late at night..

ya thats about it.. none of which i witness and experienced~ neither will i wanna experience such stuffs LOL i always believe that if we leave them alone to do their own things, they wun disturb us either.. so lets just live in peace and dun think so much la LOl

getting tired.. shall continue my NS stories again the next time i blog.. nite peeps~

[ last post before officially NS ]

2006-06-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
time passes so fast.. do miss me guys :) cause i know i'll be missing u all..
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damn tml i'm going into tekong liao :( actually to be exact its about 8 more hours to go.. enough said of missing this and that~

anyway my blog'll be updated as soon as i come out from tekong.. that does not include grad day :P so check back weekly ba.. :) but i believe thats only for this 3 months in BMTC..

just went for dinner with the usual peeps.. ya they wanted to ~~celebrate me finally going into army and will be out of the way~~ have the so-called last dinner before army with me lol thanks for the treat guys.. i love it :) oh and u peeps do take care.. i'll contact u guys once i'm out of that island~ reminds me of xian rong's nick LOL survivor: TEKONG hahahahaha crap!!!

oh and baby dun worry bout me cause i'll be damn alright.. my ass will be fine so no worries :X

anyway a quick recap of wad happened today.. baby went over to my house for the last 2 episodes of er mo.. its a 'ou xiang ju' for those who dunno~ then met my mum at AMK central for dinner.. went guardian, bought some NS needed stuffs then went to the department store for my undies.. i'm kiasu cause i bought 14 sets of undies in.. or is it 15?? *shrugs* after that went home, pack some stuffs and realised that i have lots of stuffs unpacked.. luckily my mum check thru with me lol and guess wad happened??? i was sitting on my bed, then went baby came over and sat on it, *CRACK* damn!!! the plank broke.. not like just normal broke.. its the whole damn nail came off.. baby's not that heavy~ so is it me?? hmmmm i dun remember having erotic nites with baby yet leh.. so dun think its our fault~ anyway the bed is really old.. like 8-10 years?? i'm kinda attach to it haha but it broke at the rite time la.. the nite before i go into army :( anyway, after a while went to meet gene they all for 2nd dinner.. before that went to by my swimming trunks~ and no dun guess.. i did not buy those sexy triangular ones, i dun want unnecessary attention.. u noe wad i mean here lol my asshole needs no enlargement excercise haha anyway i bought the square type ones.. totally not sexy and turn off for any females OR MALES.. but still reasonably nice lol then was late meeting the guys at amk station.. sorry, din meant to be late cause stupid sportslink close so early and make me walk one big round lol.. after dinner sent baby to amk station, walk back to coffee shop for desert then home sweet home :)

shall go to bed now.. nite guys~ au revoir and do miss me!!!!! haha i'll be back soon :)

[ sick ]

2006-06-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

damn i'm sick

down with slight fever :(

now waiting for baby to come over.. this few days have been meeting up with her~ cause after this saturday, she'll have to wait for 2 weeks before we can meet :(

anyway, yesterday went to watch x-man:the last stand.. not very very nice~ i'm expecting more.. 3 out of 5 dots i give, cause storyline very sian.. damn cyclops only appeared for like 15 mins in the movie and he died -.-" professor X slightly better, appeared for about 30 mins? LOL and he died too :P both killed by jean grey's other side, phoenix.. damn when the Old X guy was fighting with phoenix, u could see the power of 2 high level mutants.. even magneto couldn't fight that power.. but still, old x lost.. but he's still the next strongest mutant other than phoenix in the movie, cause he's the only one who could fight her for this long LOL.. oh and the show has some really lame parts.. like wolverine's speed of recovery increased so damn much.. that phoenix can't kill him -.-" and who the hell is that guy with wings?? no doubt when he is not flying, he looks like an angel.. but when he takes flight, he look like a god damn BIRD!!! and his mutant abilities are one of the more useless ones.. the only thing he could do is fly around, and look good when he does not fly LOL and of course the most useless mutant gotta be the one that helps to on the TV without using remote control -.-" damn.. i think old x is very selfish haha cause those that can fight are taken into the x-man forces whereas those useless fucks like the one who ons tv gets to study in sch and learn that mutants and humans can co-exist.. its so lame LOL anyway this movie is only worth watching for the graphics and continuation of the story.. thats all~

not in the mood to blog in typical 'hong' fashion right now.. feeling weak all over :( oh and i wanna go out even though i'm sick.. cause my days are numbered :X

[ looking same ]

2006-06-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
damn.. li sheng jie is probably the best chinese male vocal ever..
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recently i got to know an online fren, know her thru pangya.. she's 15 this year, sec 3.. very into jap stuffs which really makes me think that she may be nuts :X pretty childish and kiddo.. she added me on msn and invited me to join frenster.. as my frenster account's email is different, i went on to add her in my frens list.. then just recently, she made a comment about my pictures in msn and frenster.. and now, I AM SO SAD :( she said that my msn picture looks younger and thinner comparing the rest of my frenster pics which looks older and rounder :(

so for those who chatted with me on msn in this 2 weeks, you guys should noticed that i changed my picture to the one with a cap on.. my narcissistic side of me took over and chose the youngest looking and cutiest picture of all those that i took on the same day when i changed my msn pic.. but consciously i know all of the pictures looks as young and as cute :P so now i'm gonna make a comparison.. will be showing you guys the picture of me that she said looks younger, my normal pictures that she claimed to be older looking and me 5 yrs ago when i'm REALLY young ~~and cute and handsome~~ but still look the same.. i'm gonna prove her wrong :D

this is the picture of me recently that she said looks younger:

looks younger??

this is my normal picture which i believe she thinks looks older and rounder:

it's the same lor!!!

and now this is a picture of me 5 years ago, taken in a studio by professionals:

NO DOUBT it's the same!! *nods head*

see?!?!?! NO DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!! i still look the same in every picture..

double confirms!@!@!!! *nods head again*

well maybe 5 years ago i look darker and slightly slimmer but thats because of my CCA!!! i'm from NCC remember?? :D thats why i'm darker and slimmer 5 years ago.. maybe i look better but thats because it is taken professionally.. but i still look ~~almost~~ the same.. damn!!! i've proven her wrong!!! oh and those who still insisting on agreeing with her, you peeps should consult an eye specialist.. :X

for the idiots and dumbasses and retards, the 3rd picture obviously is not me -.-" its louis khoo, that guy who looked like me :P

[ gatherings ]

2006-06-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
babes are everywhere at east coast!!!! *drools* hmmm how come i have a feeling baby is looking at me with 'sha qi'? o.o
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today went for 'class gathering' at east coast park.. lots of people there~ guess sunday's family day thus the crowd.. ya and lots of hunks and BABES!!! gosh its so damn hot.. i mean the weather :P *pun unintended* haha anyway we ordered KFC for lunch and played freesbie.. oh the freesbie almost broke into 2 LOL!!! anyway after lunch, had some foto-taking and chit chatting.. then off we went to cycle~ and damn cynthia can't roller blade fast and neither does she knows how to cycle.. HAHAHA so me and her took a double seat bicycle.. its so damn scary cause i'm the one balancing the whole thing~ argh!!! but anyway quite a nice experience :) after that i went off 1st to meet baby.. went to SBC watch bball match again haha quite nice.. saw so many weirdos today haha aaron's team opponent, millenia institude, had lots of really KIDDO and WIERDO players LOL and we kept making fun of them hahahaha oh and one scene i saw was a player crash with his own teammate while WARMING UP!!! OMG!!!!!!! its just a damn warm up but they actually could crash and fall flat on ground together.. imagine in game?!?! ya and the whole team literally screw up their game.. not saying they are screw ups, they just screwed it up.. lOL then after that we were watching another match and DAMN!!! the guy beside me just wouldn't shuddup.. he's like all out to impress his girlfriend and keep on saying the referee sux and the players sux -.-" like as if he is in any position to comment.. i mean its alright to comment once a while but his 7/11 ak47 style of commenting really irks me off ARGH!!! totally crap! shall end here.. damn tired~ will put up some fotos if i have the time and mood for it.. so if i dun have the mood means i wun put it up ya so.. that shall be it..

[ eskibar cancelled ]

2006-06-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i wanna go out!!!!! i wanna play poool!!!!!!! i wanna play bball!!!!!! so many things yet so little time...
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last nite was suppose to be chilling out at eskibar.. with eugene and his classmates and frens haha but in the end cancelled~ details i dunno.. but we ended up playing pool at monstercue until it close :P and uncle was kind enough to give us an extra table to play for free.. ya but we din played for long cause he is closing and we're pai seh to stay on and play for that free table.. oh and i saw a hard casing for my cue that cost only $28 OMG!!! i wan it!!!

anyway, last nite before sleeping, i was counting on the number of things i will miss and GOSH!!! its damn a lot!!! lets not talk about the usual peeps i will miss.. ya my family, my girlfriend and my brothers~ those are by default i will miss them lol so lets just make up a list of things outside of those..

1. MONSTERCUE!!!
i will definitely miss monstercue!! its one of the best place to play pool.. excellent ambience, clean environment, nice tables, comfy sofa, affordable rates, nice uncle (boss) etc etc etc.. oh gosh!! i will miss the crapings we had with uncle.. miss the nice nice tables :( and uncle always give us discount when playing hehe

2. My Kj
its my cue for those who din know about it.. i left it at monstercue's locker~ damn one of these days if i get to buy the cheap hard case, i gonna take it back home lol anyway this cue enhances my game.. how can i not miss it?? argh!! now when i play pool i will have to use my cue if not i wun play most of the times LOL

3. My PC
damn!!! does tekong have PC?? argh!

4. My internet
i bet tekong doesn't have internet for us to use.. cause they dun even have PCs :( internet has become an essential vitamin for me~ i use it almost everyday.. for blogging, chit chatting on msn blah blah blah blah blah blah..

5. My bed
bet most peeps will miss their own beds too.. tekong's bed is gonna be so uncomfortable :(

6. My fan
it has been working 24/7 for me when i stay home the whole week.. cause when i sleep i use it, when i play computer i also have to use it and normally when i wake up i will online hhaa and when i offline i will sleep :P

7. Camera fone
although my fone only have a bloody VGA camera, but its good enough for me to play with.. when i go into army, i have to use my brother's bloody lousy non-camera lok kok fone :(

8. My ball
no not like my BALLS.. its my basketball i'll miss, even more this time..

9. My toilet
damn i love my toilet.. its not the coolest toilet in the world but i'm still kinda attach to it :( tekong's toilet must be damn dirty i bet!!! oh and there's no cubicle when i bathe so i think my backside is at risk!!! :(

10. My specs
i will have to wear that bloody nerdy specs i always wear when i play bball~ argh.. i hate that specs.. cause its so nerdy and so uncomfy..

11. My fridge
my mum always stock up lots of food inside.. do i need to explain further? :P

12. My microwave oven
i love my microwave cause it heats up the food i have in the fridge :D

basically thats all.. quite a lot isn't it?? and i'm still not counting in the peeps OMG!!! how i wish i can have BMTC at home LOL i promise i will do 10 sets of excercise.. no no, make it 20 *cross fingers* lol argh.. so sianz~ last 9 days of my freedom :(

[ the chronicles of xiao qiang ]

2006-05-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i simply hate ka juas!!!!
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Purple Light~

Purple light
In the valley
That is where
I want to be
With my three
Close companions
With my rifle and my buddy and meeeeee.

SOC
Sibei jialat
Log PT
Lagi Worse
Everyday
Doing PT
With my rifle and my buddy and meeeeee.

Booking out
See my galfren
saw her with
another man
heartbroken
back to army
with my rifle and my buddy and meeeee.

Shower time
Bending over
Felt something
Up my ass
Turned around
To my horror
It's my buddy and his rifle in meeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

ORD
Back to study
Got degree
So happy
Can't forget
Close Companions
Thats my rifle and my buddy and meeeee.

mind me for my NS mood.. LOl read fel's blog recently and found out that singing purple light was her's and terence's favourite past time :X well just kidding HAHA i bet she must be happily singing along with the lyrics above :P

anyway, yesterday night something happened.. after that incident, i realise i wasn't afraid of cockroach.. i was PETRIFIED when i see them!!!!! yes and stop LAUGHING!!! its not funny if you know the reason.. when i was young, i wasn't afraid of them.. until my bro made a stupid, silly, brainless joke that caused me to have phobia of roaches.. damn!!! this was wad happened..

i was happily playing my games then suddenly i saw something at the lower right corner of my eye crawled pass.. so initially when i din have a clear look, i'm still cool about it.. so i looked down and FUCK!!! to my much horror, its a fucking fucking fucking BIG cockroach running aimlessly.. SO BIG that it made me said fucking 3 times.. OMG!!! almost immediately, i literally jumped up and nearly fell down.. luckily the bed was beside me so i sat on my bed and rushed to the living room, took the pesticide and sprayed as much as possible on it LOL.. i was pretty lucky that it din flew :P and guess wad? the pesticide was finishing soon -.-" FUCK!!! at this crucial and acute moment, it let me down!!! ARGH!!! i kept spraying and spraying hoping for more of it to come out.. and luckily it still manage to kill that evil cockroach.. PHEW!!! damn relieved when it died.. declared dead at 2.33am 54secs lol

yes go on and laugh at my sillyness lol.. i'm used to being laughed at anyway~ but seriously speaking.. wads wrong with a big guy like me afraid of roaches?? its a phobia.. just like some people have height phobia, some people have phobia of sex, some people have phobia of ANTS.. yes don't doubt it.. i HAVE a fren who is afraid of Ants more then cockroaches lol~ bah!!! forget it.. you bastards who laugh at me wun understand wad i'm trying to get at LOL

damn.. another 11 more days and i'm off to school again.. but this time, BMTC school 1 :( i can't bear to leave so many things behind ya know.. its like i have a feeling i'll lose it all when i come out of army.. its like i dun have enough time for all these people and things.. damn!!! i know i know.. 'things are gonna be the same' you're saying? 'i'm not gonna lose anything' is that wad you're saying? certainly i'm sure things would be pretty much the same but ya know its just a feeling.. mabbe i got the Pre-BMTC illness.. scientific name is erm cannotgotoahmi desease.. the longer version of this scientific name is cannotgotoahmioreverythingwillbegone desease LOL sianz.. i thought i would look forward to army.. but it seems things are very very different when its right in front of me :(

[ giants ]

2006-05-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i am seriously bored at home.. anyone wanna ask me out?? oh and i wanna play basketball!!! :(
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Leonardo da Vinci..
Italian painter, engineer, musician, and scientist. The most versatile genius of the Renaissance, Leonardo filled notebooks with engineering and scientific observations that were in some cases centuries ahead of their time. As a painter Leonardo is best known for The Last Supper (c. 1495) and Mona Lisa (c. 1503).

yesterday went watched da vinci code with baby, and it was raining -.-" dampens the mood.. anyway nice show, gave it 4 out of 5 dots.. talks about the christianity and its hidden secrets, talks about the last descendant of jesus, talks about politics in christianity etc etc.. quite thrilling and intriguing~ in this show, you can see how extreme a religion could do to a man.. the extremities are scary, its not the religion thats bad seriously.. but its how man perceive the message that a religion is trying to convey.. they simply take it to the extreme and create ways that they think could best communicate with their gods and as well as feel the sacrifice that god made for human mankind.. argh crap~! not saying that religion is crap.. religion itself has a good cause~ i've seen friends who changed from a arrogant and hot tempered kid to a humble and mild mannered young man because they took on a religion and it changed them.. now thats for a good cause!! killing and inflicting pain on ownself and others in the name of god is not.. thats insulting that religion.. bah!~! i bet those Osama supporters who gets to read this is gonna plan to bomb me rite away.. thats if they do get to read this :P

anyway after movie, we went to SBC (singapore basketball center) to watch youth cup.. aaron is playing for LSBC.. i dunno why but singapore's basketball courts seem so much smaller then the NBA's~ just finish watching a highlight in nba.com and those players seem to have so much space.. as compared to matches we watch yesterday, those giants have really limited space in game.. haha aaron's team lost~ i can't remember the score.. think its 79 - 47~ hmmm kinda disappointing actually.. the players only perform during the end game period~ thus the terrible lost.. i would expect it to be a closer game.. cause afterall LSBC isn't that bad ever since they got new younger and talented players in.. well nevermind cause they are young and they have lots of chance :D after the bball match we went home sweet home :)

shall end here.. i'm really bored!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! wanna play basketball and pool.. :(

baby thanks for the cd you gave.. i'm loving it :) i appreciate the effort you made.. muacks

[ 4 months ]

2006-05-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

we have been together for 4 months but that doesn't stop me from saying

I LOVE YOU!!!

still a long long way to go.. :)

[ dammit ]

2006-05-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
its always better not to think so much.. but when it comes to talking and gossiping, please use your god damn BRAIN to THINK!! cause wad you said might have just hurt somebody and that my friend, can earn you a good tight slap :)
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this 2 days, pretty much boring.. have been playing pangya and pangya all along~ ARGH! i'm addicted to it -.-" yesterday zai called me and ask me to bring him to the spectacle shop where i make both my specs.. but i'm lazy so din bring him~ haha so sorry dude :P

recently, my friend broke up with her boyfriend.. 2 1/2 years of relationship, just like that~ somehow she told me that its hard for her to get it over.. but still i'm hoping that she gets it over soon.. its stupid to hope for a reconcilation~ and i think she is better off without him.. i mean she deserves better treatment from her ex boyfriend.. but the guy just din cherish her so ya.. she have to be strong and show the guy that she is stronger without him :)

just a few moments ago, i saw the other close fren's nick on msn.. he broke up with his girlfren.. 2 months relationship, short isn't it?? there's a reason and i think i shouldn't disclose much.. cause i dunno much also haha but anyway its neither his fault nor the girls fault.. think they din quarrel much also~ kinda glad he took it in his stride and according to him, it din really affected him much..

human emotions..

fragile isn't it??

its easily broken

and hard to heal

anyway enuff of heart broken stories.. think i'll try to blog more dilligently this few weeks cause i'm going into army soon so will try to blog as much as possible while i still have time LOL cause once i become army man, i will be locked down :( so ya check back frequent :P

just heard from Aaron that youth cup basketball begins this sunday.. i wanna watch!! his team has a few new excellent players according to him.. and now i feel so weak and old haha.. its like i have a feeling if i get to play with them, i will be taken down easily :( ya have to admit i'm old :P

now for the much awaited answer.. i promise in my previous post i would reveal LOL so here it is:

watch finish 'A pian' must change to 'B pian' whahahah in chinese is 'kan wan A pian yao huan B pian' :P i know!! very cold!!! dun whack me :P ciao

[ lack of updates ]

2006-05-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i saw a bit of the mediacorp show, never say die.. why do such people exist?? i mean do they enjoy making a fool of themselves on national TV?? looking at most of them acting in a over dramatic way makes me just wonder.. is that called pursuing ur dreams?? or do they have a mirror at home?! -.-" and mediacorp shouldn't be so evil.. they are like putting together a bunch of egoistic peeps who think they can act and sing but actually they are making a fool of themselves.. CRAP!! totally crap..
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dammit.. my blog is getting from boring-er to boring-est lOl cause of my god damn lazy nature :P anyway this few days have been playing pool at monstercue.. win some lose some so still not so bad..

now i'm pretty much addicted to the new online game Pangya.. lol check it out at www.pangyasea.com for more details~ its basically a golf game.. leveling is not so tough and levels are not that important for the game play itself.. it is more of a strategy and tactic kind of game where u must know where to hit the ball and where to let it land, so that u can have better advantage of having a good putting position :) its pretty fun and entertaining.. especially when there's no sucky players and sore losers like in maple and rakion.. very friendly gaming environment i guess lol i can't even spell 'GAGO' in the game.. and up till now i still dun understand why the hell they filtered it out.. i mean wad the hell is gago?? is it very vulgor for me to say gago??? LOL..

just a few hours back, maureen in msn asked me for help about her C++ practical test.. dammit thats 2 yrs ago and i'm a bloody VB student lol so i managed to ask a few of my friends who did C++ in year 2 and all of them forgot about wad was actually tested LOL!!! thats normal cause its so damn ~~nong nong~~ long ago :X looking back at my years, i wasn't that worried about test and quizzes.. haha thus my result -.-" kinda regret i din work hard enuf in this course of study.. looking at gene's application for uni failing again and listening to my mum talking about her fren's daughter who has good grades for JC but still din manage to enter uni makes me wonder... how the hell am i going to enter university??? and even if i do, imagine all around me are those GPA 3.8 students.. FUCK!!!! thats averaging a B+ dammit!!! and my GPA is only like 2.1? argh.. my bro's application for SMU failed too~ as expected and he doesn't look disappointed as well.. guess he knows the result before the letter came.. as a matter of fact, the society is getting more and more competitive.. young kids nowadays sure can study well argh!!!

oh.. and gene, dun be disappointed about not entering uni.. cause you're not the only one who has good enuf grades but just din manage to enter.. i think there's lots of peeps out there are in the same situation as u.. so cheer up :)

btw i'm going into army in less then a month, damn.. late nites, waking up late etc.. how the hell can i survive???!?? but anyway.. was hoping to slim down a bit in army :D mabbe let me look MORE like louis khoo!!! i said MORE because i already look like him :D *slaps myself* alright~~ reality check.. yesterday i went play pool at monstercue.. and i wore a cap kinda slanted a bit, a fairly baggy nike tee and a fairly baggy jeans.. and when i was leaving house, in the lift, an auntie with 2 kids entered the same lift.. there's only us in the lift and this is wad happened:

Auntie: (talking to her kids) "See, Kor Kor so handsome.. see"
Me: (smile smile and totally ~~dun appear~~ SHY and very happy!!!)
Kids: (look at me, smiling and very shy)
Auntie (still talking to kids) "see kor kor, see kor kor.. handsome hor?"
Kids: (look at me again, smiling again and shy) "NO!!"
Me: (wanna STRANGLE THOSE KIDS!!! but still manage to put on the oh-so-fake smile)

after that they walked off and deep inside i was swearing like hell!!! !#$@^$&$@& I HATE IT WHEN KIDS SAY SOMETHING NASTY ABOUT ME.. cause normally kids dun lie :( well at least its better then wad happen a few years back.. when i'm still looking nerdy lol.. i clearly remembered i was in town with eugene and dave.. at somerset MRT's escalator.. the one that leads to cine~ here's wad happened~

Me, dave and gene was happily walking up the escalator and this lady carrying a small boy in her hands was in our way.. we wasn't rushing for time so we stood behind her.. i was directly behind her, eugene and dave stood one step below me.. so i'm pretty sure that boy was referring to me..
Lady: (turns back and see who is behind her)
Small boy: (turns back and see wad his mum is looking at)
Lady: (turns back front)
S.boy: (continue looking, especially at ME!@!)
We: (looks at small boy and said in unison) "so cute"
S.boy: (turns back and said to his mum) "mummy, pig!!" (pointed at me)
We: (STUNNED!!!)
Me: *GASPED*

and dave and gene luffed all the way.. :( fuck!!!! at that point of time i feel like finding a hole to hide my face!!! ARGH!!! and to think that i said he was cute.. thats so uncute of him to hurt me like that!!! :( i hate him.. anyway its over already.. SO FUCKING HELL STOP LUFFING!!!! YES YOU!!! THE ONE READING THIS RIGHT NOW!!! STOP LUFFING CAUSE ITS NOT FUNNY!!!! :( its so damn hurting lor.. especially when the words comes out from the mouth of a small boy.. haix!!! his words are so TOXIC that day.. dammit~!@@@!!! i admit i use to look rounder.. but now its much different ok.. i swear if the small boy appears in front of me i will make him say i look like louis khoo.. BY HOOK OR BY CROOK :D MUAHAHAHA..

shall stop here.. will try to update as much as possible cause AH MI IS COMING!!!! :(

oh and erm.. a lame joke of the day.. "after watching 'A pian' wad should u do?"
answer will be in next post :D

[ Become a Pool Hustler in 15 Easy Steps ]

2006-05-18T03:18:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
dammit, why can't i sleep??
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shagged, but somehow couldn't sleep.. :( mabbe because too used to sleeping late argh!!! how am i gonna survive in army?? 11 sleep, 5 am wake up.. gosh thats less then 12 hrs of sleep ARGH!!! :( anyway today went to play pool with the usual.. won some lose some so back to square one actually :P passion for pool has been flowing back rapidly~ haven had this feeling since like 2 yrs ago?? mabbe because i just bought a cue.. thus the passion came right back up, but my skills... -.-" nvr came back up much lehx :( still lose to them de.. nvm!! got passion = will improve :P haha

oh below is an excerpt from monstercue.com.. quite amusing and interesting actually.. haha

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Ever wanted to become a pool hustler? Life at the office becoming just a tad boring? Need a little adventure and instability to pep up your dreary existence? Then follow the steps below, and maybe one day they will make a sequel to The Color Of Money that will be based on your life as a pool shark:

1. Quit your job. Real pool hustlers don't work for a living.

2. Sell your current $500 or $1,000 playing cue. An expensive cue is a dead giveaway. You can get yourself a cheap Sneaky Pete, preferably one that looks used, but buying another cue is purely optional. Instead, learn how to play really well with a house cue.

3. Relocate to another area, or start playing at pool rooms where nobody knows you.

4. Play in local room tournaments, but make sure you never win more than one or two matches. You don't want to give away your true speed , and tournaments are the ideal situation to give other players the impression that you are just a casual player who can't string more than three of four balls together at a time (or three or four racks, depending on your level of play).

5. Be selective in who you play. When first arriving at a new pool room, pick out the weakest player that may possibly play for money, and target him first. Don't beat the best player in the room until you have taken everybody else's money.

6. Disguise your intentions. Casually walk up to your unsuspecting victim, ask him if he would like to play some - don't mention money yet - then play a few games, and then ask him if he would like to play "something cheap".

7. Always lose the first game or two (or set or two if you are playing sets of games), then try to bump up the stakes before you bump up your game a gear or two.

8. Never play to your full potential, unless you really have to - like when you have met your match and you need to pull out all the stops just to save your pocket. Even then you might want to lose, if you can afford it, and thus make a long-term investment.

9. Learn how to win by a slight margin only, such as a ball or two, or a set or two. This is, of course, a really difficult art to master, and very few ever succeed. It is always going to be a tight-rope situation which can go one way or the other, depending on the luck-factor.

10. Always refer to the outcome of your shots as having to do with luck. For instance, if you play an obviously bad shot, complain about your bad luck; if you happen to pull of a spectacular life-saver to win from a losing situation, ascribe that to luck, too. Also make sympathetic remarks about your opponent's bad play by ascribing that to bad luck.

11. Praise your opponent's play. It gives them the confidence that they can beat you, and will make them try again.

12. Find fresh fish. Once you have beaten everybody in one pool room out of their money, it is time to move on to the next one. You might want to get out of town, in the event of word getting out, or if your life is in danger. A fool and his money are not that easily parted.

13. Keep a woman by your side. Somewhere along the way, it might be a good idea to latch on to a lost female soul, and make her your traveling companion. Guys who go to pool rooms accompanied by a woman look more harmless, and are more likely to attract action.

14. Learn to play on bar-box tables. There is infinitely unlimited action in bars. A drunk fool and his money are more easily parted, but you might have to put on Oscar-winning drunk-act performances yourself at times.

15. Reapply for your old job with less pay. In the long run you will make more money than trying to be a hustler, and you will have more to show for it, too.

WARNING !!! This article was written for amusement and educational purposes only, and this guide takes no responsibility for anyone attempting to make a life out of playing pool for money, which could possibly lead to loss of income, bankruptcy, mental trauma, injury, or in severe cases, death.)

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haha funny eh?? eh guys wanna be hustler?? :X just kidding hehee
btw i just updated my wishlist :D took away a few stuffs and added a few stuffs.. so check it out hehehe

[ my mum is back ]

2006-05-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
why is it that when there is meeting up's, i'll be the last to know? bah~
no one bother to call me :(
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my mum is finally back from new zealand.. after 10 hours of flight, she arrived singapore at around 9++ pm.. went my house downstairs to help her carry luggage~ damn she sure bought lots of food back.. cheese, chocolates, ginger sweet, lots lots lots of honey, vodka vanilla (finally not DOM), key chains, magnets and she got me a CK one summer perfume :D

when she told me her programs in new zealand, i felt lucky that i din go~ cause she went to auckland, one of the city in NZ i think.. and they din go with a tour, staying at frens house.. so there is totally NO sight see-ing -.-" and guess wad?? NZ auckland's shopping center is damn pathetic.. only one building consist of 2 levels LOL the rest are just super markets.. and its really SUPER market.. cause they sell everything and anything hahaha and their super market is like a whole damn building.. bigger then expo hall.. and their shops are closed at 5 pm~ so my mum basically went there to relax, which i dun need cause i already am relaxing lol.. but nevertheless, she bought me a small cube of cheese :) YUMMY!!!

later on going for dinner @ chomp chomp.. actually suppose to play pool but they decided to change to chomp chomp dinner -.-" oh well.. whole day staying at home~ guys if there's any programs please call me out.. i am gonna slack until army so will be damn free!!!! argh!!! BORED!!

[ happy mummy day, Kj ]

2006-05-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
dave, next time if we go and fish soon hock, use GOLDFISH!!! :( read below..
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alright.. today is my last day of work :D finally i can like rest more and play more.. but that means spend more also.. :(

hmmm last day of work doesn't seem as sad as i thought.. but still will miss the promoters there~ afterall we have been gossiping so much together :P anyway, yesterday almost wanted to start a quarrel with the new metro supervisor.. here's wad happened~

there was this customer looking at a shoe.. and i already noticed that for sometime, so i stood behind her waiting for her to seek assistance.. not that i dun wanna approach her but i believe most asian customers would rather be left alone.. so i decided to give her some space.. and i do remember greeting her already~ then this new supervisor whom i called goldfish (cause she looks like one) walked over and gave me that why-the-hell-are-you-standing-there-and-not-stalking-the-customer kind of look, then pointed at me then pointed at the customer.. implying that i should approach the customer and scare her off -.-" so obviously i saw that signal from her, then i gave her the i-know-there-is-customer-but-i-dun-wanna-scare-her-off kind of look, and then nodded my head to show her that i got her message.. and guess wad the fuck she did?? she fucking hell complained to Alphonse (my full time promoter) and said that i did not do wad she asked me to.. she fucking hell tot that i din know she's the new supervisor..

FUCK YOU BITCH!!!

when alphonse approach me about that matter, i understand that he is in a very difficult position.. cause he understands wad we as promoters should do, that is, greet the customer but give them some space~ so i raised my voiced and told alphonse 'ask her to tell me that herself' and she is kind of nearby.. then patrick came over and cooled me down.. and said its pointless for me to quarrel cause in the end the ones who get into trouble is my supervisor and not me.. so ya i held my piece ARGH!!!

i mean so wad if u're a supervisor?? I'm THE PROMOTER and i FUCKING HELL KNOWS WAD TO DO IF THERE IS CUSTOMER!!!! Elle's drop in sales is not because of bad service.. is because their designs are all so damn old already!!! argh.. i hate stupid people like that goldfish.. brainless and self centered~ anyway, i din see her today the whole damn day.. which is good~! :) cause i know i'll give her a black black face if i sees her :P anyway today after work went to find gene, dave and quan for pool.. bought a cue~ and our cues all have names :P mine's named after baby :P Kelly Junior a.k.a Kj hehehe..

gotta go off.. tml can finally meet baby :D i'm damn happy hehehe

oh and happy mother's day.. my mum's in new zealand.. kinda miss her also :P

[ shagedelic ]

2006-05-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

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rant of the day:
i would have followed, if you asked me to.
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added a rant of the day section if you guys noticed.. ya, just random rants that i have.. just reached home not long ago~ around 12+ am ba but have to copy and paste some anime so stayed up a while.. now come here blog a bit since still got some time before finish..

today's work very sian.. public holiday and those rich tai tais have nothing to do so come shopping -.-" tired.. oh and did i mention previously that my supervisor hired a new part timer?? ya.. another part timer who works until end of this month.. his wife's fren's son~ i cannot click with him, AT ALL!!! -.-" he's been here for 1 week +.. its like he is super friendly with me but i totally dunno how to communicate with him.. ARGh i hate this kind of awkward situations.. somehow he enjoys looking at pretty girls.. ya and i do enjoy too.. but its so different when my usual gang said it and he said it.. the whole thing changes totally~ something like when my usual gang shouted 'HOLY SHIT!!! I SAW A CHIO BU!!!' i would go 'WHERE WHERE???' but when wenbin (his name) said that, i would go 'nah.. look crappy to me' something like this.. and worst thing is he smokes :( now i understand why eugene's supervisor dun like to hire smokers.. cause they take un official breaks to smoke -.-" i seriously dunno but he just simply piss me off a bit at times.. and he can't work for nuts.. argh~!! anyway after work went to find gene they all for pool.. ya gene and dave shared for monstercue membership~ actually today no pool but gene called tshin in the evening and i happened to be there so sms-ed eugene and ya.. even quan also met them while on his way home -.-" played until 12.. no last train so took cab.. they went prata but i went home.. cause they all can walk home but i can't.. and i dun have extra cash for cab either~ so here i am blogging.. feel kinda out of place today~ i dunno but it seems like i'm so out of picture :( i feel so uninvited.. gosh wonder how it'll be like when i'm out of BMTC.. just because i'm working and attach doesn't mean i'm not available for programs guys...

anyway my bro just finished washing the clothes.. mum is overseas so either he or me have to do it.. intended to wash tonite but ya he's already doing it :) hehehe tml working afternoon shift.. think i'll go cook some maggie mee before sleeping~ I AM STARVING!!!

i miss baby...................................

[ mum is overseas ]

2006-05-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

is that good news? or bad? hmmm anyway for those kaypo blogders.. she went to new zealand with my aunt.. free and easy backpack tour, staying over at my aunt's fren's house.. 6 days trip so wun be back until sunday :P lets hope she enjoys herself as much as possible haha i will be enjoying myself as much as possible tooooo :P

well anyway this few days have been pretty hectic for me.. working morning shifts from monday to thursday.. oh gosh~ waking up early have never been my forte LOL but no choice cause this week is my last week of work WHAHAHA shiok~~!!! going army on 10th june so requested to stop work at around mid May hehe after this week i'm gonna have more time to rest and enjoy my life before army.. oh lemme just give a quick recap of wad i did for the past week.. well at least as much as i could remember :D

play bball on friday evening cause i wasn't working.. oh god!!! been ages since i last touch on that sport.. but still manage to shoot quite a few balls in hehehe anyway.. was having a lot of fun that day hehehe cause i really miss bball sooooOooooOo much.. we use to be so enthusiastic about that~ but now no longer so... argh, those were the days.. after bball went to chomp chomp.. YUMMY!!! ate prawn noodles, fried oyster and stingray weeeee

saturday work afternoon.. woke up with a bad tummyache~ argh must be the feast on saturday that cause that LOL but still manage to go to work.. cause dun wanna tua my colleagues.. i know they need people on saturdays~ see i so good but my supervisor is such a fu*ked up asshole :X

sunday work morning.. went to meet baby after work~ ate dinner then walk walk a while then go home le~ hmmm can't remember much also.. *shrugs*

monday was our 100 days together.. din do much cause i'm working and she has school~ only manage to have dinner then went to catch a movie.. When a Stranger Calls~ ARGH!!! sucky movie.. 1 out of 5 dots i give LOL too predictable and not much excitement.. 1 hour 30 mins of show and i only manage to feel like mabbe 10 or 15 mins of excitement.. story line totally lame and dumb~ its like the whole concept of the show is trying to make u feel exciting by playing scary background music.. but i guess the effect wasn't there~ anyway after movie went home le.. and baby made me a card~ THANKS!!! i love it a lot :P muacks muacks muacks muacks hehehe

basically thats about it ba.. lol nothing much also~ oh ya did i mentioned we saw xiaxue last week?? i can't remember when was it.. anyway she dun look as good as she is in the pictures.. but also not that bad la~ just another average girl who puts on more make up.. quite short and has fairly good figure for her height LOL we saw her i think at raffles place.. taking same train as us hehe then she drop at jurong east~ she was with her fren haha wad a small world this is.. oh and last week me and dear watched The Art Of Seduction.. not bad, 3 out of 5 dots show.. quite funny haha but story line so-so.. worth watching on weekdays :D i think i shall end here le.. getting tired and tml is morning shift again ARGH!!! gotta go bye..

[ crazy ]

2006-05-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

recently been really busy with work, Metro's Anniversary sale was a killer.. aunties and ladies are rushing for the sale like as if those products are FOC -.-" but its only a god damn storewide 20% discount.. looking at the way they fight for door gifts amuses me LOL and the way they run when the shuttles are open, TOTALLY HILARIOUS.. omg i cannot believe it.. fat aunties, and i do mean really fat aunties wearing high heels running in 1st hahaha its like all of a sudden, the air of high-class-ness disappeared into thin air.. and for a moment, i thought i was working for a pasar malam store.. those aunties got me stunned for like 20 minutes, totally not knowing how i should react to their silly-ness and clumsiness LOL oh and that sight is only on the 1st night.. cause the 1st night is for VIP metro card holders, rich ladies so as to say.. these rich ladies totally ignored their image and rush around like mad ladies, hands full of bra's of different colours and different brands, buying shoes like as if any size would fit them LOL its totally crazy if you see what i see.. anyway after the 1st night, everything went back to normal.. the next few days is just super busy and nothing else.. and also super tiring :(

sunday i need not work :D so baby came over my house.. really bored~ no money go out, nowhere to go, nothing to do.. so came over my house to rot :P well 2 person rotting together beats 1 person rotting alone :X hehe miss baby a lot a lot~ oh ya.. she also showed me a blog, about 2 gays.. colin and kero.. their getting famous day by day~ even jia xian blogs about them LOl.. on a serious note~ why are they famous in the 1st place?? i went to their blog and found out that they are not the only gay couple blog.. not even the 1st gay couple to start this thingy.. its like for no reason they are famous~ i read some of their entries and its basically some of their daily stuffs, just like any other normal blog.. i seriously dunno why and how they got famous~ the one who kept spreading about this blog must be a crazy guy.. so what if they are gay?? so wad if they confessed about it?? so wad if they are together for less then a month?? so wad if they have sex with each other??? all this has nothing to do with us.. TOTALLY NOTHING!!! and i dun understand wads with the commotion about gays and their sexual preferences.. why be so narrow minded?? why stoop to being so childish?? we dun have to look down on them.. its their choice thier life~ they have at least the courage to admit the fact that they are gays.. give them some space.. they gave us ours so why can't we live normally?? sometimes i really pity these group of people a lot.. i have to admit that i used to despise gay.. but after one of my fren turned gay, my attitude turned 180 degrees.. cause he's like one of my closer frens at that time~ and i found out that actually gays are nothing to be afraid of, they are just like any normal guys u see on the street.. they are also human, they have feelings and they do not go around having sex with any fucking straight guy they see..

this matter had me concluding that the society's maturity level is really low.. like mabbe on a scale of 10, we are on 1?? we are talking about accepting another group of HUMAN who have different sexual preferences.. not accepting another new breed of clones -.-" look at those negative comments on their tag board.. signs of immaturity LOL

anyway enuff of them~ very bored now.. going sleep soon, cause i promise baby after finish blogging go sleep :) muacks.. missing baby lots

[ blissified... ]

2006-04-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

3 months of happiness.. and still counting :)

baby.. Happy 3rd monthsary, so sorry i couldn't meet up with u on this day.. really cherish every moment i have with you..

I LOVE YOU!!

:D

i'm BLISSIFIED...

*suppose to post on 28th, but i bloody hell save as DRAFT -.-"

[ famous bloggers ]

2006-04-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

hi peeps!!!! been so long since i last updated.. yeah i'm ~~lazy~~ busy lately so mind me for the lack of updates.. recaps on wad i did for the past week, well at least wad i remembered doing.. just some highlights ya? :P

went fishing on saturday nite.. at khatib fishin jetty~ pathetically we only caught one soon hock in the nite.. yes the fish name is called soon hock~ we din give it a chinese name -.-" anyway we cast a lot a lot of times but yet couldn't catch any.. then some china guy gave us some GOLD FISH.. OMG!!!! its so darn cruel!!!! those gold fish are like so cute.. small small round round fat fat.. just like those i use to rear ARGH!!!! couldn't bear to see them poke that goldfish's tail... eeek but anyway even with the goldfish we still couldn't get any soon hock.. then waited until 6 am in the morning~ we try to catch other fish.. this time catch peacock seabass (i think?) there's another group of pple, they lend us their prawn LOl those baby type one.. and i caught the biggest among all.. but not peacock seabass lehx :P really big fish.. i mean its not considered really big for professionals but for bloody noobs like me, its BIG enough wahaha then gene they all caught some peacock seabass.. i took home my big big fish and they took home the seabasses :D ya and my mum cook it a few nite back.. YUMMY!!! so damn meaty lol.. gene says his peacock seabass's meat quite hard :P

ya basically thats about it.. and u peeps must be wondering wads with my title rite??? today i'm gonna talk about ways to being a famous blogger.. have you ever felt envious of ~~xia suey~~ xiaxue?? or mabbe kenny sia?? or you might be thinking of rockson right now.. here's wad u gotta do to become famous...

1. Write on controversial stuffs
write on stuffs like measuring penis or mabbe something like the latest sex video~ you get the idea ya?? this are stuffs that will spread REAL fast..

2. Own a fairly good digital camera
yes.. this is almost a must have gadget if u wanna be a famous blogger.. i said ALMOST because there are blogs that are still famous even without pictures.. but face the fact that most famous bloggers have pictures in their post.. not like every single one but at least 1 in every 3 post.. i mean no one likes to read a blog full of words.. that can be real boring you see haha

3. Photoshop PROFESSIONALLY
photoshoping your pictures are very important.. look at xiaxue and kenny, they are life examples of professional photoshoppers.. i dunno if they attend any course for photoshop but they seriously can do it very very well.. i mean look at this!!! and this!!!! and this!!! excellent isn't it??? dun you wish to have this kind of photoshopping skills??? its like one of the best skill one could have in this world..

4. Curse and Swear as much as possible you MOTHER FOCKERS!!!!
look at rockson.. classic example~! but beware cause blogging like that bores your readers very easily.. i use to be a fan of rockson but now i find his style real irritating.. its like so pointless for a person to swear so much just for the sake of swearing.. so ya~ blog at ur own risk :X

5. Be on national TV
look at xiaxue.. i got to know her blog only when she was on tv~ there and then i started to visit her blog.. but there's another classic example.. STEVEN LIM!! face the fact.. he's been on almost every competition trying so so sooo damn hard to be famous.. and ya~ he IS succesful.. but in a very negative way~ LOL

so follow this few steps and you're on ur way to stardom :D results vary though so its not a gurantee u'll be famous after u blog this way :X

[ b is back... but werk werk!! ]

2006-04-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

b's back from genting on tuesday.. thank god for letting her come back safely :) missing her a lot a lot.. hehe update on wad i did~

started work this week, monday went down to paragon metro.. and guess wad?? stupid peter nvr call me to tell me that i'm not working on monday -_-" so i stupidly went down in formal wear like an idiot only to attend a less then 15 min new staff briefing ARGH!!! lucky gene was in town that day to take the application form.. so after my briefing and his thingy done, we went play pool.. and it FUCKING RAINED!!!! _|_ argh!! really pissed lor!!! SUAY!!! and we're trapped in metro for about 1 hour NA BEI!! stupid weather.. after it stopped we met quan then go play pool le~ guess how much we plaeyed?? $43 -.-" 1st time play until so expensive haha cause we played for about 4 hours ba.. :P

tuesday went to work.. 1st day of work and it wasn't as bad as i tot haha actually quite fun also.. there auntie all very cute one~ then got to know a few frens :P but other then that working is pretty much bored and tired, everyday stand there pose as sir stamford raffles ahaha then can see different type of pple LOL

wednesday went out with gene dave and baby to play pool.. then after that went dinner~ we tried looking for a prawn noodle intro-ed by gene.. but couldn't find it so in the end walked about 2 hours before we find it.. AND IT CLOSE LIAO!!! #!@$@#^!@#$@ KNN!!!! so we went golden mile opposite that food centre eat since its near there also.. ate prawn noodle and fried kway tiao~ after that went zai house play mahjong and drink abit~ then baby went home about 2 plus then the rest of us went mac eat burger :P then go home bout 4 le...

thursday went work again.. 1.30 start work~ so damn tired lol cause wednesday play until so late :D no choice have to work la~ nothing much on thursday also ba..

friday worked morning shift.. 9.30 have to reach there argh!! tired.. then reach le went for a briefing a while then continue work until 6pm.. lunch time only ate 2 breadtalk.. cause eat alone sian so da bao bread to canteen eat haha

saturday suppose to work morning de but then change with one of the auntie there to work afternoon shift.. so went work in the afternoon.. gene's 1st day in work lol and my colleague told me he look like guai guai type LOL funny.. then after work went home eat then go fishing at sembawang park.. dammit!!! whole nite only 1 crab argh!! stupid place -.-" fish fish listen music and talk cock until 6 am then go home..

today slept until 3+ pm.. wake up le then online blog lol oh btw i receive my ns letter le.. gotta go in on 10th June haix!!! sianz.. gonna miss so many things when i'm inside.. especially my b :( ARGH!!! anyway later dunno got tennis not~ haven receive any call from gene yet.. sianz~ shall end here le..

[ baby in m'sia ]

2006-04-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

now my baby must be having fun at genting.. missing her already~ OMG!!! and even though she called, i'm still worrying about her safety.. argh!!! xiaozai must be missing seen may too lol cause she is also in m'sia kukop i guess :P

*praying every minute every second for b's safety*

[ say a little prayer for you ]

2006-03-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

tml is me and baby's 2nd monthsary, as well as her exam paper.. she must be mugging for her exam now~ praying and hoping that everything will go smoothly for her exam tml and hopes that she doesn't stress herself out :)

tml gonna meet baby after her school~ looking very forward to it.. :D we have been meeting up pretty often this few days.. but meeting often doesn't seem to be enuff for me.. somehow i feel like meeting her everyday, but so many pple tell me that seeing each other everyday will make the relationship very sian~ which is quite true in most cases.. but i dunno about us *shrugs* just wanna see her as often as i could.. oh btw i spoiled my specs yesterday @!#!@%$^$#% but mum say she will make me a new one if she got the government money thingy soon :D

going to start work soon ARGH~ how come i dun seem to look forward to working???? its like when i start work, i'm gonna be so busy~!!! i wun have enuff time for baby, brother family, my family and games.. ARGH!!! not to mention tennis, basketball etc etc :( i'm going to grow fatter and fatter whahaha anyway, was hoping to work 5 days a week MAX!!! yes i am hoping to work at most 5 days a week.. yes i am lazy!!!!! lol

not much to blog about liao.. life's pretty bored~ argh.. let something interesting happen to me!!!! like mabbe let me witness a robbery.. or let me be on punk'd :X lol

[ chalet ]

2006-03-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

voila~!! its been ages since i last updated.. reason?? ~~cause i'm too lazy~~ cause i'm really busy!!! with the preperation of chalet and stuffs.. actually not much preperation also haha~ ok i can't remember wad i did on 17th to 19th.. so let me just update on chalet stuffs..

20th March, 1st day:
everything was messy, while i was sleeping, i receive 2 calls.. 1 from dave and 1 from gene.. dave ask me to bring his pants which i forgot and gene ask me to go his house 1st~ woke up after gene's call then go bathe and prepare some of my toiletries.. then off i go to gene's house.. reach gene house at around 11.20 lidat, was expecting myself to be one of the last peeps to reach but in the end.. I AM THE FIRST!!! knn LOL and initially wanna meet 11 at sheng shiong whahaha all late in the end.. so waited for the rest to come~ they reach at around 12, discussed about the food and budget we have~ and 2 pple pang seh us :( then after that gene's dad fetch us to sheng shiong.. zai and seen may went to take cab to pasir ris collect cake, so we left our luggage with them and went to get the food~ after buying the food, gene's dad fetch us to the chalet.. National Service Chalet and Country Club~ for NS man de la.. but its damn nice, well furnished and has fairly good amenities.. just that there is no mini mart inside.. thus we have to prepare the food for 4 days~ reached the chalet then unpacked stuffs.. after that played abit mahjong and card game~ then i went to bring baby in.. quite boring on the 1st day cause nothing to do also.. then at nite gene's mum bring the marinated wings to us.. played a bit mahjong with her and gene's dad.. i am so damn lucky that nite :P imagine playing against pros like uncle and auntie.. and i still manage to win whahaha zai play until so gan chiong LOL after that they went home then we played cards then go sleep at around 5 am..

21st March, 2nd day:
woke up at around 11am.. tshin and june came and i happen to wake up :P went fishing a while and rained.. caught nothing edible~ only gene caught 2 puffer fish.. lol i caught lots of seaweed though :X went back played mahjong with the peeps who came~ baby is my lucky star :P when she sit beside me i keep winning.. actually wanna play money but then play until 'nan feng' all sian sian one.. so in the end stop liao~ din collect money from them cause pai seh.. think i got win about 40+ ba and its only 'nan feng' LOL no choice la.. lucky star beside me means win win win :D then after playing went to eat bbq food.. more and more pple come and baby dunno them de.. i know she feel a bit uneasy but no choice la.. i ate lots of wings yummmy it taste so damn nice lor!!!! i love it :P then ate lots of otah also.. lots of sausage also but the crabstick?? wasted hahaha not nice de.. cause lousy quality :X then after bbq finish most guest left.. fel and terence went to sleep in zai's room~ henry, dave and wei long watched soccer on tv.. then the rest of us played card games and drink.. waaaaaa this time i din drink a lot.. tshin drank a lot a lot LOL until kind of drunk ahhaha then when we went back sleep he so damn noisy :X slept at around 5++ am

22nd March, 3rd day:
woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon haha so damn shag~!!! watched tv and play dai dee.. dinner gene's dad da bao for us.. we are lucky kids lol then after i eat finish sent dear to take shuttle bus.. went back play card games do push ups and sit ups.. now my hand is aching.. chest also, tummy also.. back also LOL i'm typing this entry using my toes :X no la just kidding haha went bathe, gene went sleep at around 2 am.. then the rest of us go tell ghost story.. omg~ only me and dave got story tell.. talk until 6 am then go sleep le..

23rd March, 4th day:
woke up at 9 am to clean up and pack back.. we lost 1 chopstick LOl lucky the guy who check inventory din found out :P then we packed our stuffs le wait for gene dad.. check out liao zai and seen may went off themselves.. gene dad fetch the rest of us to eat brunch.. yummy yummy mee pok :D after eating he fetched us home~

thats all :D today did nothing much.. just now went to hand in job application form to tshin supervisor.. suppose to start work on 1st april :P time he will confirm again whahaha now waiting for baby to come over then later mabbe go play pool :D

[ to my baby kelly ]

2006-03-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

this few days i've been spending a lot of time on my PC playing D2.. and thus i think i've neglected baby in that sense.. sorry darling~ no matter how much time i spent playing game, i still love you most.. and now i promise to spend more time with ya~ love you lots and i mean wad i say :)

love is not about looking for the perfect partner, love is about accepting the imperfections of ur partner.. i hope u can accept my imperfection, I MISS YOU TOO!!!! :(

[ graduation ]

2006-03-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

yes!!! finally out of school.. friday i believe is the happiest day for most of the SIT peeps :) for me its kinda mixed, feeling so god darn happy yet so sad.. i really will miss a lot of things in school~!!! this marks the end of my 3 yr study.. a chapter of my life~ so...... wads next?? before army i gotta find a part time job real soon.. but that have to be after 24th march cause i have chalet from 20th - 23rd :P so anybody has job for me after that?!?!?! ring me up QUICK haha..

this few days nothing much happen actually.. friday after my last day of school went home bathe change eat dinner.. then went to meet with my brother family to drink~ actually wanted to go to clarke quay.. but dave and quan say so far just to drink kinda waste time and money.. so decided to go to serangoon chomp chomp there~ but the pubs and bar there are so damn crowded -.-" so in the end.. went to zai house AGAIN haha played mahjong until so late~ we play so damn slow lor.. until 5+ am then reach home sleep.. saturday wake up at 12++ and baby msg-ed me.. she after her facial thingy came over my house watch movie whaha i kope a lot new movies before i leave school hehehe.. reached at around 4+ watched Rumour Has It.. not very nice.. 2.5/5 dots show, was expecting something more funnier.. then after that my mum reach home.. ate dinner then we watched Date Movie lol very lame show.. another scary movie genre type of movie.. 2.5/5 dots also LOL after watching sent dear home then i go home liao.. sunday did nothing also~ baby came over to watch FD3.. damn sux~ 1.5/5 dots movie.. the way they die is so IMPOSSIBLE haha lame shit.. and its damn disgusting -.-" baby reached my house around 4+ also.. after movie mum bought chicken rice for us.. 1 big packet for the both of us to share~ cause baby still not hungry so we shared :P after that watched The League of The Extra Ordinary Gentleman on channel 5.. watch that before in the cinemas.. quite nice but watching it 2nd time is quite boring~ then after that sent baby to boon lay liao then go home.. played game awhile then sleep le.. today damn bored nothing much happen also~

can't find anything else to blog liao la~ very damn bored lor.. shall end here le

[ black couple rings are unique ]

2006-03-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

**updated!!!**
edited with a few new peeps i wanna thank.. cause that day blog in a rush so not in the mind to think :P see below for updates

last saturday went to make couple ring with baby at PS couple lab.. decided on black couple rings~ unique and elegant, mine with her name 'kelly' engraved and hers with my name 'hong' engraved.. both engraved on the outside, inside is the date we got together :D after ordering, me and dear went to play game a while.. then collect ring at around 3.30~ actually after that wanna go play pool de but then monstercue is soOoOOOoOoo crowded so decide not to play.. went to cine watch movie instead~ bought tix for underworld evolution then went shop shop and dinner.. then around 7.40 went in~ SUX!!! underworld evolution SUX!!!!!!!! 1.5/5 dots max~ no continuation from the previous one.. at least not that i understand of!!!! it seriously is one of the must not watch movies of the year.. unless its downloaded~ totally crap show!!! comparing the previous one, the graphics lost by a whole lot -.-" but much more gore.. one brain slashed after another, one mouth tore after another =.=" damn bloody lame.. and i do mean BLOODY!!! anyway, sent dear to boon lay after that~ then pei her wait for her bus then i went off to find gene, tshin, dave and quan to drink~ dave pretty high that day.. well normally he'll be high after a few sips so pretty normal of him.. LOL~ i drank 1 cup!!! as promised :P ya i promise my baby i wun drink more then 2 cups so i have to keep it :) after drinking went to mac eat burger.. then took cab home~ sunday woke up went to play tennis.. very fun :P every tennis session is fun whahaha.. then played ball kanna elbow on the eye.. ARGH i hate it when i dun wear my bball specs then kanna my eye.. cause the metal frame will cut me~ lucky this time small cut only, but got a small orbaka :X FUCK YOU RAY!!! thanks for that 'unintentional' elbow u gave me.. its uncalled for fucker!!! ya i'm pissed because of the specs.. if i'm like wearing my plastic specs then i wun be that pissed~ call me petty call me no sportsmanship~ i'm still gonna curse and swear at him.. after that went back to tennis, then went to eat dinner at S11.. minced meat noodle!! yum yum.. then went to soya bean session.. talk cock a while then went home at around 11.30~ thats about it ba~

recently i saw a lot of inter-racial ~~sex video~~ couples~ and when i say inter-racial, i do mean extreme inter-racials.. like indian with chinse, and the indian is from india and chinese from china!!! its that extreme.. not only once, not twice.. i saw 4 of such couples!!!! i seriously dunno how they are going to communicate.. cause its like i heard the indian talking tamil and then the chinese talking chinese with china accent.. so its hard to imagine how much effort that relationship is gonna take to maintain~!!! but then again.. maybe because they can't communicate well thus a lot of things are hidden from each other.. and ignorance may be a bliss LOL but they seriously are very loving couples.. ALL of them~ haha heck.. maybe because its the craze now for chinese girls to have indian boyfriends.. oh ya!!! maybe because indians are hairy by nature and thus sexier and thus more popular among chinese girls.. hmmm just a speculation la~

i'm like gonna be an unofficial graduate from NYP in like less then 4days time?? ya.. gonna miss a lot of things~ shall take this opportunity to express my gratitude to the peeps who have been part of my NYP 3 years of good memory..

Cynthia
Life has been tough for you.. lol tolerating me for like 2 years?? :X anyway glad to have you as my classmate.. most peeps should noe la~ i dun have lots of close frens in my NYP class.. cause i've always been mixing with eugene soOooOooOOOoo much when i was in year 1 and 2.. thus no time for my class~ but cynthia, you're definitely one of the closest i could have in this class~ thanks for helping me whenever i need help, thanks for tolerating my selective childishness, thanks for letting me play your digi cam until no batt and still dun ask me buy batt LOL thanks for tolerating my narcistic character :P

Xian Rong
Ya, like i said.. i dun have much close frens in my class.. except for cynthia, the next would be you.. when chit chatting with you, i feel free and feel safe.. like maybe if i have secrets to share i wun mind sharing with you cause i know you're trustworthy.. you've helped me a lot and i feel you deserve better then wad u have now~ please trust me on one thing.. that is you're a really nice guy and you're really attractive, ~~if ima girl i would drag you to the toilet every nite to fuck you~~ ok too extreme thats y i strike it out.. but still you're definitely attractive..

Wei Sheng
got to know you from eugene.. u're really a mature guy and really tot me how to be mature~ although most of the times i chose to be immature :X anyway thanks for putting up with my nonsensical attitude at times.. thanks for the help you gave when we're doing project in the same group..

Yi Shan, Jasmine, 40
yes thanks girls.. we had fun~ though din noe each other for long but still we had really lots of fun.. very memorable :) gonna miss the k box we had.. gonna miss you girls :P

Alvin Wang Hanxiong
you're a fucker and a bastard.. but life in BATES would be so much more boring without you~ he's my ipp partner.. lucky yet unlucky to have him.. anyway please do take care of yourself~ stop BEING SO CHILDISH ACTING DAMMIT!!!

Louis Wong from BATES
thanks a million for you guidance during my IPP.. you're the best supervisor one could get in a company.. very understanding and very kind guy~!! i kinda miss those OTs we did that i used to hate so much.. i've learnt a hell lot from you~ be it about life, about office politics, about making myself useful in a company or about technical skills.. thanks!!

L306 lab mates (Junaidah, Cheryl, Wen Yao)
thanks peeps!!!!! thanks jun for lending me that pillow lol thanks cheryl for signing in for me for like the pass 9 or 10 weeks?? thanks wen yao for letting me hit you just for the sake of it :P anyway i'll miss almost everything we did in the lab, the makan sessions in lab, the LUXOR gamings.. and most importantly the ONE PIECE anime addiction we got :P well its me who made you peeps addicted anyway :X so thank me for that whahaa anyway i'll really really miss you peeps a lot a lot.. most probably one of the most i'm gonna miss cause afterall you peeps are the ones who are with me thru this last lap.. no doubt about it~

Neo Kah Xian
thanks for letting me suan your cup size.. thanks for being so 38 with me LOL anyway just wanna let u noe that u are really damn bloody hell 38.. cannot stand it -.-" and u are super duper lame.. please!!! rebond ur hair the next time i see you will ya? oh and stop looking at shuai ge lol you're attached liao lehx and even if u wan bio shuai ge also must got skill abit ma.. so OBVIOUS!!! haha

Zhi Wei
thanks for driving me around eating curry rice :D you have been a great friend.. always asking me what happen when i black face :P and please buck up.. LOL stop slacking like me wahahah

Fenni
i can't call you a bimbo.. cause a bimbo is a girl who is stupid but beautiful, you're stupid and not so beautiful :X just kidding.. anyway thanks for the gossipings lol you're another 38 one.. can't stand it :P i'll miss the kbox session we had whaha but now i cannot sing duet with you liao hehhe take care and stop being so auntie can??

Kelly Lim Cheah Yi
NO.. dun be mistaken~! she is not my baby.. my baby's name is KELLY TAN KAI LI!! she is another kelly, the ~~short~~ smaller one :P anyway.. actually din wanna put ur name in de.. cause after all i'm thanking peeps whom i know in my POLY life, and i know u since sec school so not counted whahaa but since u request.. here goes ur name lor.. erm.. thanks lol

**please remind me if i miss out anyone.. i quite seh now hahaha**

i'll also miss those above.. really would miss everything~ initially i thought that leaving school would be one of the happiest thing that happened this year (happiest no doubt is being with baby :P) but now it seems that leaving school is not just happy but also a really sad and heartwarming thing.. looking back at those years reminds me of you peeps and all of you are simply the best memory one could get.. THANKS A MILLION!!!!

[ Big Momma preview ]

2006-03-01T10:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday met dear at somerset 6.45 and both of us are late haha i was late because she told me she would be late and thus i waited a while in school then leave :X anyway, intended to watch Final Destination 3~ walked to cine and queued up to buy tix.. then all of a sudden, a couple approach us and offered to give us free preview tix for big momma house 2 we're both like pretty stunned.. i mean since its a free preview ticket, why din the couple go?? dear asked them why and they just said they got something on whahaha.. so we took the tix and went to the cinema straight lol very funny show.. 3.5/5 dots show haha had a really good luff in the cinema~ we're quite lucky eh?? someone give us free tix on our monthsary LOL are they angels???? :X anyway after watching we went to PS.. eat AJISEN~ actually wanted to eat cafe cartel but i'm sick.. ya had throat irritations yesterday so din eat cafe cartel~ went to ajisen and we both ordered cha shu ramen :D YUM YUM i love it.. i wan to eat the volcano one next time whahaha taste good but the service is so-so lol dear says when she at CA work, she does better then those ajisen-ians LOL after eating, COUPLE LAB CLOSED!!! :( sadded.. my black romeo and juliet couple ring!!! its nice k!?!?! very nice and dear also liked it!!! but then they close le so we decided this saturday go make :P mabbe make liao watch FD3?? or play pool?? haha see how ba :X sent dear to boon lay.. pei her wait for bus then go home~ reach home went to bed le..

i'm sick.. not the throat irritation type of sick, but really sick type of sick.. having headache and feeling feverish~ whole body aching now :( guess i'll have to rest more this few days.. sleep early and drink more water~ oh and i have dinner on thursday with cynthia ziyi they all.. now my condition also dunno can make it or not :( FUG i hate to be sick.. i mean this week and next week is suppose to be enjoying weeks for me cause this week i have my monthsary, dinner with some of my dearest NYP peeps, tennis on sunday~!!!! oh and friday may have bball.. but now i may have to skip ALL OF IT :( except for monthsary cause i celebrated it when i still feel okie :P oh and next week i have SEOUL GARDEN session with my lab mates.. and if i'm still feeling sick.. then mabbe i'll have to give it a miss :( FUG!!!! please let me be ok.. haixXxx

today john lim totally ignored us -.-" he din come even though i msg-ed him and called him :( i think he gave up on us LOL anyway finally got something working cause issac helped :) thanks a lot issac.. very appreciated ;) anyway tml gotta present le.. formal wear sianz!!!! haix.. pray hard for me.. REALLY REALLY hard

[ happy 1st month ]

2006-02-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to my dearest kelly and her only.. so if u continue to read, and things get a little mushy, dun blame me.. READ AT UR OWN RISK :P

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Dear,

we have been happily together for 1 month le, 32 days to be exact.. although both of us still need a lil more time to really understand each other better, but i believe things will work out for us.. you have been really understanding for this whole month and not complaining about me playing game too much, and i really do appreciate that a lot :)

Having a relationship is tough, maintaining one is tougher.. but i believe that we can maintain this relationship for as long as we want, i will always be there for you when you need me (or not), i'll try my best to understand you better.. i love you more and more and MORE as each day passes, i miss you more for every single day i can't get to see you.. i've forgotten how it feels like to really love someone until you came, appeared in front of me and became my better half.. you've added colors in my life.. although i'm unable to promise you anything big right now, but right now what i can tell you is..

I LOVE YOU

and i will really cherish this relationship.. till death do us part :)

dearest,
hong

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yup thats all.. ok la, actually not too mushy also haha~ satyed up until 12am just for the sake of blogging this kz?!?! so dear dun blame me for lying to you that i gone to bed :x i'm gonna go sleep liao.. nites peeps

[ i'm a joker not a joke ]

2006-02-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

last friday went to play mahjong at zai house.. lost, TERRIBLY -.-" luck just not with me lor.. saturday woke up then play diablo liao, fun fun fun :D char lvl increase quite a lot and i found a lot not bad items :D can give my merc use if gene doesn't need it whahaha.. sunday went to play tennis and bball, super shag~ after that went to have dinner then soya bean time :D pretty much pissed off this few days -.-" *just not in the mood for jokes*

today went to school early in the morning.. 8.25 reach school liao, ever since FYPJ started, i've never ever woke up that early and reach school that early also lol.. but this week is the unofficial last week of my studies and i dun wanna get caught for being late.. i mean getting caught for lame shits like that is really STUPID.. especially for the last week whereby they start to grade u on ur performance :P anyway, i think ervina has serious problem with my MSN nick :X today part of my nick goes something like 'Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away' then she message me.. telling me LIFE IS MEASURED BY RULER -.-" then previously part of my nick goes 'i somehow find you and i collide' she message me and asked.. wads collide?? who collided?? why collided??? mabbe not that many questions but it just seems that ~~retarded~~ way LOL :X no offence whaha.. oh and i think today my supervisor gonna dua me again :( last friday told us that monday will come find us.. but today until now haven come so i can assume he really dua us liao..

oh ya yesterday during soya bean time talked about chalet :D gonna have chalet with my brother side soon :P so long no chalet le whahaha the bbq food and the lame game whahaha looking forward to it.. although nothing is confirmed but still looking forward to it :)

[ pink panther ]

2006-02-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

tuesday went to watch pink panther with dear.. damn hilarious~ 4/5 dots movie, worth watching on weekends.. can really give u a good luff LOL i laughed all the way from start to end :X

met dear on PS on tuesday 6 plus lidat.. went to buy tix after she reached, then walk walk a while~ after that go in see movie liao.. and the stupid sell ticket girl let us sit with another couple -.-" she should let us space out a bit ma lol :X anyway enjoyed the movie lots.. but the seats are not very comfy~ think cine is still the best :D after movie went to eat BK yum yum then wanted to play pool after that BUT forgot dear wearing uniform.. and we walked to meridien liao =.=" although uncle allow us borrow but i dun wan cause its like kinda unhygienic ya know~!! so din get to play pool lol.. continue walk walk then dear called her mama o.o went to find her mum, auntie and dad.. think they pretty shocked to see us holding hands, cause dear only told them she is going out with FRIENDS lol and not BOYFRIEND :X and i could see her auntie mouth open look at us hold hand walk towards them lol so funny.. her mum also shocked but not as shocked as the aunt lol the dad kinda quiet.. and i tot he was angry~ phew.. yes i blushed a little, i admit ok!!!! then her mum, dad and aunt took bus and we went to take MRT.. sent baby to boon lay~ and din take bus with her.. cause she scared no last train :( ya so she went to take bus and i took train home..

weds, literally pon school whole day :X went to do SSDC btt practice.. omg and i fail twice.. then after that played pool then went home liao~ -.-" nothing much happened actually..

yesterday was boring too.. nothing happen also~ oh and jun just threw a bloody water bottle towards me.. lucky i siam :X oh btw did i mentioned i decided not to sign police liao?? ya.. cause family gave a lot of negative reactions and told me about the bad things of signing police hmmm guess this time i made the right choice ba.. at least now i dun have to think of how to distribute my time evenly among my brother family, my family and dear.. so this time ain't gonna regret :)

gonna stop here.. getting bored~

[ i got high ]

2006-02-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

woosh~ some recaps on wad i did, that i remembered though lol..

Friday:
chomp chomp dinner with family cancelled, went to meet dear at boon lay for dinner, watched The Fog.. seriously sux, 2/5 dots movie.. worth downloading only, the whole story is pretty lame.. not scary at all, lousy computer graphics and effects.. ya and we watched at jurong point GV, me and dear feel so uncomfy with the seats lol.. its so small!!!! -.-" after watching went to eat mac.. then about to finish that time, eugene called me up.. he just finished his OT work then ask me go pei him eat, so waited bus with dear then she went home i went find gene at chomp chomp~ share sting ray with him and quan.. after that went gene house, BORED!@!! slack and play games until 3 am then took cab home.. reach home sleep then woke up at dunno wad time..

Saturday:
went zai house in the night.. met dear 9pm at amk control station, actually dun wan her come le.. cause she just work finish then next day have to work again.. then can't bear to see her tired tired ma~ but she insist on coming so.. ya met her le then went aunt house, the rest arrived late also.. in fact all of us are late lOL quan reached at 4am.. LATEST! :X that day drank a lot.. really a lot a lot!! thats the result of trying too hard to be hero -.-" sorry dear.. made u worry, played 7 up~ murderer etc etc.. then kanna sabo drank a 1/3 vodka OMG! that made me go HIGH.. then went to take bus at around 7 am lidat.. some how when i am high that time, i feel that the whole world is spinning.. and there's only me and dear -.-" and when dear took 22 home and i took 76 home, i had the feeling that she left me :( HATE IT!! but nvm cause thats just because i'm kind of on the drunk side.. took 76 home then slept until 2+++++ i think....

Sunday:
woke up with a serious headache, i guess thats what they call a hang over ba.. then before having my lunch, vomited some alcoholic content.. then ate lunch, vomit again~ feeling damn sux.. my lunch all come out but felt so much better.. around 5 lidat went to spring play tennis.. din really play much though.. then had bball.. omg~ after bball had a bit headache~ too hungry :P then went to eat dinner with quan.. go home slept early @ 10.30pm..

today woke up early :P cause had enuff sleep.. miss dear so much, tml going see her :P hehe.. saturday chit chatted with dave and quan after bball oh and the 2 sisters, kelly and leslie.. talked about osama and bush stuffs (i dunno wad we're thinking then) heard from dave that bush actually was the one who planned the 11th september bomb thing.. oh and he also told me that the tsunami is most probably done by bush~ i seriously can't believe it.. i mean i dun think wad he said was totally bullshit.. but without any media reporting it, i find it so unbelievable.. mabbe the 911 bombing is possible.. but the tsunami??? i can't believe that the current technology is so god damn advanced to create that wave that swept so many countries.. and if peeps have proof against that farking bush then why din they stand up against him?? i believe that there's a lot of peeps who hate bush knows about these inside stuffs but why din anyone stand up against him?? he should be burned in hell if he did something so cruel.. and he dun deserve to be the president of US if wad dave told me is true.. i've never really gotten myself into this kind of politic shits but this news came and got me so into politics now.. its like there are so many people who claim to be doing things for the country but how many seriously did it with heart?? look at taiwan.. those politicians, can you even call them politicians??? they fight, swear and bribe.. and all they did is for the sake of themselves.. those are not politicians, those are a bunch of disgraceful peeps to their country.. look at bush, up till now.. nothing but war~ he contributed nothing yet.. and i dunno why he is still the president -.-" look at indonesia.. the country is now seriously so rotten beyond hope.. look at osama, people praying to him like he is god but he is actually a devil.. there's so many 'politicians' that is unfit to be labelled that~ they seriously need to think it over.. those are people ruling the world.. those are people who make decisions that indirectly affect my life~ and those are people who might most probably be the most corrupted people ever lived..

oh btw.. NYP's scandal is spread so widely that its on straits times liao -.-" the news is so big now OMG!!!!! shall end here le.. so lethargic~

[ ns man = despo man ]

2006-02-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

this is something hilarious.. here's wad happened~

a few days back, some guy in friendster called Desmond added me, well i have 2 desmonds inside.. its the one with a lot of cartoon pictures -.-" after adding me in friendster, he proceeded to add me in msn.. and initially i was like~ who the hell is this guy?? is he gay?? is he interested in my asshole??? was wondering if i had a primary school fren called desmond, but i din.. kindergarden?? neither did i have, even if i did i would have forgotten and he would have forgotten.. so i drew a conclusion that we din know each other at ALL.. and i assume that he is just another attention seeker who hopes to have like 25 frenster accounts each full of 'frens'.. so that din bothered me until i saw him online, then i was really curious.. so i initiate to ask him 'do i know you?' and he replied 'no' so i was thinking ok, this convo should end here no matter wad.. cause i'm a guy, and he should have seen it in my pictures, even if he is gay he should have seen the picture of me and my girlfren, and perish the tot of converting me to a gay.. BUT, he seem so interested in me -.-" he asked about the basic stuffs like where i stay.. height and weight, name blah blah blah.. so ok i tot i should be the usual friendly hong~ then replied his questions.. then today things got a bit wierd~ this part of the convo shall say it all.. this is part of the convo.. starting is the usual 'hi', 'hello' stuffs.. here goes, orange is me green is him..

[08:25:55 PM] nice 2 noe u: boring now finding ppl chat 2 waste e time...
[08:26:17 PM] 23:59 [bi: u mean u're in ns already?
[08:26:43 PM] nice 2 noe u: yes...
[08:27:05 PM] nice 2 noe u: btw u have ur dinner already...
[08:27:10 PM] 23:59 [bi: yup
[08:27:16 PM] 23:59 [bi: eaten liao
[08:27:57 PM] nice 2 noe u: tat guy ur stead...
[08:28:32 PM] 23:59 [bi: LOL!!!!!
[08:28:40 PM] 23:59 [bi: i'm the guy god dammit!!!
[08:32:02 PM] nice 2 noe u: sori...my officer call mi 2 do something i b rite back...
[08:32:49 PM] 23:59 [bi: ok LOL!
[08:43:41 PM] nice 2 noe u: sori i gtg...
[08:43:41 PM] nice 2 noe u: bye bye...

HE MISTOOK ME FOR KELLY DEAR!!!! OMG!!!! wtf man!!! can anyone he so dumb and so blur???? below is the screenshot of it as proof whahaha..

dumbass!!! click to enlarge

ok i'm gonna go play game le.. LOL!!!!

[ valentine's day ]

2006-02-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday celebrated valentine's day with dear :P so happy.. we went to her workplace eat, and its damn damn damn crowded!! everywhere is damn damn damn crowded -.-" wanted to make reservation for Fish & Co. initially but she wanted to eat at her workplace haha so no choice.. then her workplace cannot make reservations de~ so have to queue up lor.. but the waiting time is ok la, only about 15 mins of wait.. i had CA sirloin steak and dear had spice me up.. pasta lol so spicy that dear cannot finish, we share strawberry milk ice.. something like that i couldn't remember the name of it :X then for desert we ate cheese cakes!!! strawberry cheese cake for me and choco cheese for dear~ after eating went to Esplanade there walk walk and hear people 'croak croak' :X haha but there so many people then no one 'croaking' and muacking one :X lOl in the end the whole place so unromantic de.. FULL OF COUPLES, and TOURIST -.-" imagine u dating then there is south africans walk pass chit chatting lol dave should know how funny it would be.. the situation would be like i am saying to dear, 'Dear I love you a lot, you're my star, my moo...' (background) 'seh ka su na seh neh ba, seh ka nu *click* neh sa *click* kua, HAHAHAHAH' could you imagine how hilarious that would be???? well not that it happened to me but ya know.. mabbe it happened to Mr Russell Peters :X ok sorry, i digressed.. we walked to merlion, pass each other gifts.. dear bought me Billabong wallet, my favourite color somemore!!!! so happy.. love it!! :) and me and dear xin you ling xi lehx.. cause i bought her billabong handbag.. lol and then chit chat a bit.. there got more tourist!! got japoooon people and ang mohs.. LOL after that walk to raffles place MRT and WOAH!!! there is so many people picnicking there.. OMG and i tot got wad event there.. but in the end its just couples date lol i think valentine's day is the most unromantic day in singapore.. cause anywhere that is suppose to be romantic will be so crowded that it became unromantic -.-" anyway me sent dear to boon lay then go home le.. happy :D oh and below is pictures that we took at merlion, using her camera fone and my sony ericson lighting :)

at merlion there~

making funny faces :#

hehe will take picture of how the wallet dear gave me looks like if got chance ba.. oh and felicia, u still owe me pictures!@!!! haha faster send me so that i can post on blog.. and ya send me the video also.. i wanna post on blog too :D

yesterday also discussed with dear about signing for police.. she supported me :) thanks dear.. although i know she will be a bit sad, but that 6 months inside will be for the sake of my future.. so dear sorry, its a choice that i've tot about carefully and decided de~ and thanks thanks thanks.. i promise to spend time with u after i go in and i will keep that promise :)

[ season for love ]

2006-02-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

hi peeps, i know i ought to update.. been a while since i last updated~ anyway the annual not-so-anticipated day by most people is here.. valentine's day :) so...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! LOVE EVERYONE!!!
KELLY DEAR I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!

this greeting goes out to all peeps k?~! no bf/gf doesn't mean no celebrate valentine's day.. cause my defination of valentine's day is to spend the day with the one's you love, so valentine's day could meant eating out with your mum ~~and she gets to pay for it~~, chilling out with your brudder's cum sista's, going out with your family etc etc. v'dae doesn't just mean its for people with spouse -.-"

anyway yesterday was tshin's birthday, had dinner at marche~ not too bad but kind of pricey lol.. me, dave, zai and quan shared pressie.. we bought him a really really nice COFFIN.. LOL kinda lame rite??? anyone wanna eat lame chop?? whahaha.. but the coffin is really nice, its a mini cabinet that can hang on wall one lol hope shin likes it.. then after dinner me find lao po after her work, went play pool at marina square with the rest of the peeps.. then sent dear home~

saturday was pretty much boring.. in the 1st half, evening time went to play pool at grassroots, after that went zai house play cards cum mahjong cum truth ~~or dare~~ lol then went home liao.. sunday morning played bball, super shag and super hot.. after bball went to swim, weeeeeeeeee so long nv swim swim le ;) after swim finish went home bathe change then go town buy present and play pool.. woot think i overspent since i bought bdae present and vdae~!!!! but heck cause its a once in a while thingy.. shall end here le ba, tired and not really in the blogging mood.. can't manage to blog in the typical hong style lol

[ my 200th ]

2006-02-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

yeah, this post is my 200th.. been blogging for about 1 year 8 months, since July 2004 till now :) wondering how much longer can i continue to blog.. hmmmm mabbe during my BMT i will blog lesser~ but will i be blogging 10 years down the road?? *shrugs* there's bloggers who are 49 year old and still going strong haha so actually age doesn't really matter :P but still.. how long more??? sometimes just dun feel like blogging at all.. but dunno for whose sake it is, i'll just update for the sake of it.. cause after all, i dun wan my blog to be a boring place for peeps to come in :D a blog is troublesome to take care of, u have to edit codes and maintain them.. and have to backup whenever u update~ else blogspot might just accidentally delete the codes.. like how they did to mine previously -.-" TWICE somemore _|_ so i've learnt to backup the codes everytime i update something.. JUST IN CASE~!! hmmm the whole blogosphere has been the up and coming trend of most youngsters.. no doubt i'm one of those that got sucked into this trend haha but somehow blogging has become a necessity to most youngsters :P i'm not one of those lol sometimes its a good thing to blog, but when blogging turns into a 'blog-war' -.-" thats something real lame..

anyway, just now watched excorsism of emily rose on my PC.. 2.5/5 star rating show, nothing much interesting and scary..was expecting something more~ lol after watching went to eat laksa.. short kelly's treat :P thanks hehe oh and stupid laksa stain my shirt :( 3 dots of laksa on my nike tee now.. sadded~ then after eating come back lab.. try install stupid program.. finally found out that is john lim pass me wrong disc -.-" so he'll pass me disc tml morning.. ya and now i'm suppose to do something with my project and i'm lazy HAHA later goin meet dear for dinner :P so happy cause so long nv see her le :) anyway i think i better get on to my project stuff if not tml will die hehee

[ dedicated to you.. ]

2006-02-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

my 2nd post of today.. dedicated to someone close, close enuff to make me dedicate this post for her..i dun wanna name anyone here~ so you know who you are..

lets just refer this close female fren as V.. dun guess who she is~ no she is not erv -.-" ok.. V recently broke up with her bf.. a long enuff relationship for her to be sad, i guess words can't describe her feeling.. no, i dun understand her situation.. how could i understand wad she is going through?? i'm not her!~ but seriously here's what i wanna tell her.. find it too wierd to say to her directly, so ya.. V if u read this pretend that u din.. i dun wanna make things awkward..

*i've known u so long le.. we've been good frens so long le.. i seriously got teary eyes when i saw the words 'broke up already' appear rite in our msn convo, i seriously got a bit emotional.. and i feel kinda lost about wad i can do to make u feel any better~ u should noe me well enuff.. consoling others is not something i'm good at, worst still.. i'm a emotional guy -.-" so most probably i'll just feel sad with you when i try to console u.. but do remember to stand up soon, i wanna see the cheerful and happy go lucky V that i use to know.. and dun worry, your xiao di will be there if u need.. ur family and ur frens also.. so see u in ur usual self soon k? wipe your tears and be on the road soon.. thats where we, ur frens, are waiting for you to move on together :)*

ok done.. remember V, if u done reading take it u nv read this before.. cause it'll make me feel awkward haha.. anyway after this incident, i realise that wad my brother said about relationship is true-er then true.. 'having a relationship is difficult, maintaining one is tougher' for me a relationship is really about setting differences aside, thats wad makes a relationship beautiful and nice.. 2 person accepting each others' differences and love each other, and knowing that one will be there for the other when in need.. thats breath taking when u seriously found the one~ and thats wad i believed as 'true love'.. and of course when u find that you're trying real hard to put the diferences aside, then its time for u to think about it..

i gotta go sleep le.. tml no one signing in for me -.-" so have to go school sign in myself.. and john lim says he needs to pass me Disc 2 of the Visual Studio 2003 right in the morning =.=" sianz.. sleep le, nite peeps..

[ in her shoes ]

2006-02-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

just finish watching the show In Her Shoes.. features Cameron Diaz~ wun say anything much here.. watch it urselfs hahaha!! a show worth watching during weekends in the cinemas hehehe.. but i think cinema not showing it anymore.. so too bad for u guys hehe a very heart warming show :)

yesterday my mum told me about a shitty news.. some Samuel Tan, a campus superstar loser commented on his blog previously that the project superstar champion, wei lian is a disgrace to singaporeans -.-" below is a extract of wad he exactly blogged about i found on the campus superstar webbie:

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

THE WORLD IS BLIND.

Wat is the world coming to?
Can anyone become a superstar?
Wat is the message tat is conveyed out?
Wat will others think of Singapore?
Even handicaps can become idols, ARE ALL OF U BLIND?

From the start, having wei lian in was a big mistake.
He did not perform well in e first round of auditions. Neither did he do well in other rounds.
He messed up today as well.
How could he win?

All e aunties n uncles out there are just taking pity on him.
They do not know wat's the true meaning of SUPERSTAR.

WEI LIAN CAN N WILL NEVER STEP OUT OF SINGAPORE.
IT WILL BE A DISGRACE IF HE DOES.

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if anyone could be superstar then someone please explain why is Mr Samuel full-of-himself Tan out of the competition?? guess the only person who doesn't know the true meaning of a superstar is he himself.. stevie wonder is a superstar, and he is physically impaired as well.. so wads the problem??? stevie wonder is really a wonder, he sings well and is talented.. same for wei lian, just that wei lian's talent is not as much as stevie wonder but i still dun see anything wrong with wei lian being superstar.. i mean mabbe he din sing perfectly but he did his best and has quality voice.. and he deserves to be a superstar!! wei lian may be handicapped physically.. but i believes that people like Samuel Tan is handicapped in their heart~ we can accept cats and dogs in life.. i dun see any reason we can't accept a blind person being a singer..

think before you comment on something.. thats a lesson he should learn after this incident~ i've always emphasized on blogging responsibly.. if u wan to comment something like that, make sure u dun make it big HAHA cause if u try to make it big, nosy farkers will dig out anything that u said before, anything u did before, anywhere u hang out before then try and make a big news out of it.. lol so before u decide to join any large scale competition, delete this kind of post WHAHAHA :P

anyways, been pretty bored in school.. nothing much happened, pretty stagnant.. hmmm i miss dear a lot~ we're quite a special couple.. only get to go out like once a week?? cause normally after school both of us would be tired.. she stays very far and study also very far.. time and distance may keep us apart but we both know that our hearts are closely knitted together :) really miss my baby a lot..

[ when ur index finger is pointing at others, you have 3 fingers pointing back at you ]

2006-02-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

yes, i am pretty pissed.. i just renovated my blog, AGAIN.. and managed to link up most of the peeps~ changed some link layouts and stuffs.. alright wad i'm pissed with is not the trouble taken to renovate this blog.. i'm quite annoyed that my brother blogged about a disagreement i had with mum few days back.. i'm not intending to start a blog war, at least not with my blood brother.. duh~! just wanna clarify a few things..

he mentioned that i did not put in enough effort in my work.. yes thats true and i really do owe my mum an apology~ wrong course, no interest, can't understand shit about wad lecturer says.. those are excuses but a matter of fact still i admit its my fault for not putting in more effort.. peeps around me whose gpa are like 2.3 have the same damn excuse as i do.. but their gpa is due to hardwork from their part~ so i have no excuse for this..

next he mentioned that i overspent and has no right to get pissed.. 1st and foremost, i could gurantee that i DID NOT overspend this time.. in the past mabbe but now i've cut down a lot.. ask eugene, david, yu quan etc.. i dun play pool as much as last time.. sometimes not even once a week~ so how could i possibly overspend??? and i clearly remember mum DID NOT pass me the money.. and that day we had the disagreement, i did not explain one thing.. she may have mistakenly written down about my allowance.. cause i know very very well i did not take that money from her.. and why did i not clarify that on that day?? can u imagine she is pissed already, believing the fact i did overspend, and i am also pissed thinking that she dun believe me.. and if i told her in my angry voice tone that she had remembered wrongly, how would that pissed off mum react?? she'll most probably go 'dun give me that crap, i won't make this kind of mistake..' ya and dun argue with me she wun go that way.. i've experienced it before when i told her about the internet connection thingy and all 3 time she went that same way -.-" so wad i'm trying to say is, dun make assumptions especially when my part of story has not been said.. and dun tell me that because i had a girlfren thats why my expenditure that few weeks went higher, we're together on cny's eve and before we got together, we NEVER had any dates.. and i DID NOT spend a single cent on her before the commitment started.. so there's no possible way i could think i overspent.. and i jolly well know i did not~ yes i admit that having a gf will lead to more expenses.. but please do remember that commitment comes with a price.. and i'll have to pay for it~!! dun come crapping with me telling me i'm not in the age for a relationship.. thats like an ind*an priest.. HOLY SHIT =.="

also he talked about my debit card.. yes its for my driving lessons, but take note that I DID NOT asked my mum for it.. i DID NOT request to apply for it, mum told me to apply and i DID asked her for the reason.. and she said for driving so fine with me since i have nothing to lose~ look i did give my mum an alternative by paying using my brother's debit card and she put the money inside his bank.. she said ok initially but now she wans me to put it through my bank~ so why not??? ya and i do not work during my breaks.. reason?? can u even find me a job within 3 days that only needs me for a month??? and even if u could, i most probably dun have that month to spare you -.-" my bloody holiday's are shorten because of the early intakes of poly students in the coming years.. and yes my holidays are shorten to one month MAX.. and my peeps around me no kang tao to work~! i'm not pushing the blame to anyone not giving me a job.. but i dun think i have any opportunities either.. and tell me which 18 yr old would wanna work when his best peeps are all staying home playing online games or going to each other's house chilling??! i wouldn't mind working if peeps around me have kang tao and wanna work together~ its a joy to work with ur brothers u see~!

oh and he talked about fillial piety.. i do give my mum part of my salary when i do work.. even if i'm like earning $400 a month?! i would still manage out $100 for my mum.. i know $100 is not a lot but at the very least.. i DO GIVE HER a quarter of my salary.. my peeps around me dun do that -.-" if they happen to work they just wun take allowances.. thats all~ and if anyone wanna mention about my IPP pay.. that i did not give my mum a single cent.. sorry but IPP i top up my ez-link myself most of the times.. and i work in town area drawing a pathetic $420 a month pay~!!!! town area = expensive food -.-" bro u should noe that better.. u chiong more then me u'll know that town area is more expensive then usual.. so tell me how to squeeze money for my mum..

yes and dun worry bro, i am not like those mum whacking bastards and i will NEVER BE.. its something to cruel to be done~ bro i guess u need to understand me better.. u seriously dun understand ur lil bro here.. i do admit i spend a lot but i nowadays i keep it under my budget.. although i do not understand u as much as i should but i believe i i know ur character better then u know mine.. please remember that mum not only gives me allowance.. u're 23 and she's giving u allowance until u got ur job.. she gives me money for cny clothes and she gives u too -.-" i believe that mum gives us allowance when we do not have a job.. and if u think she is over protective, she is seriously NOT to that extend.. i would dare say she loves u slightly more then she loves me, but she protects me more because i'm the younger one.. think carefully~ the difference between u and me when talking to mum.. u ask for something reasonable u'll most probably get it~ i ask for something reasonable and i'll have to debate 3 times about it and i still can't get it.. i'm not saying mum is biase.. i'm NOT!!! and dun ask me when will i start to bear the thought of not using mum's money anymore.. u're taking allowances even after army!!! so aren't u using mum's money too?? be fair about it.. its reasonable she gives u allowance because u still have yet to get a job.. and u need to eat -.-" i need to eat too~

and wei sheng thanks for ya advice on signing up for police.. thanks a million~

last but not least.. kelly, i do love you a lot, today's msn convo about me signing for police made me realise that i love you more then i know.. and made me realise that signing police would be more costly then i tot, cause i wun have time for family, for frens and for you.. i love you :)

[ sleepless night ]

2006-02-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

update update~ friday went meet dear after school at boon lay.. then went her frens house play cards, after that went off to town.. actually intended to watch i not stupid too with dear again.. but was too tired, far too tired so went home to sleep :) saturday whole day stay home, my lao po slept like pig lol she woke up at 4 =.=" me played games whole day at home.. ya and basically thats about it~ yesterday my turn to sleep like a pig.. woke up at 1.30 or 2 i think, then go on com chit chat with dear.. then went play pool in the evening at monstercue, late 'bai nian' at there, uncle gave us ang bao and exchange mandarin oranges.. come to think of it, that boss of monstercue is quite generous.. i was expecting $2 from him MAX, but he gave us each $4.. i mean for someone who only has customer relationship with, he gave quite a lot.. sometimes some relative can even give $2 -.-" after pool quite late le.. then went off~ uncle force us to talk back some biscuits haha.. he bought a lot new year goodies :P then ask us take back some hehe.. on the way for dinner, had some debate on where to eat =.=" anyway forget it..

last nite can't sleep, whole damn night tossing and turning on bed.. i think i'm pretty stressed up nowadays, no.. its not about my project~ come to think of it, i'm like graduating in about 1 1/2 months time.. actually to be precise is 5 weeks, what am i going to do after i graduate??? ok find a part time job that can last until before i go to army.. then after army?? wad can i do after my ns?? with my fucked up grades, i can't make it to varsity.. the only choice is overseas if i wanna go, but it'll only be a waste of money if i go.. i mean i'm not into the IT field~ even if i made it to the varsity, i wun be happy with the life i lead.. i've been thinking of that last nite.. should i go and be a police?? since it's my primary school dream and i've been given the offer.. i mean the pay isn't that bad.. 1.8k starting i think, but the prospect for a poly student isn't really very good.. i think my max salary could probably be 3k.. and that could only last me until 45.. cause police have to retire early, same for the SAF.. haix~ but if i really earn 1.8 k per month, how much can i save up??? when can i really start a business like i always wanted?? 45 years old?? by then i would be too old to start a business, by then i would be too old to lose.. by then i can't afford to lose.. and when will i be able to save up and get married?? how much for a wedding?? 50k?? mabbe around there.. then marry = buy house.. how can i afford a house if i'm earning 1.8k per month?? i'll most probably skip buying car.. cause the money spent on a car i could use it for cab.. and it could be cheaper, and say i'm earning 1.8k monthly, and my mum has to retire one day.. i'll most probably give her $400 if my bro is giving her money.. and if there's any chance that my bro doesn't, i'll give her $800.. and dammit~ i'm left with $1k per month OMG!!!! should i join the police force?? and get a stable job as 'constable ah hong' after my NS.. or should i look for other job opportunities?? tell me man!!!!!!!!

sometimes i think i think too much.. stuffs like that did not went through my mind just once.. its been millions of times i have sleepless nights thinking of stuffs like that.. about my future, about my job, about the one i love etc etc.. am i actually 19++ yrs old?? i mean do a normal 19 yr old guy thinks this way?? i think my brain is a bit 'sot sot' i'm like thinking 20 years ahead =.=" argh!!!!

AM I THINKING TOO MUCH?!?????????!@!!@!$!%

been playing D2 lately.. started hardcore character and.......... i died!! DAMMIT!!! MY HEART STOPPED FOR A SECOND WHEN I SAW MY BARBARIAN DIED ON ME!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! next character class: sorceress, name: HardcoreSex-HC :P naughty name eh??

oh and i miss my dear dear dear lao po :(

[ memoirs of a geisha ]

2006-02-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

promised dear to sleep early tonite.. so ya, after updating will go sleep hehe

memoirs of a geisha.. nice show, the plot and setting is good, and the storyline as well.. yesterday watched with dear at cineleisure~ had a corner sit.. lol after watching went to kopitiam eat.. ya and now i think i'm kinda 'sua gu'.. I DIN KNOW THERE IS A KOPITIAM NEAR CINE!!! and to think that cine is one of the town areas i used to hang out often hahaha.. but!! the food there sux =.=" and i had to eat 1 1/2 share because dear cannot finish :P after finish eating i send dear to boon lay mrt then go home le.. cause scared not last train hmmm overall memoirs of a geisha i give 3.5/5 haha

this morning woke up, saw my alarm clock ringing off.. off it le and then............ went back to sleep -.-" slept until 11.30 then woke up OMG!! LATE!!!! lucky got pple help to sign in everyday lOl went to school, da bao one packet of bee hoon from the canteen, then went to lab slack liao :P BORING!!! tml going meet dear :D shall end here then go zzz liaox :) oh before i go, below are 2 pictures of me and dear ^.-

hehe :)

[ who, how, where, why??? ]

2006-01-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

no doubt!! i am attached.. so to answer a lot of you peeps questions, i've decided to post it here.. my better half's name is Tan Kai Li, Kelly.. born 9th Dec 86.. same age as me, stays west side of boon lay, studying at ITE Simei.. got to know each other on 31st Dec 05, new yr's eve.. through one of my bro, ~~bogay~~ David Tan Han Leng.. she works at Changing Appetite (CA) at marina square.. thus got to know her cause we had our dinner there on that day.. initially didn't think much about going further but ya.. things got better, and better, and much more better for both of us and thats why now we're together, happily :)

so does that short and brief introduction provide enuff information for you peeps? haha i know u all not interested to know i am attach.. but just let me be proud of her can?? :P

yesterday was chu yi.. 1st day of cny, went to aunt house to 'bai nian' at 3 lidat.. stayed there for dinner then at around 7.45, left with family.. they went home and i went to amk mrt meet dear.. she is late hahaha but nvm movie starts at 9.25 :P after meeting dear went to jubilee.. the weather is damn warm!!! went Mos Burger buy drink then waited for quan, dave, zai, gene and family to come.. then all reach le went to the cinema.. watched FEARLESS!!!! huo yuan jia.. hmmm find it not bad :P but i think dear is quite bored haha cause all fighting de hehe nvm we'll watch memoirs of a geisha, fun with dick and jane, pink panther ok? lol after watching.. i sent her home then took cab to aunt house again.. play mahjong and cards.. went home around 5 lidat~ TIRED!!! slept until 11.30 today.. then bro woke me up ask me go wash up, eat lunch, bathe then go watch i not stupid too.. nice show, very typical jack neo style of filming.. quite touching at some parts too hehe then after watching movie went to cafe cartel with family.. i ate pork chop~ OMG!!! 4++ eat pork chop.. thats y going to have late dinner tonite.. hmmm mabbe later on after dinner going find dear~ depends lor, see wad time i start dinner also :p

shall end here le.. kinda shagged and tired~ not enuff sleep!!!

[ reunion dinner, double happiness ]

2006-01-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday had reunion dinner with my brother family at suntec.. went to fish & co. haha their seafood platter is simply SUPERB!!! yum yum.. worth the price!! total 7 of us went to eat.. me, gene, quan, dave, zai, dave gf (adeline) and tshin.. and we ordered 6 seafood platters.. one each hehehe only adeline ordered some swordfish coller.. very very big and i think its quite meaty lol but i'll still go for seafood platter if i go there again hehee :P after dinner went walk walk.. to mrt? haha then went home le :)

today woke up at 11.30 i think~ bro and mum went to bro's godma funeral.. passed away i think yesterday.. hmmmm then i got to use com for a while.. then helped to clean up the house a bit.. after that mum and bro reach home.. prepared for our steamboat reunion dinner hehehe :) nice nice nice :D then eat finish watch tv.. then come here blog le haha today can be considered as double happiness for me hehe dun wan say so much :P i happy can le whaha end here liao..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR PEOPLE!!!
Wish that Gene will find a girl and GPA increase
Wish that Quan will get attach
Wish that Zai and Seen May last long long
Wish that David and Adeline last long long
Wish that Erv and Sta also last long long
and my final wish
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DONE!!!

[ reunion dinner ]

2006-01-27T09:14:00.000+08:00

yeah man.. today gonna have a 'reunion dinner' with my brothers!! so happy :) hope that the reunion dinner wun be cancelled :D our group is so closely knitted that we are like a family.. in fact, we are a family.. so a reunion dinner is a must whahaha~!! putting on new clothes and jeans hehehe going off at 5.30 later.. and DAVE!!! you have yet to confirm with me meet where and wad time -.-" u better confirm asap if not i'm gonna make u have 2 bluetooths :P now all i'm hoping is to go to fish & co. haha oh shucks.. that means i need to draw money OH MY GOD!!! i still owe quan $70 and zai $50.. well zai can no need worry cause he is rich.. but quan is just like me :( both not too rich whaha~ hmmm most probably i'll return him after new yr.. see how la~ poor guy.. SOBZ!!!

this few day's pretty boring in school, and i've been waking up late for FYPJ oh gosh!! yesterday got caught by Mr John Lim for being late.. but ya, him being a nice nice lecturer did not say anything but just told us not to make it a habit and smile smile.. so typical john style lol he is just such a nice guy! :) shall end here le.. will post my golden monkey hair when i get to take picture :D so cya..

[ festive season ]

2006-01-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming~!! yeah.. that means ang pao for me hehehe

yesterday was fun :P went off for career talk at 11am then until 12 went to lab slack a while.. 12.40pm me and wen yao happily left hehe went to MITA (ministry of information and arts) to attend a survey.. not so much of a survey actually, its more like a small group discussion rather then survey.. and guess wad?? me and wen yao are the only polytechnic students there.. the rest is either from international institute or from universaties or from JCs.. and most of them spoke with a very sleek kind of accent~ and of course good english.. but the impression some of them gave me is very arrogant and very self-centered.. like as if poly students are losers -.-" i mean i dun really like that kind of feeling, so wad if u're very good academic wise?? its not like we're stupid.. you shouldn't and couldn't judge a person's intellect by its level of studies or grades~ good grades only meant u're good at studies, NOTHING ELSE!!! and i do mean NOTHING!!! so dun ever look down on poly, ite, normal acad and normal tech students.. i mean those from prominent schools like Hwa Chong, Raffles etc etc always have that 'you're a loser because you can't study for nuts' mindset.. so if any of my readers belong to that category, please change that mindset for pete's sake!!! -.-" ok i digressed.. the person in charge asked questions about arts, about the education system, about how we feel and think, if there is an arts school will we be interested, how should it be named, how the school should be like, are we interested in arts etc etc.. not bad for a mini discussion, we got free mac to eat hehehe then ended at 4pm, wen yao went take bus to dunno where and me went to clarke quay mrt.. took NEL to serangoon oh and before that i forgot to say that we took wrong bus and ended up taking cab down whahahaha thats the result of putting 2 blur guys on their own to find way lol anyway.. i went to serangoon to dye my hair.. at the usual salon, actually wanted to highlight de.. but that guy told me that my hair is short and if i were to highlight it would be ugly and hard to style and also hard to highlight so he suggested me to dye whole hair.. and ya~ dyed a brownish gold hair hahaha.. find it ok~ and quite happy with it :P but now my hair is really kind of dry.. think i gonna wash it with conditioner diligently liao :D oh and i paid $55 for it -.-" mum said she wanna pay half for me.. i rejected but guess she already put in my bank le =.=" anyway next time i think i will just DIY if i wanna dye hair.. cause i believe i could get the same result LOL and its way cheaper.. like $30-$40 cheaper that kind of cheaper u see.. hehe after dying my hair, went home and met mum and bro for dinner.. then home sweet home whahah

oh and here's a few pictures we ~~cam whore~~ took with the webcam we got during open house hehe

me me me!!!

shorty kelly and tallie me

me and my partner, wen yao!! yandaoz unite :P

me again.. i know i know!!! dun complain

the rest of my lab mates.. junaidah, cheryl and wen yao

yup yup thats all for pictures.. fyi we took over 40++ pictures ahaha vain bitches and assholes!!! :P

feeling happy, really happy.. really really happy~ hehe hope that things will develope well for us.. :)

[ most irresponsible man ]

2006-01-23T09:37:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU DAD!!!

yes.. no doubt about it~ i hate my dad.. i mean not that kind of hate with the murderous intent but its that kind of hate whereby a child is hurt by his parents.. argh!!! not going to blog about it cause its family problem.. haix i just hate him, such an irresponsible guy OMG!!! i will never ever grow up to be like that..

last saturday morning went for open house.. finally finished :) after open house rush down to play bball @ LSBC.. good ball games~ and nard manage to play throughout~ not bad.. after ball went home to change bathe etc etc. then prepare for dinner with dad and bro.. sianz!!! hate him la!!! then after eating went to meet gene and dave and dave gf.. to play pool~ after that went home.. then played diablo then went to bed at 4 am.. then sunday woke up at 12pm.. woah, wake up only clean up my room.. haha LOTS of rubbish in my room.. rearranged the position of my PC and stuffs.. took some old stuffs to cash converter to sell hehehe :D now my room finally looks so much neater :) then evening went with mum, bro and bro's gan mei to NTUC buy things~ after that home le :) sianz man.. now doing fypj~ tml i'll put up the pictures that we took during open house hehe so check back ya~

[ all alone in the middle of the night ]

2006-01-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

its going to be 3am now.. yeah~ so much for wanting to sleep early.. played D2 just now till now.. hmmm what can i say?? not really in the mood to blog actually.. wierd stuffs going through my head -.-" well mabbe i should just let it be?? hmmm

anyway, tml gotta help out for NYP open house.. never was i so enthusiastic about helping out open house, but Mr Benedict's offer is a total package for us, come on sat from 9am - 1pm and we could choose one day off on any week days :) great deal ya?? i chose the weds after CNY holidays.. making my holiday 6 days straight, good or bad?? i dunno hmmmm tml also going to LSBC for training match.. wad else?? monday will be going down to MITA (ministry of information and arts) to do a survery.. from 2-4, after that will be going home straight~

think shall end here~ can't seem to be in the right mind to think nowadays.. or am i already thinking in the right mind???? hmmmm *shrugs*

[ server down ]

2006-01-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

this few days i'm kinda on the downside.. AGAIN~ yes again and again.. for those who knows me very well should know that my emotion and mood gets easily affected by things happening around me.. ya~ so its just very typical me to be on the downside again o.o sometimes its tough trying to put up a brave front acting like nothings happening, but most of the times my emotion got the better of me and it just shows on my ~~black~~ face.. most of the times i just need to talk about it 1 to 1~ so put up with it guys :P will be over sooner or later :)

was playing D2 just now and i died, a hell lot of times!!!! stupid ~~shit~~ ~~shim~~ tshin wan to level LOL sabo me die with him haha and dave also joined half way with the dying streak lol.. back to D2 and loving it, its so much more fun playing D2 then any other online games i've played.. rakion would be my next on the list~ but D2 still holds the addictive position in my heart.. i mean its a game whereby when u start, you can't stop! haha so D2's my thing now ^.-

read maureen's blog and found out that her cohord is currently choosing their yr 2 specialisation track.. reminds me of the days when i was thinking 'VB is the one for me' cause i can't do java for nuts.. and VB is so much more user friendly and so much more easier compared to C++.. but now come to think of it, actually whatever u choose now, it still all ends up the same~ its like i'm a VB student my IPP (attachment) was to a ADVERTISING company.. yes, your eyes are not playing tricks.. ADVERTISING company it is!!! and it requires no programming at all.. initially they wanted us to do this and that and this and that BUT!!!! they do not have license for the softwares thus the project have to cease on week 4.. and wad we did there practically is wad those ~~fucked-up~~ technical officer's (TO) are doing.. then now in FYPJ, although i'm a VB student, the project i'm working on is C# or C++, totally not related to VB at all.. so afterall wad we chose in the beginning doesn't affect wad we are doing in the end.. now i'm struggling with C++ codes, learning ~~nothing~~ through the process of struggling *shrugs* so come to think of it, there's no right or wrong choice in choosing our specialisation track, its not like choosing for yr 3 specialisation, wad u choose determines where u go to for FYPJ.. like say if u chose BI (bio) or DE (digi entertainment) then u will most probably be doing FYPJ in block P and M respectively.. for FI (finance) and IM(internet and mobile) it doesn't affect that much.. so choosing VB and C++ is a much easier choice compared to the yr 3 split.. i'm lucky to choose something that i'm comfortable with haha.. but sorry to eugene, that i made u choose VB with me~ guess u're regretting ur choice right.. afterall C++ are the so called 'better future' track~

tml junaidah would be coming late to school, so guess me, wen yao and cheryl have to handle those open house shits.. argh!!! disrupting me only.. watch anime half way come in then we have to demo the system -.-" oh and today some fucked up secondary school kids walked pass our lab, looked at us and smile, then keep knocking on the windows and panels.. ITS DAMN IRRITATING!!!! i would have whooped their asses if they had lesser people i'm 10 yrs younger!!! erm... i mean if we're not in school.. ya~!! assholes!!! we are not GOD DAMNED ANIMALS!!!! dun look at us as if u're visiting the zoo and u happen to walk pass a small cage with 3 animals inside!!! with a gorrilla (junaidah), tigress (cheryl) and of course the cute puppy (me duh!).. its damn irritating!!! and forget it if u guys look at us and irritate us.. THE GIRLS IN THE SCHOOL WHO WALKED PASS ARE TOTALLY NOT CUTE AT ALL!!! :( and i expect to see some sec sch cuties to walk pass the lab.. in the end?!?! all those ~~fucked up~~ normal looking ones drop by -.-" well, anyway even if their cute, its only for viewing purposes LOL i'm too old for them.. :P guess i gtg sleep le.. getting late~! oh man.. tml gonna be bored.. :(

oh before i go, DUN COMPLIMENT ON THE CHINESE NEW YEAR DECORATIONS I DID ON MY BLOG!!! it's really nothing actually *fake luffs* haha i know its beautiful piece of art :P so dun comment on it hehehehe

* sometimes i just need to talk, sometimes i just need to be alone, sometimes i just think that my complex mind is irritating, but most of the times.. i dun think i'm really ok.. although i'll always be ok in the end -.-" *

[ wad animal?! ]

2006-01-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

You Are A: Puppy!

Beloved by all, puppies are energetic, playful, and loving. Your playful and friendly nature is part of what makes you a puppy. Known for their loyalty, puppies make great pets for young and old alike. And an innocent puppy face can melt anyone's heart!

You were almost a: Duck or a Lamb
You are least like a: Chipmunk or a Mouse What Cute Animal Are You?

i am a very cute puppy?!?! lol suits me fine since i loved dogs :P

[ overspending leads to my self control ]

2006-01-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

just now passed my ATM card to my mum.. cause i think i overspent and i dun wanna end up continueing overspending.. so i rather let my mum keep that card for me at least until i graduate.. have to learn to control the way i spend :( not saying i'm spending really really a lot.. but i'm spending more then i could earn~! so its time for me to learn to spend within my powers :)

today went shopping with david and quan at queensway.. eugene joined us half way from the NTU talk i think.. NEVER JIO -.-" heck it!! then shop shop so tempted to buy so many things.. in the end got myself 2 nike tee shirt :) total $60 bucks then quan bought another nike tee.. lebron series one, $25 bucks.. guess why so cheap?? cause there's new year sales haha~ dave spend the most today, he bought a pair of nike dunks for $150 and after that when we went town he bought another Levi's sneakers for $99.. thats freaking a lot of money!!! but end up the levi's also we all share money + bargain bargain then get de LOL cause its sold at a roadshow i think.. or something like that whahaha so we all went home with a burned wallet :P but fun shopping.. the 2 nike shirts are nice.. and dave's shoes are nicer~ wad can u expect?? so expensive not nice he can go commit suicide le haha as for yu quan's tee.. hmmm not that its fugly (fu*king ugly) but it ~~seriously sux~~ is the last piece so the condition wasn't at best.. so come to think of it not really worth.. but then again, its LEBRON's APPAREL~ the NEW AGE BASKETBALLER'S BRANDED GOODS.. so ya~ think of it this way and you'll a happier man :P then in PS i bought another ear stud, this time a fake diamond ear stud from 77th street, AGAIN.. haha not too bad~ 2 ear studs to suit my dress code :)

there is school tml.. and i'm still in the weekend mode! now i'm totally having the monday blues syndrome -.-" i think i'm getting lazier and lazier as the date to graduate gets nearer and nearer haha.. just hoping for a pass for my FYPJ.. its fuking tough and totally out of the syllabus of studies.. i mean its not something that we learned~ so gotta work harder if i wanna get 2 for GPA -.-" working so hard to get a 2 but it seems so easier for others haha shall end here..

[ worst day yet ]

2006-01-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is one of the worst days i could ever experience.. kanna pang seh so many times~ kanna be punch bag by my best buddy, then playing pool sux today.. its like all the bad things that i never hope to happen, happened to me today.. here's wad happen:

dave called me at 12.50++ i think, asking me to play pool.. so i said anything, then he told me to meet 2 at dhoby ghout mrt.. so i woke up, bath change and went down.. with my bball gear along~ then reach there, he was late -.-" ok nvm.. cause its only 20 mins of waiting so its ok.. we went to play pool, play until 3.30, called eugene to ask where is him, he is still at home -.-" then nvm we can wait for him.. then he called back say he not coming cause by the time he reach its oredi too late~ PANG SEH!!! ok nvm.. small matter still.. then fucking hell mao wei msg me say he and yun long not coming for bball~ yL i can understand cause of his injury.. but guess wad excuse mao wei told me?? he said he is a bit sick!!! DAMN LAME RITE?! its like 2 days ago he asked me why dun have training in morning? then i was like.. HUH?! u're the one who requested evening then now u wan morning.. and i've already arrange with chuan ying the timings le.. so told him its a no go~ then today told me he sick!! WTF you noe wad i'm trying to get at here lor.. so damn fake~ and tell me so sudden somemore lor.. PANG SEH!!!! then bball become left 7 pple.. next saturday still got match de lor~ ok fine its ok!!!! then they say one to go springbloom since only the few of us.. and if go NYP play, AARON WUN GO!!!!!!!!! WTF!!! ming wie already left house le then still wanna make things worst for me.. ok FINE!!! its ok also de.. NVM!!! i'm really ok with it.. then when playing pool, lost to dave TERRIBLY!!! not saying that normally i would win him, i know where i stand when it comes to pool.. but i also know that losing that terribly is just not the typical ME!!! ok nvm its ok!!!! then when take taxi to dave house, the weather looks bad.. so i called eugene and asked him if its raining at NYP.. the 1st sentence already make me wanna explode.. the moment he pick up fone, he says 'WAD!!!' in a loud and buay song manner.. ok so wtf!? i'm ur punch bag? if u're not happy about something, dun take me as punch bag.. i'm fucking innnocent, its not my fault that i din noe u were busy, PLAYING GAME.. its not my fault that DAVE MADE U unhappy.. so dun take it out on me like its my fault!! i dun blame u for not knowing my plight.. BUT, please!!! u do noe what the hell is happening and u do noe that i kanna pang seh already very moody.. why the hell do u have to use that bloody fucked up voice tone on me?!?!?! i mean its not my fault so dun make it sound like its my fault for calling you!!! i just wanna noe how is the weather so that i can make arrangements!!! I'M THE ONLY ONE DOING THINGS TO ARRANGE GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! if no one appreciates, its fine.. BUT U'RE THE CLOSEST TO ME YET U CAN'T UNDERSTAND MY PLIGHT?!?! that's where my mood turned 180 degree.. dave can be my witness.. from 'actually still manage a smile' condition to 'TOTAL BLACK FACE' condition!!! i mean i just feel so wronged lor.. doing things that are not being reciprocated is enuff, i still have to take shits like that?? and not even an apology!?!? things would have been much much much much much more better if he could have just apologise when he noe that i sound different lor.. i mean all i ask is just an apology.. i am VERY VERY SIMPLE MINDED PERSON, very dumb at times.. a sorry could make me feel so much better.. even though it wun change the situation but at least it could make my day much happier~!!! argh.. things are most probably alrite now.. during ball even worst.. me and eugene's like putting in 150% effort on defense.. cause me, gene and ming wie together one team.. and FUCK!!! when can ming wie ever learn?! DEFENSE is ALWAYS on a higher priority on offense.. i'm not sure if ming wie reads my blog.. but if u happen to read it, here's somethings i find it tough to say it rite in front of u, although u're no longer an offensive burden like how u use to be, ur defense still needs to work a lot a lot.. u can't expect ur teammates to keep covering ur ass every time u lose ur player.. and wad i'm talking about is not requiring u having excellent defense, all that i ask for is for u to put in more effort when it comes to off ball movements, that is: rebounds, defense and running the right places on offense!! thats all.. these are what i believe the basics.. so please!!!!!!

anyway like i said things are alrite for me and gene now.. but i really hope he can understand me better.. even though he understands me best among the usual gang, but still~ HAIZZzzZZzz its really hard!!!!